The English workshop which is conducted in my room on every Wednesday, always test my temptation.

Temptation? What kind of temptation am I referring to? The smell of food of course!

Well, it's not that I don't take my breakfast or even lunch. I do ate for both my meals. Just that the smell of the food just make me want to eat again, thou I've to refrain myself from stuffing myself with food.

The main reason is that I've to lose at least 2 kg and the second reason is that my trainer might ask me lots of question why my weight doesn't decrease if I keep on eating and eating..

Yipee, gym today. My left arm getting a bit better..Thanks Lia for helping me to massage my arm on Monday to ease the cramps..

ok, back to my seat now. Was doing updating to the Macintosh and some took me ages, which I cancelled some of the downloadings to most Macintosh. Bluek.

Anyway, my trainee still around. Think I'm going to tell him to go off first as I have some last minute thing to do. Lol. And guess what? I think I heard him FARTed! Lol. hehe. I mean it's natural but never do I heard within my school area, someone farted a bit loud. hehe..

Anyway, just now while I was waiting for the downloadings to complete, managed to have 40 winks. Not sure if he saw me skiving awhile. But yea, I was dead tired. But after that "rest" I was fresh again..

Now, need to plan what I've to do for tomorrow. Perhaps, I might be doing user guides for the teachers..oh well, let's just see how the whole thing goes aite?

*sigh* another day pass. Well, I dont mind that I'm helping the new trainers to familiarise themselves to the school environment. But seriously, I'm kinda bored. Really..Can't do my other work properly...And worse, NO 40 winks at work during my lunch break! *sigh*

But today's trainee, a nice chap. Well, offers to help me with my tasks but I just dont know what to give him as basically I need the password to login to the admin account and I cant reveal to him either. And just that I dont know what to tell him and what my colleague had informed him. And I'm not much of a talker. So, it seemed that the day pass quite long today..

I'm still sleepy. I know. hmm.. Anyway. there's a lot of things for me to post but I just don't know how to begin and what to type here. Furhermore, I'm not sure whether it's true? Gee, I'm not sure. I just hate to be sleepy again. *sigh* I really need my pillows & bed!

can't get to msn for today and tomorrow as I'm having people over from my company. They sort of studying and getting them to familiarise with the school environment. And I'm not sure what to inform them also. But, I just disseminate whatever information that I know / received and share with them.

And currently I'm typing this blog away from the understudy trainer. *sigh* I just not sure what are the things that I'm supposed to do since my managers never inform me before hand. Oh well..

Anyway, didn't update last Friday either. Just got to know a website on a folk song. Kind of interesting. You can view it here.

Weekend was ok and a little boring. Had suffered from muscle cramps as my Personal Trainer asked me to carry weights as he's focusing on making my arms a bit stronger. But I know I'm weak. Still suffering from muscle cramps now eventhough the pain subdue a little. Hopefully by doing yoga later doesn't affect me much as I can't use my full effort and my arms need some rest!

Gosh, I don't know what's wrong with me. I think..*sigh* i wouldn't say it here. Anyway, yesterday bought a new shoe for the gym. At last, something light for me to carry from home to work and to gym before bringing it back home.

And really, I hate it when people spot that I can't pronouce the letter R. Don't be a stuck up. I know it's my weakness and I aint proud of it. So what if you can pronouce the letter R? Don't be such an egoist!

It had been a long holiday, but I dread when it ends yesterday. I just can't get enough rest. I'm still tired and sleepy (as I've been sleeping for less then 6 hours during the holidays). Anyway, I'm going to update the 4 days worth of entries.

Tuesday 20/02/07
Spent my time at the club doing theraphy as well as gym. Used the treadmill as well as the other machine which i need to stride (i think that's the word) and then proceed to the machines which my trainer asked me to use.

Went out to Marina Square as well as Suntec and by the time, I was tired and my footwear were biting my feet.
Sis reached home nearly 11pm. And bought me a bag. Hehe. Cute actually.

Monday 19/02/07
Went to my grandfather's home. Basically meet him and looked at my newborn nieces who were apart by 4 days by two of my cousins. Cute, looked like twins. hehe.

Sunday 18/02/07
Tidy the house a bit. House looked clean. My sis went to KL. My aunties came over with their families. It's like one big picnic at my home. Lots of food. Went to buy drinks since the Orange syrup was finished.

And I hate my one of my cousin! he made my joystick phone spoilt! Now I've to buy new phone *sob sob*

Saturday 17/02/07
Went to gym. Had training with my trainer after which went out to Marina to have early dinner.

Well, the day went pass quite fast today. Hmm, and it's kinda short for me. Need to meet my big boss today to sign some agreement. Yey!! Getting increment. Lol. At least, I can save some money now =)

Anyway, there's celebration going on in school. I screamed at one student just now for banging on my door while waiting for their mother language teacher and calling me "Auntie"! Oh gosh. It's terrible. And purposely convert my name to "Rosie". Sickening!! Sickening!! Arrghh..

Ok, in conjunction to the festival (did I say this correctly?), officially we're having holiday till next Tuesday. So, to those Chinese friends, just wana wish you Happy Chinese / Lunar New Year and to non Chinese, Happy Holidays =) And, I'll blog after I'm back to work, which is next Wednesday.

Will miss my blog, miss him, miss my surfing and chatting with him.. ~ muackz ~ i love you.....

Today is completely a boring day for me. Not sure why. Thou I managed to get some work done, but still *sigh* I don't know. Anyway, missing him..missing Mr. Turtle..missing myself..*sigh*Wonder where is he? I miss him. Hopes he knows about this.

Tomorrow will be a bit relax or might just be a bit busy for me since it's Friday. But I guess school will close a little early. But, the best thing is that I'm going to yoga tomorrow! Yey!! My fitness training is postpone, so I will have it on Saturday instead of tomorrow. Only for tomorrow is postpone. So, most likely I'll be 1 kg less? Tee hee.

Oh, I've already received my nearly $4K membership card on Monday. How does it look like? Well, I will post it here perhaps tomorrow. Yipee.. Oh, and I forgot to tell you that my membership do have a pic of me on it! Haha..Can't wait to get active again, need to tone down my tummy or my personal trainer nagged at me for gaining weight after I last have training session with him *bummer*

There's a lot of things to update here. Let's start with today first.

Wednesday
Nothing much. Just that I helped Shanti with the alignment for her report. Managed to shrink 41 pages to 38 pages. Lol. But, hopefully I didn't delete the information accidentally. Anyway, I then concentrate to submit the notes to my company as well as updating the website. Lots of things need to be updated. Will upload the final version for today soon before I go off.


For those celebrating V-day, just wana wish Happy Valentine's Day. And enjoy your celebration. Everything are soo expensive than usual when it comes to such celebration. Btw, just now when I was walking from the MRT to my school, I saw someone with the look of B. Gosh, really, I do miss him.

Tuesday
Met up with Lia, went to Kovan Heartland Mall. Had dinner at KFC before we survey for footwear. Bought a $9.90 sandal. Lol. I just fall in love with the look of it. My mom nag at me for having too much footwear, of which I told her that most of the footwear in the house belongs to my sis.

Well, at work I was busy with the notes to be send for printing. Hmm, and what else? Just to update the attendance. That's all.

Monday
Hell broke lose for me when I forgot to bring my MC slip to work and I need to submit my report on that day since I had to head down the office to meet up my boss. So, I planned carefully that I needed to be out of the school by 4pm and rushed home before rushing to the office. But ended up I was late in meeting my boss for 20 minutes. Met my big boss at about 610pm. Did informed him regarding my lateness.

I was confused at first. My boss asked me what did I retrieve at home, but I answered him I took bus and MRT home. Lol. I was totally in a daze. Lol. After the meeting, met up with Lia at the Yoga Centre. Finally I received my card! Complete with my picture. Hmm.. Anyway, will update that later. By the time I left the centre, it was about 10pm. Went to ate at MacD for late lunch before headed home.

I can't really recall what I did on Monday. I think it's the lessons which I've to upload to the sharing drive from different websites which my supervisors asked me to. Lots of things to do for report. Gosh, at least there's a lot to type and they will know I do lots of work ;)

Went to school to find some documents on Saturday and then head to Lia's home at about 11+am. Reached her home, she was making snowflakes as someone ordered for the Chinese New Year goodies. Hang around at her home and helped her with her iTune update and I can't seemed to play the songs within the iTunes. Not sure how and why. Bummer.

Anyway, rushed home at about 3+ and start to iron my clothes for the dinner (combination of Chinese New Year & Sports Day Dinner) which I had at the Yishun Safra. Met with some of the admin staffs on at about 6.35pm at Yishun MRT. Met up with Paul, Salmah, Mdm Tan, Mr Lim & Henry.


Then, we were brought by Paul to walk from the mrt to the Safra. It's only 3 bustops and the only thing I like was that the breeze from the Yishun reservoir. We were kind of lost once we reached there but we just went to the second level and I saw Sharon, who waved at us. Marked our attendance and went into the room.


Sat down, I don't really like the layout. It looked old. Anyway, when I took a look at the menu, I was like "Wow, a lot". We had Yu Sheng (a Chinese dish which stands for Longevity, Prosperous and so on, kind of a good luck dish) , Shark Fin Soup with Crab meat, Boneless Chicken with Thai Chili, Deep Fried Seabass in Sweet and Sour, Mushroom & Broccoli in Oyster Sauce, Fried Seafood Rice, Black Pepper Prawns as well as Almond Sago with Lychee.

Anyway, pretty hard for me to eat a lot of the prawns. I only had one prawn. Because the peeling takes me sometime thou I do know how to peel with fork and spoon but I'm pretty slow in peeling (and also, I'm wearing cream baju kebaya & scarf, I too do not want to have any stain on my clothes) . And some of my colleagues teased me that I have someone to help me to peel, which I gave them a confused look and mentioned that even so, I always peel it myself.


Anyway, saw Hakimah's son and I finally managed to hold him! Aha! hehe. Anyway, Rifqi, the little boy that I'm holding, was in the process of healing from measels. Poor thing. Anyway, he's soo adorable. After the whole thing end, it was about 930pm. Got into Kasni's car and he dropped us at the Yishun mrt before I proceed to take the bus straight to my home. (And no door gift too. Boo Hoo Hoo *sob sob* at least they should give us something since there's no games or prizes during the dinner)


The only thing I was irritated when I was about to alight from the bus was that, this Bangla man sat beside me. He was sitting with both his laps down (normal way). And when I wanted to alight, he crossed his legs, and gave me little space to move and as a result, my bum hit that sickening jerk's leg. Ewww.. It's really sucks. Yucks! Hate it..Urghh.. Stupid bloody sickening man!

Only took one pic at the Safra and the rest at home. After which, spent my time with my siblings to watch some Chinese Show starring Jackie Chan before I fell asleep at about 1am.

seriously, im in school now. What am I doing here? Well, just to check most of my stuff. Find things and then I'm going off pretty soon after this. You see, I need to get most of the things done before Monday. And gosh, I think I misplaced some of my CDs. I havent even burn them into CD i think as some of the files are missing. Need to check whether it's in my hard drive or something. Then I guess i need to come to school real early on Monday to "pay" back the one hour which I need to leave the school early for my interview with big boss.

Darn. I guess I need to discuss with my parents about this. They might freak out when they know about this. *sigh* Need to go off now. Preparing for dinner function later, need to pay my outstanding bill, pay back some of my loan. Sharks..I'm broke just after my pay day *sob sob* if only I have enough bucks in my account..*sigh* dream on..work towards it gal..stop having this kind of feelings..Need to think of my future...

time moves soo fast today. *sigh* i cant even enjoy. Students not in school as there's Sports Day to day. Going to dinner tomorrow. Alot of last minute work was dump to me. Lots of phonecalls to do. And it's hard for me to even type here.

Argghh..Need to go now as they going to lock the school. And I havent even shut down the computers yet! omigod!.. Will update the portion soon...

Updated
Was told to do very last minute things. had to do some booking, then register last minute some groups for competition, think of team name, call my supervisor / bosses countless times whereby i'm the middle person to convey the message from one to another, help out with login to the systems as they installing the NewsMaker, shut down the computers, sending request to enhance the booking system, a bit of printing and notes which i've to do. i do feel a bit stressful. and furthermore, of all time, my menses chose to come at the time im very busy and seriously, the mood of lying down to ease the pain was there but if i were to do that, people might think im skiving off work. Oh well... Missing him very much....

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A lot of things in my mind and im still not cure from sick 100%. Still having a bit of cough but at least it's not that bad compare to yesterday. I was invited to dinner this Sat (have to double check again with the General Office regarding the date) by the Admin Manager of the school for the Sports Day / CNY dinner at the Yishun Safra at 630.

Ok, back to my headache. Probably I did take some cough syrup and i didn't get enough sleep. Maybe that's the reason. Or also, maybe I think too much regarding the interview that I'm going to have next Monday with my Big Boss. He wanted to interview me regarding the senior position. Eventhough there's an increment, but there's also an extention of 6 months to my contract. So I'm not sure if i should take up. Perhaps I should ask them whether $200 increment is alright for them to give me?

Anyway, not only that. Nowadays, i keep getting gateway default to some websites that I went to. Especially nowdays I've to help the teachers to download lessons from one of the website and it usually takes me less than 10 minutes to download the lesson as well as Resource material but I'm pissed off when I found out that a lot of times I've to wait for between 30minutes to 22 hours just to download.

And all this is due to the bad connectivity of the school internet. And as a result, all my other work are put on hold just because I'm frustrated that I can't even download them like usual. Gee, thou I've taken one panadol just now, my head still spins. Ok, I think I better go home and rest now..

Hurray for the Lions. Congrats for making Singapore proud. I was actually having this feeling last night that Singapore might not make it. I was telling myself, maybe it's good to let Thailand win the match. But after I saw one of the players from Thailand especially from No. 7, I was praying that Singapore beats Thailand. And it's true!

Anyway, still coughing. Just can't believe I keep coughing non-stop. My medication almost run dry. *sigh* And made myself drowsy by swallowing running/ block nose pill and 10ml of cough syrup. Did that for 3 days and as a result, I woke up at 620am just now. Was late and rushed to get ready for work.

And the most sickening was the bus that I was travelling in. The bus was moving at normal speed when it started to change to a much slower speed. As thou there's heavy traffic in front of the bus or some vehicle carrying dead people.

And know why? 'Cause the driver saw the same bus 25 somewhere in front of him. So he moved at perhaps at the speed of 10 instead of the usual 50/60 speed limit. And the most irritating was when I was about to alight in about 4 more stops, the bus 25 (the bus after mine) overtook the bus I was in. I was furious with the driver. Other passengers were frustrated by the slow dead speed that the driver drove. I'm still thinking, should I complained?

been very very busy today. have to kill in sometime to blog before I go off. Was busy with all the recording using the audacity software in the morning. And I had a quick lunch. Gosh, I just can't believe it. Been walking up and down the whole school, from the first to the fourth level and it's not once, but countless times!

One of my colleagues told me that she saw me kind of busy today. Everywhere she go, she saw me. And practically at almost all levels! And I had to run errands for my level head to get the letters printed out and so on.

By mid day, I thought I could relax for a while. But after a moment of playing games (almost 1 hour), I quickly submit the entries which I promised. And 5 entries. And all of them, I had to type out myself! Gosh, really make me in a hurry. Not only that, I had to search one of the pictures myself in the hard drive and practically, I have to open from one folder to other which takes lots of time. Ended up, I cheat by going to search via the internet.

I can't take it anymore. Having headache now. Gosh, I need to take panadol to ease the pain. Urghh, it's soo unbearable besides my coughing. Now need to rush to Bugis to mit Lia and Shahfiee for dinner. If only I can escape today's dinner.....

It's really sickening. Kept coughing and coughing. Today is the worse cough I've ever get. I was sleeping when I heard my mom coughing in the living room in the middle of the night. Probably my mom didn't want to disturb my dad with her cough, so she sleep in the living room. And I woke up in the middle of the night, feeling something in my throat.

And worse, I found myself having phlegmn again! Urgh. Really can't understand why. I did take cough syrup before I went to bed. What went wrong? Why can't I stop coughing??

Anyway, came across the following while I was checking the mails.