I've called the person to verify. In my opinion, it turned out that she was at fault. I didn't hear the word "Sorry".

All I heard was she kept repeating that HR will contact me and will require me to attend the last interview.

And honestly? I hate interviews. It just made me nervous. *sigh*

And she said that I can just drop by anytime before the interview to gain exposure. Should I do that? Or just prepare for the interview?

I've already asked her if it's confirm that I got the job again and this time? "Just do your best and the HR will give you the appointment letter." (-.-) Might as well tell me in the first place right?

Right now, so many things happening and I'm begining to feel the pressure. Only Allah knows how I feel. May I manage to go through it without any hassle.

I felt cheated. I thought I would have landed myself in a good deal, but *sigh*

And that phonecall from the man in the HR department was a total pissed off.

HR: "Hi good afternoon. We would like to inform you that you have been shortlisted and will be having the final interview on 7th"

Me: "Eh?But I was told to report to work on 5th?"

HR: "5th? That's not possible. You have to go through the interview on the 7th at 9am. It's too rushy. You have to be interview by a panel of interviewers. I think you have a miscommunication with her (the admin)"

Me: "Oh ok. I see. At 9am?" ( I was trying to be polite. They say it's best to repeat so that the person will know you understand, right?)

HR: "Is there a problem? Do you need to check your schedule?"

Me: "No, I can make it at 9am"

HR: "Ok, your email is *email address* right? We will send the details on what to bring"

Me: "Ok thanks."

Oh great! Brilliant! Thanks for ruining my day. I had earlier on rejected the interview with the backup company by telling them I had a job. That was what I was told by the admin 2 days before Christmas until the HR called earlier about 530pm.

I was widely awake when they told me that I was accepted. They even told me the date I could start work, the dress code and working hours. And all I need to do is to wait for the letter which the HR will send. That was what I was told. Grrr...!

Haiz. It just brings me to tears.

To all Muslims, Selamat menyambut Tahun Baru 1430 Hijrah.

Boy, I just hope that the letter will arrive by this week before New Year for the 5th.

I managed to clear the desktop on this Mac. As in to keep it neat and tidy ;)

I just can't wait to work! Thou I know that it can be stressful soon. Just that I dont really like to sit at home.

My dear hubby Ewanz just had his PA license course last 2 weekends. Hopefully he pass (because he was having fever during the test). The vocational license course is up next on the 8th. Hopefully he pass too.

Mentioning of him, I miss him badly =(
Supposed to meet up yesterday, but oh well..

About the game? Ok, can't play much once I'm working. Hopefully the electric bill doesn't overshot for this month or I'll be screwed =/

Yesterday's Castle Siege(CS) was dead boring. And halfway throughout the CS, Cik Ros's family came over (minus their first 2 children) to collect Duri fish which my dad caught while fishing on Saturday/ Sunday night.

New Year's coming and I'm sure alot of people will come out with resolution. I haven't think of resolutions yet because there are some which I didn't fulfill yet. But, there's one which I hope, which I wish will come true. Insya Allah.

I'm totally in high spirit today. Simply because I'm soooooo in love with my dear hubby Ewanz =) And boy, I'm missing my man.. Just can't wait to meet him up pretty soon =)

But despite being high spirit, I accidentally injured myself by hitting hard on the freezer's handle *sob* Was walking to the kitchen sink and *bam* All I could feel later was that my whole right hand was numb. I couldn't feel my blood flowing. It's terribly painful. Did dishes, went to the supermarket and it still hurts even after applying ointment. Therefore, I've a little request to my dear Ewanz...Please dear, kiss my hand to make the pain go away...Can uh?


Jason Mraz - Im Yours (Official Video) -

Anyway, last Thursday (ouch, my hands hurts when I'm typing this *sob*) went to Cik Ros's home at Yishun. Cik Mamai and her family and Mak As were at her home too. So the aunties were busily learning how to make breads and buns from Cik Ros and Mak As. Therefore, we "armed" ourselves with our handphones and snapped throughout the whole process ;) since my kuzin and I were super bored..











































Overall? The breads and buns are really soft. Yum. I bet you're turned on by looking at the pictures, especially the cheese breads. Lol. (I know some of them were kind of burnt. It's because someone really particular in following the timing. If the recipe mentioned it must be in the oven for 30 minutes, she insist that we shouldn't take out eventhou the breads can clearly be seen that its cooked. Pfffffttttt.....!!!

Guess what? The little hamster have been sleeping the WHOLE day today. OMG! *faints*

Anyway, it's 12.18am now.

And I would like to wish all Christians a happy Merry Christmas and a happy holiday to those who are not celebrating.

Lastly, I'm waiting for the letter. Hopefully it will come soon after boxing day...

I'm not in the mood nowadays despite having soo many things that I wish to blog about and so many things that had happened nowadays. *sigh*

Kakak went for holiday in Kota Kinabalu since Sunday till Xmas, which is good as I can have almost the whole bedroom to myself.

I'm having mixed feelings nowadays.

Frustration + Sad + Worried + Unsure + Blank = No mood?

Urgh!

I'll post what I wanna post when I'm alright. Till then.................

Firstly,


I’m sorry for unable to celebrate your birthday. We shall do that once I’ve landed myself a job, aite?

But, I’m happy she’s enjoying her birthday with her loved ones from all the treats and gifts she had received.

And I’m itching to meet my babe!

Happy Birthday, babe from both Ewanz & me =)

………..

Anyway, one of the agencies called me and asked if I’m still interested in being in the same position like my old job. It was stressful for me as she only gave me like 40 minutes to consider and that I would be directly employed by the school if I were to accept and went for the interview. But the name of the schools made me felt so scared that all I could think of is that they have high expectation.

Something like what I’ve encountered from my client. Exactly the same. Except, the employer is the school. I still have trauma in teaching teens age 13 to 17 years. And that school is an all boys school.

And one of my friend told me it’s unwise as they might ask you to do more than your jobscope, well basically like what I’ve encountered. Mama told me that if I felt 50% sure and feeling pressurized, I shouldn’t be accepting the job. Like what others always said, you have to like the job, not the other way round.

Anyway, I’m currently surveying online shopping. Both my friend and I might start one soon. Seems like a bit too ambitious since there are a lot of possibilities on what to start on. And I’m going to talk to my aunt if she’s interested in receiving orders for her cakes that she make. It’s just planning now, not yet the real thing. But, if it becomes a reality, at least, that will be the side income.

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I was about to type something in the forum, when my dear Ewanz called me about midnight (he was testing his system). Ewanz said "I nak nyanyi kan you satu lagu..."

From the melody, I knew that song but somehow I've forgotten the title. The song? Hanya Ingin Kau Tahu by Republik



And boy, tears were collected in my eyes upon hearing as the song touched my heart. "So ngangis tk?" He asked. *blush*

Anyway, earlier on I was seeing "The Weeping Camel". The show really touches me. The story of a mother camel, who didn't acknowledge her child as her child is white while she's brown. The mother didn't let the child drink milk from her. Either she walked away or kicked her child. And the child almost give up and was too weak to move as it didn't had enough milk. The owner tried many things and performed a ritual and sang for the mother, till the mother gives in and allow her child to drink milk from her. And the mother really cried! Perhaps feeling guilty.

I'm feeling sleepy now. Till then...

I was extremely shagged yesterday from the Aidiladha's visit, thou we went to 2 houses only, which were Tok's house at Tampines and Uncle Yep's house in Yishun.

Perhaps the real reason that made me felt shagged was that I didn't get ample rest / sleep on the eve of Aidiladha, since I slept like about midnight. And we broke our record yesterday by reaching Tok's home by about 1045am =P Hehehe.. Usually we would be reaching his home about 2pm. Abah supported Mama's idea (as Mama didn't wish to wait that long to go to Tok's house as she had to wait for everyone except Mama and me to wake up from the short nap after the prayers).

Anyway, we're the first family to reach. Heheh. Nice. Basically, I don't really look forward to see my relatives beside Abah. Well, it's mainly because we don't really communicate much among one another. Sad isn't it? Pak Andak's family reached next and his wifey asked me whether I'm working at the same company. Fast-forward, we made our way to Yishun about mid-day.

And, I really looked forward to see my first uncle, Uncle Yep. Well, his name is actually Tasrif. Mama reckons that most probably he likes to say "Yep" or "Yup".

Saw his first son's (Abang Ali's) family. Darn, forgot to take baby Edwin's picture. He looked just like my cousin, Hafiz. Hehe. Anyway, it was quite "noisy" after his Abang Ali's family left for home. Well, its basically the adults (erm, excluding both Kakak and me) were too excited in recalling the days they went to perform Haj. Yeah, I know what you're thinking of. But, oh well. They were talking till I can't really hear what's the show was all about (because I was watching the tv programme with Kakak). Before we left, Ibu Wati commented "Kesian, ngantuk yea?" I just smiled at her sheepishly. Yea, had to prevent myself from falling asleep. It will be very embarrassing if we're sleeping at the owner's home while we're on a visit.

Went home with Kakak while Abah and Mama went shopping at North Point. And fast forward, I slept instantly when it comes to bed time about 12 midnight. Boy, I was really shagged and couldn't even open my eyes at that point of time when my dear hubby Ewanz called me (he didn't contact me the whole day *sob*.. Well, I can't blame him since it's the festive season. Besides, I know he will be among his siblings, nieces and nephews)

Oh, I just remember a few things. Pardon my forgetfulness as well as my laziness to blog since I don't really update frequently nowadays =P

Firstly, I'm extremely irritated with those people on my msn list (well, not all. Some, or I can say about half of them). I just don't know wtf they had done till I've been getting mostly offline messages from them to click on links which I find it suspicious. Pfffttt... Be warned as I'm gonna delete and block you off my list! Therefore, clean your hard drive and scan for viruses!

Secondly, this might be a little outdated but Kakak bought this camera at SiteX recently.

Lovely. But, she bought the gold edition and it's 10 mp, not 8mp as seen in the picture (Picture is sample only taken from the net). Well, reason is because she dropped the old ixus model and it wouldn't switched on. Fark. But I'm eyeing on this other model which cost about $800. Aiming for it unless some kind soul willing to buy chip in for me for my birthday.

Third, ok still about Kakak. She's crazy about her pet. Well, the terrapins are gone as she gave to two of her students. Right now, she's crazy about this hamster which she's taking care at work.

One of her students didn't want it. And she find it adorable, thou she's allergic to furs (but she claimed that she's allergic to cat's saliva).


And it's driving me nuts. Day and night she will be talking about it. Ok, it's cute. But don't take it home alright? Ended up it will be me who's taking care of it. That's what happened to the bird and the terrapins.


She bought the lion toy as a "friend" to the hamster, which I wouldn't reveal the name. I admit the hamster is furry and the pictures where you see that it's curling up, the hamster just woke up.

Fourth, still about Kakak. She's taking degree next year. Please, I'm extremely jealous, alright? When will it be my turn? *sob*

Fifth, when am I getting a job? Good question. Beats me. I'm afraid I've answered this question before. Don't ask me because I don't know the answer. Hopefully by January next year.

Sixth, Mama told me that if we wanted to know when exactly we die, as in passed away as in dead, whichever term you call it, it's easy. Just recite a particular ayat, I forgot which one, and you will know when. When I asked if it's true, she told me its real as my late Yayi (grandfather) did recite it frequently and wrote a will a few months before he passed away. Scary but true!

Seventh, I'm missing my dear hubby Ewanz. When, when when can I meet my man who captured my heart? Dear Allah, please get me a job soon.

Eigth, I'm missing my friends. Due to me being jobless and my financial is depleting, I can't be meeting my friends. Very sorry aite!

Ninth, I'm going to revamp my wishes for the year 2009 very soon =] May my working luck is better in 2009, despite the bad economy.

Tenth, I'm surprised I listed out 10 things and this entry seems pretty long. I doubt I could think what else to type right now since its about 2am. Best thing to do, is me getting to bed since my dear Ewanz had went to bed about an hour ago.

Till then...

Tomorrow will be a public holiday. Well, no difference to me thou as currently, everyday are my "holidays".

Anyway, I just want to wish "Selamat Hari Raya Haji".

I'm left in making chocolate chips. Darn. Let's see if I managed to do it today. If not, shall do it on Tuesday, where I'll be making Kek Lapis Prune.

I'm actually kinda sleepy now as I went to bed pretty late at about 4.30am. Phew, it was a very rare chance for me to sleep late =P

Im missing my dear hubby Ewanz *sob*

Last Friday, my ex-colleague's grandmother passed away. Innalillahi Wainnalillahi Rajiun. I'm sorry for your loss, Laila. Semoga roh nenekmu ditempatkan dikalangan orang-orang yang beriman. And sorry aite for not able to attend as I was having menses.

And a Singaporean was killed at Taj Mahal Hotel when terrorist attacked Mumbai, recently. It's quite frightening and at the same time frustrating that they killed the lady. My condolence to the family who lost their daughter / wife, thou I don't know her.

Anyway, well been sometimes since I last met Shasha and my dear Ewanz. And today, finally I got to meet my dear hubby Ewanz ! Wee~! After like almost 2 weeks since I last met him. I miss you terribly, and you know that ;) Because you've asked me when did we last met =)

Boy, I love this man of mine ;)

Anyway, I've decided. Thou I didn't want to do it, and the passion isn't there but instead of just being at home always, I rather go out to work. And thanks to those who support me =)