I opened my imeem account as I've received a notification that someone posted a comment to "Asyik Bisikan Hubah" sang by Noraniza Idris. The comment wasn't up to my liking.

"Lagu x bes. x faham lagu apa ni?? Tukar la lagu!" was seen in the latest comment, to which I delete it forever.

Hello?! If you dislike Noraniza's songs or don't even understand, I suggest that you make your farking way out of song page which you're viewing. And forget about leaving comments! I really felt that I'm being insulted. Traditional songs and that's how she sang her songs. So dam you if you're not liking what you're hearing! Grrr....!

Told my dear Ewanz and he asked me to tell that person with just one word. Lahabau! Hehe.. But I sent a message to that idiot by telling him kalau tak suka, tu ko punya pasal ah!

And after awhile, this is what my Ewanz typed...


Just this and I goes "Awwww...." Boy, I'm really missing my Ewanz right now.

Oh, before I forget, happy belated birthday to Hjh Norsiah, whose birthday falls on 25th Jan. I just convey the birthday wished through Ewanz as I'm still unsure what's her reaction towards me. Oh well..

I know it's been awhile...

Firstly, wish all the Cina-ren a Happy Lunar New Year.

Since it's Gong Xi Fa Cai, my family and I went to Atok's home on the first day. Heheh. We were there for awhile before making our way to Bedok. Since most of the shops were closed, made a quick round to see which shop opened for business before making our way home.

Let me sum up what I've been wanting to say here.

Met up with my dear Ewanz last two Friday. The first few conversation when we met up goes like this...

Ewanz: (holding my hand tightly) Da brapa lama tak jumpa?
Me: Erm, 2-3 minggu.. (actually it's a month since we last met)
Ewanz : *smiles* Jom..

Sat down near Toa Payoh HDB hub since he had to go to HDB hub for something. And boy, I miss this man of mine =) And we chatted since its been quite sometime since we didn't meet. 1 month ok. It's pretty long than 1 week or even 3 days.

He gave me a surprise when I was online in-game, to which I will post in the next entry.

Anyway, I got to know something two weeks ago. I finally understand why Abah dislike Mat Kampau (people in blue, get it?)

Mama opened up the story to me one day. I just don't know why she suddenly brought up the topic. But overall, let me sum it up. She was actually telling me that it's better to tell them if I have someone I'm interested and she allow us to have our own choice of soulmate. The thing is she told me before she got married to Abah, there's 2 men who wanted Mama to be theirs. But my Atok came to merisik, therefore, Mama and Abah got married. One of the men who wanted Mama was a Mat Kampau who is an Inspector.

To cut the long story short, my arwah Yayi only came to know about that a week, if I'm not mistaken, after Mama and Abah got married. Abah knew about it too and therefore you know, jealousy did occurs.

Ok, I'm beginning to miss my Ewanz again =/

I just don't get it why there's always noise in the ceiling every night. Grrr...!!

Initially, I wanted to post something else but I guess this is important at the moment..

My arwah Yayi Ju passed away today about 1+pm in the hospital. His wife and Cik Ros were by his side when he passed away. He's my arwah Nyai's brother. I will always remember him as a sailor as he's fond to tell his stories when he was at sea. And I really salute him for being able to speak quite a number of languages like Spanish, Japanese, French, etc. I didn't visit him the last Hari Raya Puasa as Abah and Mama came back from Umrah at that point of time.

And I still remember his smile. It saddens me. I pray that his wife, Nyai Gan to be strong and that my Uncle Rosli to be there for his mom.

Semoga amal ibadahnya diterima Allah swt and rohnya digolong diantara orang-orang yang beriman. Amin~

~Al-Fatihah~

I'm seriously feeling so annoyed. Know why?

Last Friday, someone called me for interview for later today and told me that he will send the details to my mail. Friday - checked my mail, no email. Saturday - checked my mail, no email. WTF. Perhaps he had forgotten. Therefore I told myself that I will contact him on Monday itself.

And around 10pm on Sunday, I wanted to play my mmorpg. I just told myself I should just check in case I overlooked the email. And TADA!! The email was sent at 4.05pm! And there are 5 attachments. And pathetically, I've to print all of it! Grr..! I dont even have a printer *sob* And soo leceh!

And when I took a look. It seems that it's what companies usually give out to those seeking for job. I just don't get it why I've to print it out instead of them print the documents themselves??

Anyway, bebeh just got herself a pair of rabbits. Ceh, lawan nampak? LOL.

I still like my hamster. And someone is so jealous!

Ayg, I cam nak buy so I have a companion in my room since Snowy takde..

Aw.. I miss Snowy too. I just can't believe why his first sister took Snowy away *sobs*






Another thing, sorry Lela for not attending your chalet which you've organised on the 10th. I don't drink, therefore I find it's unwise to come thou I've not seen you girls since Lela's open house the other time. But still, thanks for inviting both me and Ewanz.

I broke down just now as I'm feeling too stress for not landing into any jobs yet. Ya Allah, please help me in securing a job.

And I find Kakak is getting way too disobedient with Abah. *sigh* It hurts me when I saw Abah in tears, thou that was the first time I witness it.

Lastly, I really felt hurt when that someone said that there are people who forget their friends when they have a soulmate. It seems like that person is directing it to me, thou I myself know that I'm not the one who's unable to meet her, but it's the other way round. When I asked her the other time, always the reason will be "My company just shifted, therefore I've to work overtime." but I have some friends telling me that they saw her at City Hall, etc. *sigh*

I've to sleep early *sigh*

I'm kinda feeling a lil bored.

Therefore, I think I should update regarding the hamster a little. Pardon for the blurry photos.


Guess what is he trying to do? Trying to reach for my finger and bite (-_-")


His "pet" toy lays around and will receive some bites from him while he's playing around alone. Picture above shows him trying to seek attention by feeding him.


I just can't zoom in to show what he's doing. But seriously he was nibbling on his food among the cottons which he made it like his blanket and pillows.


Another view of him. Yes that's the slide for him to move to the second storey of his cage.


They said that hamster should spend a certain time running until it feels tired. Therefore, the picture was captured while he was in the ball running or some may say to give it a little exercise.


And he will only do this when he's feeling very tired and sleepy. See how flat he is?

This is the best picture I like so far. He was just chewing on his favourite wood.

And if he's extremely tired, he will just curl himself anywhere and start to sleep like the picture above. And sometimes the tiny paws will stick out if he sleeps on the wheel. And if he's sleeping among the cotton, honestly, you wouldn't be able to see him as he knows how to cover himself ;)

Told my dear about hamster and there's a few times he kept asking me to let this hamster have a companion. So were my friends in game. It's not that I don't want. It's just that who's going to look after the babies? Mama don't even want to touch hamster just because he's part of a rat community.

And I've heard from someone that she used to have a couple of hamster. And as soon as the female hamster gave birth, the male starts to mate the female again. *faints*

I'm missing my dear hubby *sob*

I know this post comes late. But still


to everyone. A brand new year. Hopefully this 2009 will brings much more luck for both my dear hubby and me.

Resolution?

Will stick to new resolutions and new resolutions will appear soon in the right column =)

I just hope what I wish for will come true. Insya Allah =)

And...

I miss my dear hubby Ewanz very badly *sob* At least the phonecalls and msn still keep us in contact but I prefer to meet and spend time with him instead of through technologies.

Till then...