Boy, I'm getting lazier to update. Lol.

Friday..........
Became good girl by going home straight after school / work. Was busy in school and was tired.

Saturday........
Was tired even after I slept again after my morning prayers. Didn't went for the morning religious class and was out of the house about 15 mins to noon. Went to buy lunch before heading down to Ewanz home. Had lunch with him and helped him fix his computer again. This time was because his computer was infected with Trojan virus. So, I installed 1 terminator, scanned his computer using panda scan (I wanna buy the software!) and using the C cleaner to delete hidden unwanted files. He showed him how to play his games, even when his mom was around. Met his second sister and 2 of his nieces.

His mom was delighted to see me but I could sensed her disappointment when I wanted to leave about 835pm. I'm sorry. I lived so far and I couldn't stay for her religious class which his mom conducted in his home. But, was waiting for Ewanz downstairs as he transfered something into my thumbdrive. But there's one moment, I overheard his mom was talking to him something in the living room while I was in his bedroom, "Nanti bila bakal mak mertua ko tu....." I didn't hear till the end of the sentence. *shrugs* Oh well...

And to check out if the vodafone works outdoors too. Lol. Ewanz sent me to the bustop to take a bus towards Yishun before I took a bus towards my home. Total time taken was about 1 hour. Lol. Quite fast! Compare to me taking the train. Now I know... hehehe. Leh buat slalu gini. Lol.

While waiting for the bus, there's this colorful Chinese vehicle where they will play their drums, etc and was making a U-turn before passing us again. Ewanz said "Ti u buat pelamin pat hougang, I buat pelamin cam gini. Pelamin bergerak dari BP to Hougang. Lol" Ada-ada saja la syg ni.

Now I know what's the card for, which I hold for him. It's for my monthly expenses xP ... Told him I'm not going to use it and he said "Hmm, nak save for our engagement?" Ehem..I blush uh. Insya Allah, if anything goes well. I don't want to plan nor do I want an engagement. Can I straight jump to solemnisation? *grins* Well, on the bright side, at least it's saving money.......

Sunday..........
Became extremely hardworking. Fold clothes, washed the clothes, hang the clothes, took the dry clothes off the bamboo poles, swept the floor and cooked Asam Pedas Nenas with Ikan & fried lady fingers. Woohoo! Mama was extremely delighted of course that my hardworking mood is back. Lol

Today.......
As soon as I reached school, I was told to do filming 30 minutes later. Bummer. Such luck. Especially when I'm wearing high heels. Standing and walking while filming is super tiring and killing my toes. Therefore, 2 filmings had to be done just now and the last filming, made me felt embarrassed when I went to the wrong classroom to set up. Well, it's not my fault actually. I was told to go to T8 but in fact, filming should be done in T10 and the P was there. OMG!

Ahh. Still haven't take the pictures from the senior data anaylst yet. *sigh* can they all please stop pestering me? It's soo damn farking irritating and stressful. I know my job but can't possibly chased him because he's the most important person in school. Gosh, for goodness sake. Stop with the last minute and rushing like mad dog.

Since I was soo stressed up and at the same time missing Ewans, ehem, we decided to meet up and catch The Forbidden Kingdom.

He wanted to watch this show even before it was shown in theaters. And finally, his wish was granted since I had to plan where to go today. Watched at Eng Wah and boy, this man loves the show. Hehe. Real action pack, especially when there's Jackie Chan.

Once it ended, we made our way to Bugis since I don't have a bus in Suntect and I fell asleep throughout the journey. And so did he. Guess both of us are extremely tired nowdays = (

Long week!

Seriously, I dread opening my emails nowadays. They kept on wanting stuff from me and it freaks me out. I can understand the pressure, but don't place the pressures on me! Blame it on yourselves. Now that my supervisor is rushing all of you, stop doing the same thing with me. I may be in here but I do not know 100% of what's happening here. Call me anti-social but if they don't want me to know, I can't force them to tell me!

And because of that, I noticed that my daily blogging isn't there anymore.

And me getting sleepy everyday. *sigh* With also me getting frustrated easily this week.

Met Shasha yesterday and we had Ramen. Yum yum. I'm soo loving it =) Thanks babe. Next on the list shall be Swensen, aite?

My dear Ewanz is feeling unwell. He went to doctor yesterday after work and was given medical certification. He was down with food poisoning. Haiyah. Really. Be careful of what you eat next time, ok? Didn't want to bother him, so I just left him a message to which he contacted me around 4+pm. Hope you're doing fine, syg. I'm soo missing him.

You know. I felt something sharp in my head. I don't know what exactly happened. Same thing happened when I'm doing relief for CCA.

You know, the kids which I took for CCA, most of them were delighted to see me. Probably because I didn't teach them for Enrichment. I don't know. There's this boy who's known for not wanting to keep still. He took my hand and kept on pulling my hand or tapping my shoulder to go over to look at his work.

And the kids were asking me "Ms Rose, are you going to take us again next lesson?" When I told them no, they were sort of disappointed. Most probably the educator in charge is too strict with them. Lol.

Kids will always be kids. They tend to be naugthy at times. Oh yeah, I totally agree with that. But when their naughtiness hits the maximum, I totally can't stand them.

And seriously, I really hate kids screaming out at the top of their lungs. For them, might be something fun to them, to which they will laughed. But to me, it's soo high pitching and irritating. Oh gosh, seriously I felt like slapping their cheeks if I'm near them.

For once, it's not funny to scream at high pitch. People might go deaf.

Ok, am going home now. I badly need a rest. Have a good weekend, people! ;)

I'm really super duper extremely tired *yawns* Woke up late today because Kakak's alarm was on continously for about an hour and she didn't bother to wake up and closed it! I woke up when my alarm rang and asked her to off her alarm before I went back to sleep and I woke up about nearly 40 minutes later after my alarm rang (-_-")

Talked to my colleague about the lappies, that the company Ewanz worked for, are selling their lappies for S$300 but without hard drive. And my TA can get for me a good and cheap hard drive =D If it's Pentium 4 intel duo, it will be a good one. So I told Ewanz about it and he was asking me whether do I really need a laptop. It itched me to have one. Seriously (take a look at my wishlist). But, I think he knew that when I have a laptop, I might not be using it frequently or doing much things with the lappie.

Well, take a look at my handphone. I wanted to buy 2Gb of memory card but when asked what do I want to put inside, I couldn't really think much.

Met up with Ewanz yesterday. Both of us were tired from work. And I still can't get this game completed because the cpu is cheating. I could feel his unbelievable when we tried several times (-_-")

So he told me that we're aiming for the bike first and when he gets his bonus, he's buying me a lappie! Whether it's true or not, but still yay! Haha.

Come to think of it, nah. Probably I will get lappie next year thou. Shall see how it goes.

Talked to him about 1+pm and was asking him what he was doing when he said 10 and a few more numbers. His reply?

Nak tengok apa bus gi Sembawang to meet u.

Awww.. If only that's true, I would be melted like an ice being melted in room temperature. Lol.

And in the morning, when I opened up my work email, I just wished that my contract ends early. I'm feeling stress and pressured at work.

I could feel that today ain't a great day despite me being sleepy since I slept at about 2am just now.

I was up dealing with my game and hiring before I called Ewanz for a few minutes just before bedtime. He slept late thou I was worried that he has not slept the previous night and only slept for about an hour or two before he called me.

Aircon broke down again (-_-") And I suffered again for 3 hours without any cooling air. Opened the window and was feeling between sweating and cooling? Something like that. The aircon was resumed a few minutes before I had my lesson.

I dread having these kids again. I could feel the temperature rising, not from the aircon but from me. Asked them to write a story 5 weeks ago and about 4 of them did it on the spot and a handful didn't finish up. Not only that. While I was giving instructions to those who are typing, those who were submitting the papers to me, didn't bother to wait. Instead, they shove their papers into my face.

With noise level increasing and handling everything by myself, I turned to be a fierce person, once again. I seriously, do not understand some of their stories. I felt stress. And, the best part? While I was busily attending to the students for the last 20 minutes to 12pm, the vendor (which I shan't mentioned the company. Lia should know this) asked Cliff to ask me to open the door for their Digital Art workshop.

As my course is my main priority, I have the right to say NO. And once again, she asked Cliff to obtain the pin number from me and to give my pass to the student. If I lose my pass, I've to pay. Obviously, I'm not stupid enough ok. When I say no, means no.

I brushed her off and she tried to "comfort" me by saying she know. WTH. Apa yang dia tau? Tgh susah payah handle these kids, abeh paksa suruh bukak pintu. Abeh, ada General Office buat apa?? I told her to ask the GO staff to open but SHE INSIST I SHOULD OPEN. Fark la seh.

Konon nak tolong jaga but instead the kids were MORE noisy and she was busily looking at what the kids were doing. The best part? I saw the Operation Manager outside that particular lab. WTF. Waste my few minutes to walk when I can use that few minutes to handle my students' request.

Whatever la. Stop your nonsense. This my last time I'm helping them. Bukak pintu tu sendiri. So what if there's a few more lessons left? Apa, kirakan aku jadi babu kena bukak pintu?? Fark la. I've already gave advice to seek the General Office for help in future, countless times, but konon tak nak menyusahkan staff pat situ. Kirakan, bole menyusahkan aku la??

As a result of helping them, I had to release my students 10 minutes late, to which I should not do that.

I'm soo not happy. So what if they are going to say I'm rude. Know what I'm going to say? Opening lab doors isn't part of my job scope!

A lil recap of what happened for the past few days.

It's been like almost a week since I last saw him. So we met up Thursday after my busy schedule at work (helping to set up computers, etc). He shared with me what happened on Wednesday and now I know he has a cat! OMG. And, it's like 14 years the cat is with the family.

Da lama tak tgk my kucing sejak dia migrate to Mesia. I rasa, kalo dia mati, I take leave from work to see him

Aww. I know how it feels like. I've encountered that too before. *sigh*

I don't know why that day's train kind of pack in the morning. Never before, there's a lot of people in the train. It seemed as thou we're in town area. I was squashed! by 2 guys. An oversize, tall guy standing in front of me, and I dont know about the guy behind me. And I swear I will scream if the oversize guy stepped on my toes (-_-")

Friday, was quite alright as I had a fair share of some time to do some work and resting. Had a short nap during my break time and I was woke up by the annoucement. He went for his company's kick off while I went straight home.

As for Saturday, went out with my parents to return the mio tv. We didn't even bother to watch the free channel as none of us have time to watch. And, the queue there, gosh it's soooo long. I was queuing outside the shop. I just can't understand why these people take advantage to make those people in the queue to wait for so long. They can ask after obtaining queue number, instead they ask it before they take their number. So inconsiderate and kiasu!

Met Ewanz after I went out with my parents and we went for late lunch at KFC. It's the usual timing we always met. He "made" his specialty for his sauce and boy, it does taste good =) After a few window shoppings, went back to his home to take a look at his cpu.

I was feeling unsure. And started to ask myself some questions. Especially if his mom was going to be around.

Not sure what's really wrong with his cpu but it turned out to be alright. So, helped to uninstall certain stuff from his computer. And his mom arrived *gulp*

She's super friendly. Gosh, the way she talked to me as thou she knew me. Lol. She mistook me for her niece or something. But, netherless, her friendly doesn't stop there. She kept going in and out of Ewanz room and I was sitting on his chair meddling with his programs while Ewanz was karaoking away. And, I heard both mother and son sang together. Hehehe.

Saw his dad but I didn't talk to him as I don't know what to say. She showed me a long dress which she bought and I admit its nice.

Ah. Lawa tu. Mak belikan utk dia. Ti Ewanz bayar. Size mak dgn dia pon tak beza sgt.

Uh uh. I rolled my eyes. And he could tell me to study about Haj with his mother. I'm living far from him (-_-") His mom asked me questions and I answered them. Oops. Tergagap sikit.

Anyway, we're about to leave his house to IMM and guessed what his mom said to me?

Kirim salam pat Mak and Abahnya. Senang-senang, datang lagi =)

It's sort of a hint. Told him via msn that his mom seemed like super happy. Indeed she was. And he wants to make his mom happy.

It's been a long time since I last went to IMM. Wow, seriously, the place has changed. Saw some nice tops and I was itching to buy them but I didn't dare to go near it or I felt tempted to buy. Hehehe.

Oh, I saw a very good bargain. 500Gb portable hard drive selling at $199. OMG. I want. But if I were to fork out the money, I wouldn't have any money left ("~)

It was about 9+ when I headed home and Abah called. Thou I don't really like Abah to call my phone, I just had to endure it. Ewanz felt as thou it's his fault that I reached home late. It's ok dear. Not to fret about it. After I talked to Mama, she wasn't angry about it. Neither is Abah. So, I think should be alright. Especially when Mama heard the word "Ustazah" Hehehe.

Met up with my Babe yesterday. It's been like 2 weeks since we last met and we treat ourselves to fried fish mee sua. Yey! Uda semestinya gue kagen sama beliau. She paid her bills at the yoga centre (just can't wait till end of contract) and proceed to AMK for dinner.

Bought myself a pair of peep-toe shoes before heading home. The sides? Ouch...

Like I've guessed, he forgot to bring his handphone to work yesterday. But, when I called back....hmm..the sound of him isn't what I expected. He seemed like something is wrong somewhere. I didn't asked since he told me that he rushed home to retrieve his handphone before going to hospital to see his friend.

Luckily it's not a bike accident. Internal part of his friend is failing. I can't sleep yesterday night. Seriously. First time. On my lappie before I decided to use the desktop since my sister whined that she had gastric (sapa suruh tak makan?). And was in Kat's FM from about 1045pm till 2am. Funny when I recalled the time we used to sing such songs when we're kids. Like the Bomba song and so on. But after 1am, the fun isn't there anymore since the person I least expect to see enters the FM.

Anyway, even after I shut down the computer, tried to sleep but I've been waking up for about 5 times (-_-") Twice due to Kakak's alarm and the rest, I don't know. I just woke up suddenly.

He called me to inform that he's not working today ("~) Instead, he's going to the next-door neighbouring country since his aunt is sick. Oh well. Another day without much communication from him.

Tkmo noti k? I call U wen I reach. Mungkin balik petang

Haiyah. Balik petang lak. *pokes* I rindu awak la. And reminding me not to be naughty especially during office hours? (-_-") Naughty with the kids? He laughed. And seriously, don't ask me what I want over there, because I don't even know what I want from there. Unless I visit the country myself. (Ti kalau kirim, kang terbanyak, sendiri yang susah. Heheheh!)

And he told me to eat later, especially lunch. He knows its pretty hard for me to eat when I don't know what to eat since there's limited food here as well as around this area. Meow. Is eating milk biscuit alright?

To those who called me, sorry uh if the volume from my phone is loud. Seriously, I don't know about it (" p) But isn't that good? At least you wouldn't hear me like whispering through the phone. Hehehe..

Wonder how's today is going to be at work. (I was caught in train delay just now while I was on my way to work. Argghh! Stupid la!) Hopefully it would not rain because I don't have an umbrella! (-_-") Haiyahhhh..

Not that tiring as yesterday. Kids, noisy of course. But, so far, quite alright. P2 kids? Hmm..I've no comment. 3 weeks ago I told them to think of an interesting story, which must be their own original story and today, I found out about 50% of the class didn't do their homework which I've given them 3 weeks ago (-_-") Tell me that my teaching is bad.

As for the P3 kids, well..They were noisy but when I told them either they teach the whole class or 5 mins off their computer time, they behaved (thou I've to remind them like 5 times. Not so bad la). At least I don't shout anymore =)

I had to be away from the lab in less than 3 minutes and when I returned back, one of the students had his saliva on the computer lab tiles. So instead of scolding him, told him I wished to speak to him after I've done teaching. Spoke to him nicely. He didn't want to tell me but I think, after he realised that I didn't raised my voice, he opened up to me. But, if you think logically, saliva wouldn't be out of the mouth without you opening the mouth right?

I gave him a scenario, he answered me. We shall see how he behaves the next time. End of lesson and I caught 3 boys playing a fool in class. Dismissed the rest and held these 3 kids. Asked one by one. Since I don't really understand why they need to push their friend when the other slide on him, I gave him the same scenario. Except, I told them if their parents, one day, loses their trust and stop calling them a good son, would they like it? Again they told me that they will behave but none of them apologised.

No manners. I wonder how the parents teach their kids nowadays. My respect to them isn't there anymore when they didn't respect me. I mean, you can play and joke around with me but when it's something serious, I don't really think we should play a fool. What I'm concerned of is whether they will understand what I'm trying to teach them.

No matter how clear the instructions are, no matter how I put in my efforts to type out the instructions, they kept on asking me the same questions. So, what's the point of me opening my mouth, using my energy as well as using my voice to project out, to inform them what they need to do? I felt that it's a total waste of my time (-_-")

Treat it as I'm whining, complain and so on. But, if they, or even you are in my position, how would you feel? No matter how you tried to make them listen, try to make it interesting but their attention span is not there?

I'm tired. I need a break ("~)

He woke up late today. And, I guessed he forgot to bring his handphone today. Oh well.

It will be good if U can overnight this Friday so that U can come down to the birthday party I'm going to dj.

Awww, that's sweet darling =) He sang again yesterday before asking me when I'm going to karaoke with him first *grins* You know darling, I'll probably will be melting to the seat when that happens *blush* That means, I'm not meeting him on Friday, so I'll be home early.

Told him I intend to buy lappie. His concern was that if he were to share with me (well, he actually wanted us to share the lappie), that means the bike wouldn't be coming our way soon. So I told him that there's no rush for the lappie but i did told him I'm tempted each time we visit Sim Lim and we saw a 2Gb RAM (last week was 3Gb) laptop. And I will always pull him away before I get too tempted.

Awak..I miss awak la darling. Can we meet up soon, pretty please?

Know something? I hate going to work nowadays. Dragging myself to work *sigh* The more I get to know about the way they handle stuffs and dumping their workload to me with lots of last minutes, the more I hate to go to work.

Telling myself to just give in and suffer for another 5 more months and that's it. No matter what, I've to tell my boss that I've to move on. But will I really go to NIE? I don't know. Seriously. By looking at it, it seemed that there's a lot of things that we need to do. Most of the time I saw teachers will stay in school till late in the evening. Wow. It sounds as thou there's no life.

One of my babes getting married soon. Going to meet her soon thou. Still need to confirm with the rest. Hmm..

Today? Busy day. I could only login for less than 4 hours on msn and most of the time I was down with tasks. Lessons and filming. Gee. It really shacks me alot. *sigh* I dread seeing my supervisor's face. He's the least person I wanted to meet. (-_-")

Feet had been aching since I was filming and walking around non - stop without much sitting as I had lessons from 2pm and had to continue to stand till about 6pm (-_-") Well, I do sit once in a while, with less than 5 minutes.

My colleague, who is now a part time trainer, told me to relax and hang in there. Told her I can't as I have lots of things to do. And I opened up too much to her. Well, hopefully she's not putting me in the hot soup, like what I've suffered about 2 years ago.

Mama told me that Abah has been wearing the perfume which I've bought for him. At least he's using it. Did told her about the fishing bag and she told me not to bother to buy for him. Hmm...
I'm missing him (T_T)

Isn't he sweet? Just to call me to sing parts of the song (i dont know the title of the song) sang by Jamal Abdillah. (^_^)

Oh, Abah liked the gift =) Yey! Abah knows it's expensive, but netherless, it's alright. It's not as thou i always buy expensive stuff. Next year? Fishing stuff. I've made up my mind after what happened yesterday.

And what did Ewanz said? "Weee...Best kan" =) Yeah, at least Abah did appreciate it. Thank you.

I'm feeling hungry thou i've eaten like 3 mouthful of fried noodles which I cooked just now. Ok, I think I've to go and cook the second time. Gosh..

Just got back from spending almost the whole day with Ewans (ok, he said I should spell it this way, as I should be spelling his name as Ewanz).

Anyway, he said I'm overly sensitive today. First was when he met me late about almost an hour at the old Sim Lim as he fell sleep. Didn't speak much with him until we made our way to Arab Street.

Had our late lunch at Hjh Maimunah. That was my first time dining in. Spent about $17 and there's like 3 dishes, 1 ulam dish and 1 dunno what's its called. After which we hunt for perfume, to which I bought the perfume at $100. Wahh.. Pretty expensive actually. Initially wanted to buy $50. He liked the perfume (Makkah Al-Sultan), so do I. But when I showed to Kakak when I reached home, she said it's too expensive and that Abah would not wear if he knows the price =(

Anyway, moments before I bought the perfume, he was quite, I dont know, fed up? Or pissed? Either way, because I asked him for suggestions and I gave him a reason to all the suggestions. Like just now, he told me that buying a bag for Abah's fishing is a good idea. But I just don't like the bag because it's sling and not backpack thou i like the inner part of the bag. Now I felt that I should have bought the bag instead of the perfume. Haiyah. I think he's going to be pissed after I told him about Kakak's comment =S

Followed him somewhere near Old Sim Lim again. My second sensitivity kicks in when I mentioned something about the striking orange. "Asal dgn u nari? Sensitive sgt??" I really dont know. Haiz.

My third sensitivity kicks in again when I'm accompanying him to pay his bills when he said "Siao ah?" Entah uh. I know he didn't mean anything but I seriously don't know what's wrong with me =(

After all that, followed him to shop. He bought CJ7 phone strap for me (thank u dear), sticker for his psp at Sim Lim before we head down to bugis junction. We really went shopping. Tee Hee. Bought a wallet and a long sleeve shirt after we can't get the shirt which he wanted at levis as it's the last piece and that there's some thread went haywire.

None of the business pants caught his eyes. Thus, he told me that he wanted to buy something for me. Like he's reading my mine, he exclaimed "Eh, cardigan!" There's 1 particular jacket which is extremely nice but I rejected the offer as I find that it's quite too long as I was finding a long sleeve cardigan which is about 3/4 for the body. Till the Kappa cardigan caught my eyes.

The price? OMG. It's extremely expensive. Really. I told him not to bother as its quite expensive for just a cardigan as it stated 71 (or is it 79? I forgot). And I sensed that he's trying to control when he said something like "Amik je la. Jgn buat I temper." With discount, it cost about $60.

Thank you dear. He told me that he has wanted to give me something. Ok, so I treat it as a belated birthday gift, aite?

Went in and out of shops and gosh, it kills our feet. And worse, my feet are having the dry + itching sensation due to the shoes I wore yesterday and it was soaking wet =/

And lastly, he bought for me a sticker for my ez link as I really wanted one. Thank you dear =) We went separate ways home at about 950pm.

And I really felt bad about my behaviour just now. Haiz. I just realised something. Being too oversensitive can brings miserable in life. Haiyah..I'm very sorry.

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Thou you find fault with me in the morning and made me pissed off, just wanna wish you'll be in good health and less in controlling me. I'm tired la if both of you want me to follow your orders. I haven't get him a gift. Perhaps tomorrow. I don't know.

Anyway, I'm feeling pretty lethargic *sigh* So many things to do.

Got to know something which really stumped me. My boss told me that my supervisor isn't pleased with me in my work. I know. There's no need to him to tell me either. How am I supposed to give them the best when they gave me tasks upon tasks followed by other people's tasks and followed by my main job scope which is to teach the kids?? And all the tasks, I've to complete it myself and within a short period of time.

Plus, I was told to also help Vicky. Tell me, how am I supposed to finish?? Vicky is sweet by asking me not to do his tasks as all he needs is just a bit more time. Thanks! But, seriously, they are getting more ridiculous.

Boss has been trying to get me change my mind to accept the promotion. He used my colleagues as a bait for me to stay on. I will stay if you increase the salary to what I want. Netherless, I felt stress. One thing after other *sigh*

I'm not a superwoman nor even a wonder woman.

The best part? My boss told me

If you accept the promotion, 2 trainers will come down by Jun. There will be 2 trainers, 1 ICT Executive as well as 1 IT Manager.

Know what? Fark la. All the tasks I've done, guess how many people's work?? I know I've to stay a little more patience. Just remember 5 more months and I'm out of the school as well as the company. Just 5 more months. Doesn't matter if they are giving me hell but seriously, I just can't wait to leave!!

Yesterday's class was better than last week. Mostly because they do not like me banging the projector's remote control or I've given them a warning. Lol. I'm still feeling tired because of yesterday.

Met up with Ewans yesterday. We didn't have our dinner or even a single drop of water. He followed me to window shop and to give me ideas on what to buy as a birthday gifts. Cian dia. I was wearing my white shoes and gosh, it kills my toes & hurt my feet xP

We went in and out of shops in Taka before I decided to buy 2 sets of $50 vouchers - 1 for my brother and another for my sister. As for Abah, hmm I don't know what to buy. Gee. Someone help please?

Took 132 back home and it took me about 1 hour to reach home whereas Ewans took like 45 minutes or lesser. And he's extremely tired as he went to bed early before my phonecall (since he asked me to call him) *grins*

Oh, I've bought a pair of white shoes. Been eyeing on that shoes and finally I have it in my possession. Hehe. There's one particular shoes, which cost about $12 at Mondo and man, that shoes is sooo nice! Even Ewans agreed with me =) But, the sucks part is that they have size 6 and 8 but size 7 is out-of-stock. Shit la seh (T_T)

I hate office politics. Seriously. Roughly about 4 to 5 staff here knows about my situation on the company I'm working for. I just can't wait to leave! But, it saddens and touched me yesterday when a handful of the second class in Primary 3 level don't want me to leave the school. I'm touched! Well, this is the 3rd year they have seen me. They just wish that I could continue. Sorry kids.

Going to be extremely busy in a few minutes till knock off time, after which I have my course tonight (-_-") Damn.

Cam confirm je? Ekeke. Confirm of? =P

Bad mood from Monday and possibly till today and that might be my mood weekly from Monday to Wednesday I guess. Heh. Why? Because of P3 kids. Let me whine a lil here. Seriously, their genes starts to go crazy when they are in P3. They won't listen to you. Instead they will talk and talk and talk and talk...


No matter how you stop them, scream at them, etc (-_-") just to get their attention. Aiyah. Yesterday, one my the female Educator mentioned that every morning during assembly, the P3 will be getting some naggings. Lol.

And according to her, there's been incidents that money and other valuables are being stolen from the staff room. OMG. Students do not have access to enter the room. So, the question is who's the thief? Everyone knows that teacher have quite a lum sum of pay right? Especially they had bonus last month. And, I've to be extra careful (-_-")

Lots of tasks nowadays. Squeezing sometime to blog now as I doubt I have any free time after this as I've to do the userguide on how to print for the educators.

As in how to print duplex, single sided and so on. Sounds dumb? Yeah. I know. That's what I think too. But, that's the request from my...ehem..Supervisor so I've to do it. Still haven't done yet. Going to do soon and going to be away from my computer soon as I've to do lots of installation.

Pity Vicky as I had to keep on disturbing him for help. But, he's pretty cool about it. And I caught him msn-ing too yesterday! Hahaha! =P

I was soo confused last night. That question mark on why he reject my call is finally revealed to me in the morning just now. Aiyah. Don't do that to me next time. And I've to remind myself not to contact him if he didn't contact me after 9pm as he might be off to lala land earlier than me. Heheh.

Were discussing about his pay. I grin widely when he said "Rest of our pay, we'll be spending time together everyday" Lol. Cam paham gitu lorh. Ahakz.

Know what? I miss you =)

Back to work now ;)

Had a boring evening last night. But, at least I got home early and pleased my parents by popping in front of the doorstep straight after work at about 750pm. Didn't have a good dinner as Mama only fried some banana fritters. Yum yum. It does last me for the whole night.

I know that I'm feeling tired nowadays. How do I know I'm too overworked? Well, I fell asleep out of the sudden for half an hour. Geez, I didn't even have my shower yet whenI was asleep. As soon as I woke up, went to take a shower and was feeling pretty bored.

Had a phone conversation with him since I can't get through him during office hours as he didn't bring his handphone to work. Thus, you can say "lepaskan rindu via phone" LOL.

Upon hearing that I had a black Monday, he said "Wow, betul nya bad mood smlm?" Who wouldn't be after one thing happens after another? Especially when I was caught in the train delay just because someone commit suicide! Bodoh nya manusia. Dari dulu tak nak mampos. Menyusahkan orang lain. Nak terjun, jgn la terjun during peak hours. Asal dia tak nak terjun dari jejatas ke, dari parachute ke, dari block? Ni takde. Arrgghh!

Plus, I lost my temper again with the afternoon's class >.< They were extremely, super duper noisy especially when I'm interrogating 2 pupils as one dared another to go to bra.com and ended up he cry (a lot of confusion. I too do not know the real story, thus I'm letting their form teacher handle the matter as I had spoken to him just before my lunch just now).

I'm still deciding what to buy for Abah this Friday since it's his birthday. Should I buy him a smart shirt? Or a voucher? And what about my adeq, who's birthday will be next Friday? Help please?

He's going to accompany me to get the gifts, possibly Wed? I don't know. I can't go shopping on Thurs as I might have last lesson of my night course. Today? Geez, I don't even know.

Reached work pretty late today =( Just because I have tummy ache today. And, very sway I was caught in the train delay at about 8am at Yishun due to some accident. Not sure where the accident happened and what's the cause of it but I was caught for about 5 to about 8 minutes!

Anyway, I received a call from unknown number. Seems like an office number but i'm unsure where the call came from.

First call:
"unknown": Hi. Tengah buat apa?

me: Sapa ni?

"unknown": Nak kenal². So, tgh buat apa?

me: Huh? Kenal? (the person sounds like Ewans. But since my mind was on the second call from a colleague asking me about the lessons later, I couldn't think) Eh, I got second line la.

Continued my conversation with my colleague. I got mixed up. Instead of saying "For the 2pm class...", I said "For the 2pm show.." Damn. The person called me again but I didn't picked up.

Second call:
"unknown": Hi. Nak kenal² bole?

me:Eh, sapa ni? How u get my number??

"unknown": Marah nampak? Pagi² da marah? So bole kenal²? U da attached ke?

me: (dlm hati...Yea, sapa seh ni manusia??) Mesti la! How u get my number? U haven't answer my question.

"unknown": Eh, u yg belum answer my question. Hmm, I dpt ur number while scrolling down my friend's phone.

me: How u get my number? Sapa ur friend?

"unknown": Nasir. Tah la. He's a friend of my friend. So bole kenal (or is it tengah buat apa? I forgot)

me: Suka² hati je amik number from people u don't know? It's someone's privacy!

"unknown": Oh. Really? (this part, sounds like Ewans)

me: Mesti la! Sapa ni??

"unknown": Tgh buat apa? Syg sendiri tak kenal?

me :Erk! Ewans? Syg is that u?

Ewans: Hahahahha! Marah nampk?

I've been pranked! Aiseh. Hahaha! That's what happened when you had a bad start in the morning. He forgot his phone. Nasib ingat my number. Hehehe.

But I think, I really do have a bad start in the morning. Been feeling pissed around 9am as this educator doesn't bring his own papers and his students has been wasting my paper! So, I was scolding 2 of his students for wasting my papers, eventhou it's not their fault. But, who cares? I'm accountable for it if the school suddenly asked me why I'm taking lots of papers from the school.

Talked to Mama in the morning. Yada yada yada. Religion talks from her when I told her what we intend to buy for Abah. But I strongly emphasis that for the past 2 weeks, I had been tied down with work and that's the main reason why I'm always home late. She said "Ya, I know. Tapi agama pon jangan tolak tepi. Bla bla bla"....

Abah was nagging at adeq before they start the morning prayers together.. "Eh, aku nak tanya ko. Pompuan (Jannah) pat pizza tu, sapa ko dgn dia? (tak kan la he don't know right?) Ke hulur ke hilir. Jalan mcm laki bini. Tknk concentrate pat pelajaran. Sibuk nak matair. Ko ada mak bapak. Dia pon sama...bla bla bla." Ok. I'm getting fed up when they include this religion thing. I mean, I know that religion is important but berleter pagi²? It feels, haiz I don't know.

It's like can't they just be open minded? Or talk nicely? There's no need to shout (even when I mentioned this to them, for sure Mama will said that Abah isn't shouting). Ok, that's her opinion but to my opinion, that's not the way to "talk". There's no need to raise the voice. Just be firm.

But you know, people will say parents will think what's best for their children. Ok. Ya I know. But we still need space. Even when we're in their care, doesn't mean you have to control 100%. They are there to guide us, not control us to what we have to do and what we should not do. I mean, they can remind us not to do what we shouldn't do. There's when I felt that I'm still being control. Even at this age, being control is what I hate most.

Thou I know they want the best for me and my siblings, but I too want to learn how to make my own decisions. Yes curfew is needed but I don't always go home late, don't I? I need to breathe. And I still feel I'm being suffocated in their arms.

But what I really wish is an open communication as well as open mindset. Total freedom is not what I intend to have. But, at least as long as I come back home and as long as I do my work at home by tidying the home, etc I guess it should be alright.

For I don't really wish to fight, argue or even make my parents hate me or them calling me unfilial daughter.

Had briefing in the morning. Was late actually as I got ready a little late. But my supervisor asked me to attend 10am briefing as i would be about 15 minutes late. So I went to BK for breakfast (its been a long time since i last ate something from BK for breakfast). After the briefing, was given a big poster to place in school (-_-") had to carry it everywhere I go just now.

Called Ewans and we met for lunch at around 2pm at BK before walking around at both Sim Lim buildings. He just wore something simple and sleeveless =D Tergugat iman xP His power supply for cpu is working. Hmm, wonder what's wrong with his cpu. And he went to check for spare parts and found that this particular shop to be nice. Jahanam jugak the poster. Lol. some parts of it "dent" a lil and Ewans used it to playful hit me *grins*

Saw Syafiqah at Sim Lim. She was with her dad and brother. And I could see that she was looking at Ewans. But I didn't bother to introduce. Hehehe.

After which he accompanied me to buy a cover for my hp (yey! at last! but $6. Ahh, never mind.) Went to withdraw money while Ewans was browsing my hp for dunno what and he changed my wallpaper to pink! Hp cover in pink and my turtle as well as voodoo in pink! Hahaha! Bought 2 slippers for myself. He chose for me and I wore 1 straight away as the heels made me feel uncomfortable as we've been walking around.

It was extremely hot at about 330pm. Gosh. Oh, before I forget, saw lots of sale! Shoes, clothes, jeans, bags, etc! Tempted to buy them. Hate crowds and that adds on to the humidity especially at the Bugis market. Saw some US navy guys. Walked around Bugis Junction since we badly need some aircon and I was sweating non stop.

It's his turn to feel tempted. There's a few office shirts which caught our eyes. But among all, he likes the Levi's shirt. Same thing with the pants, except it's too big for him and there isn't any small size (-_-")

Ayg, I can't wait for payday!

I felt excited too, eventhough I had my pay =D Yey! Going shopping with you soon (^_^) susah uh nak tengok dia shopping.

About nearly 10pm, we went separate ways to head our own homes. I've fallen for him *blush*

Was extremely busy just now. One task after another. Gosh. I couldn't complete 2 tasks. By the time I finished work, it was about 7pm. Earlier about 6pm, messaged my assistant manager to inform him i have to finish my work (actually, doing report after my tasks had completed till 7pm and just complete most of my task by about 530)

The only thing he said was "Its ok. Tmr coming for briefing?" I was unsure if I'm supposed to attend my course just now. Decided to call him after I'm out of the school but he rejected my call and he didnt reply to my message till about nearly 730.

I'm feeling bored. Ewans did called me after he ended his work but he was otw home, although he doesn't want to go home yet. And I kept msging him (>.<) Hehe. Sorry dear. And yey! Went down to cck to meet him and we had our dinner at food court, Lot 1.

Sweet la dear feeding me a piece of chicken *blush* . He asked if I'm going to the chalet tomorrow. Told him I wouldn't. I had a feeling that he wanted to go down to the chalet. He said "Bilang your mom you tak balik tonight, then we go?" And he knew I'm against the idea when he said he wanted to use his friend's vespa. My whole face and body language changed.

It's not because I'm jealous. No no no. Jealous with the minahs from the chatroom? Bahh. He thought that was my main concern, and I didn't tell him the real answer either. I know its been sometimes since he went gathering. The thing is that, I just dont want him to oversleep tomorrow. He's going to meet me about 1130am since I'm going to office in the morning and I'm not sure if he can make it if he's attending the chalet.

While I'm trying to finish off my drink, i just paused and took a few long look at his face, to which he said "Asal syg tgk I cam gitu?" I just feel like staring at him (i was tired too. therefore, my eyes required to focus on one place for a while. hehehe).

Sat outside so that he could smoke and we listened to his songs and boy, he's eager to go karaoke. Played his game. He wanted to lend me his psp =D but the problem is that i do not have any firewire cable, etc.

Ok la. I better get some sleep now. Been falling alseep since just now.

Imagine stuck in a room for more than 3 hours without aircon, especially when you're wearing something long till your knee, with scarf and long pants? That's what I've went through when I reached work in the morning. Went down to inform the operation manager and he told me that the whole stretch were facing fuse problem. There isn't any wind. Therefore, opening the window was pointless as the sun was extremely bright. Had to fan myself with some paper.

The only thing I did today was to do the baseline with one class. The other class didn't bother to come in and I've wasted like 1 hour just to wait for them (-_-")

Met with Ewans yesterday =) Sorry aite if we didn't answer any of your phonecalls as we set it to silent =P Anyway, while we're on the way to the mrt, he tried to call back his reservist "syg" (i don't know why, but it sounded like gay >.<>

If dear wanna eat free ljs meal, gi Northpoint and find this guy. Tell him you're my gf and he'll give you free meal

I'm feeling tempted but of course, I wouldn't do that without him. Nak makan free je ehk? lol. Mentioning of that, it's been sometimes since I last ate some meals from ljs. *hint hint hint* hehehe.

Seems like a hint, don't you think so? Too excited till I forgot to ask him to repeat that again. Whoops! Hehehe.

Feel like turning on my mentel mode. Ahakz. Wait, I'm always doing that when I'm with him. Oops! Hahahha.

He's doing his OT today. I wonder if he's finishing his OT till night time or whether it's a fast OT. Hmm.

I'm still feeling tired. Need to do some homework research on how to enhance the flash game which I've done together during the course on Tuesday. (-_-") I hate attending flash course.

Oh! Guess what? I'm almost finishing my whole block(left with only 2 more bars) of BlackForest chocolate. Ahahaha. I'm soo craving for chocolate. That explains why =P

=)

Great night yesterday. Met with Ewans.... and my babe in town. Asked him if it's alright she joined us and he don't mind. Really =) ... Hehe..Threesome date. Woohoo! hehehehehehe!

He is sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo extremely smart! Awww! I just love it =)

As usual, the chatty-ness between me & my babe "terserlah" (is that the correct spelling?) lol. And eventhough he plugged in his earphones while playing some games in his psp (darn, i didn't hear the complete songs for the Happy collection which he had!) he could still listen to all the conversations. And he whispered to me "Cam da 10 tahun tak meet Shasha" I giggled. Hehe.

Had our dinner at Cahaya and I decided to try Mushroom Chicken and it doesn't meet the standards of my taste buds (-_-") , Shasha had her hor fun while my dear Ewans had his fried rice but it wasn't that spicy, thus he requested for some chili padi.

Anyway, after our dinner, we hang around outside KFC. He was playing his psp while my babe & I had our usual conversations + scanning around looking at others.

We saw "garfieldcute" with her (or you can call his) "girlfriend". Recalling those days. Gosh. Went on to talk about the past. More gossips. Haha. And a little bit of "syarahan" from Ewans when we sort of criticizing (-_-")

Homey time and we went separate ways.

Had some phone conversations with him before I went to bed. He was asking how he looked and I told him I like his smart looks. And him? "Jangan cakap you. I pon suka!" Wee~! I'm melting *faints* ahakz.

Thou the meet up yesterday, seems like I'm having most conversation with Shasha rather than him, I did apologised but, he was perfectly alright.

Between me and him, thank you dear for the respect and for being care, concern & cautious about my image when we're in public =)

Sleepy (-_-") Going for course later this afternoon *sigh* Hate it.