Last Saturday & Sunday was spent at Yishun, thou the wedding was held over 2 days at 2 different places. My cousin from my first Uncle beside Mama marries with Yati. Solemnisation was on Saturday, after which the reception was done at cousin in law's place on Saturday while the reception for abg Fauzy was done on Sunday.

A simple wedding. Semoga berkekalan hingga akhir hayat. For more pictures, please visit my multiply but the album is only restricted to certain people. Apologise for that.


Sorry to say this but I don't really like my new cousin-in-law. She isn't like Kak Zarina (the one in red scarf). What I meant was this new cousin-in-law seems pretty haughty. Oh well...

Anyway, yesterday was a festive season celebrated by Hindu. Therefore, I would like to wish (thou it's kinda belated) a happy Deepavali. It was raining almost the whole day.

And I was lazing around at home.

And I'm not feeling well nowadays. Kept on having tummy upset =/ Gosh, I don't really know what's actually happening to me... *sob sob*

And I'm missing the man who stole my heart. Boy, it seems that we're not having a fix day to meet up ever since I'm not working. Insya Allah, a little more patience is what I need to get a good job, despite the bad economy...

Labels: wedding

Nothing much to update.

Last Saturday, went to my foster grandma's home at Jurong. As usual, I'm eager to see her cats too.


Saw him under the table. After I patted him, he would look at me, wanting me to continue to pat him. Aww so manja. And extremely fat!


In front of him is his female sibling. She's a little mean. Laze around before they had their meal at 4pm everyday. The maid will always talk to them and they will answer her. Hehe.


And this is Monday. Ekeke. That's his name. The last siblings. Lol. Snapped while he was licking himself. Oops..Haha.

I didn't manage to capture another cat's picture. He's different from these 3. Because he's white. And his name is "Handsome". Lol. Ok, but the thing is, whenever the 3 of the blackies were having siblings arguments, each time they saw "Handsome", they started to attack on Handsome. Pity him as he didn't know anything. Kind of bully him since he's perhaps different color?

Went to my aunt's place in Clementi. They had short meeting regarding this saturday's wedding. Apparently, saturday will be at the girl's side and sunday will be at my cousin's side. So troublesome. Oh and my uncle Zai cooked Sup tulang! Aww, my favourite. Darn, getting fatter each day xD

After that, went to my ex-colleague's home with my darling whereby I saw alot of my ex-colleagues. Makan lagi! Ishkk!

Anyway, the craze is on for me!!

Yay! My MMORPG is back with season 4. Wee~! Hehe, so next time you see me online and I'm slow in responding, that means I'm trying to level up to my character to be stronger. You see, it was wiped for about nearly 2 months. And we had to start all over again. And this time, it's tougher than the previous season.

Main tu main gak. I'm also in the midst of finding job.

To Lela,
Babe, aku mintak maaf banyak-banyak. Lupa noh birthday ko! Anyway,


May it will be a fruitful and enjoying year ahead, with lots of love and best of luck. Enjoy your year ahead and don't feel stress ;)

I was seriously pissed with Kakak. Well, just that I really dislike her commanding me to do this and that.

Anyway, cleaned the house today. Helped Mama in the kitchen. Then have to go to the shop just because kakak want to serve Coke to her friends, thou there's Mirinda Strawberry.

Mama and Abah went to Cik Ros house. A small gift which is a standing fan for her as she didn't want to accept money for all the things she had done while my parents were away performing Umrah.

Shasha came over around 8pm after she ended her work. About an hour later, kakak and her friends arrived. I didn't expect kids to be present. 3 kids in total and boy, the noise level was soo damn noisy. And apparently, one of the kid screamed when one of the ladies prevented him to drink Shasha's drink.

Very chaotic. Kalah my cousins, nieces and nephews.

And, the same kid spilled some coke on the carpet. Great. Lepas tu asyik merengek je nak balik. About 10 they left and slightly about 5 mins later, my parents returned home. It was the first time Shasha met my parents. Kekeke..

Tomorrow, I have quite a number of houses to go to. And, I'm bringing along my Ewanz to another friend's open house =)

Let's do a little rewind. Hehe. Well, I just received the official photos from Wanda.

Lawa kan? Tetapi kan, erm, can I critic a little? Thou I know I may not be a good photographer, but I appreciate beautiful pictures, especially wedding photos that links two lovers to unite as one.

If you (the owner of the wedding pictures) come across my blog, mintak ampun, mintak maaf k? This is just my thought. I find that half of the pictures are beautifully taken, while the other half, not really to my liking. Well, in this world, there's always some people who will oppose.

Erm, just that I felt there's some pictures that are not taken "professionally". I don't know to describe. Like some pictures, for example, if you're taking the person's hand without the body, it's fine but if you're taking a photo whereby there's a group of people, but there's only 1 face can be seen and the rest sort of headless, then I find that it's amateur. (Erm, if you don't understand, never mind).

Ok, for example this picture at the top, original photo, there's a sign of units pointing upwards. When I first saw this picture, I didn't think it was taken at the block's staircase. But the sign gives the biggest hint. From what I thought, usually they will by default remove that? Perhaps I'm wrong.

I apologise if I hurt any party. But to those who can't make it to her wedding, this is the link to view the pictures.

The day had finally arrived. Gave him the birthday card and the gift just now. And boy, this man loves it! Sampai tak sabar to pakai. Heheh. I'm glad you love it =)

I just hope that it will opens a new chapter. It's a new beginning uh syg. I pray you will have good health, murah rezeki and dipanjangkan umur dengan penuh berkat. Muacks muacks muacks.

Credits to my bebeh ok for helping me and following me around sampai sakit kaki dia. Ahaha. Tu la, sapa suruh kai heels that day? Ekekeke.

Credits to Shasha's camera. Maceh yea for uploading the pictures =) (in time lak tu. ahakz)

Before I move on to today's entry, some might wonder why I'm placing my blog as private. Well, it's because of someone who added me in her blog but in turn, she herself makes her blog as private.

I came across a unique wedding invitation. Take a look below.

This is how the wedding invitation looked like. The guy holding the flowers. And the bride is on the right side.

Pull and the guy will be moving towards the bride. Cute right?


And to view the location, is the one which you pulled just now. Ahakz. Interesting.

Anyway, nothing much to blog on. Tee hee hee..

And below is how my homey looks like. My living room. Pretty small, I know =)

But at least it's kinda cosy. Pardon for the helmets at the corner. Belongs to adeq.

The curtains which I don't really favours when it's at night. Haha. Because it really makes the whole house small and dark.

1 more day!

I was out with my dear Ewanz after Zohor today. So we met up at Bradell (because that's what I checked online). But the place we're supposed to go to, the bus should be boarded at Bishan. So w took the train down to Bishan and hopped into the bus to Comfort Del'Gro since my dear had an interview.

Oh before I touched on that, I went to buy ciggy for dear on his behalf in 7 eleven. The cashier was suspicious of me. She hesitate at first, in front of 2 of her colleagues and said "U looked young to buy.." I was speechless but recovered later by asking her if she wishes to see my identity card. After showing her, then I was given the ciggy (-_-") Funny...

Gave him confidence and after the interview, he told me the interviewer sounded so surprised when she asked him about the job scope which he wanted to apply. But, after I checked the jobscope which was found in the papers, it seems that the interviewer didn't kn0w about it well. Hmm, it's ok dear.. I know you had done your very best =)

Headed down to Toa Payoh. Happened that the eatery under the shop houses no longer in operation. So sad. It's been sometimes since dear went to Toa Payoh. By then, my feet were killing me so I had to walk pretty slow. After our meal, we went to hunt for sandals and apparently, none attracted us to buy except a few. But those few sandals, seemed like too big for him.

Bought a folder for him to keep his certificates as I find it quite messy that he placed them in a briefcase - folder. And I bought the add-ons plastic to my portfolio as I could not find space to insert my resume.

Went to Yishun thou my heart was beating fast as Mama's siblings are living all over Yishun. Continue to search for the sandals but the shop we went to accept only cash. Fark la. By then, I was feeling too sore to walk. And Ewanz kept on saying "Ah, kan..Sapa suruh pakai heels?"

Have to la. He's wearing smart, can't expect me to wear slippers.

5 more days....Wonder what should I buy for him? Hmmm....

I came across this while I was talking to my dear. Well, the headline is pretty catchy.


Lol. Apparently, the truck was found but not the condoms. Do a search and you will find out more.

Ewanz laughed hard upon hearing this. And I couldn't believe my eyes. Either the thief is a freak or probably can't afford to buy it. LOL.

Anyway, job hunting isn't easy nowadays with the economy not doing good. Hmm, hopefully I get a job soon. I was feeling stress after returning home from the exit interview. Well, you see, it really bothers me with that kind of claus stated in the contract. I can't have a piece of my mind.

And after much consultation from different people, my Ewanz and my clique, I decided to tell the other company the truth, in case they overlooked the whole thing. And I was on "job hunting" spree yesterday till 1am. Gosh!

Much of my time will be spend on hunting for jobs online thou Mama is quite unreasonable nowadays. I just don't understand. Why are they blaming me on using the internet and electricity when I rarely charge the laptop or use the computer, whereas my siblings are the ones who frequently use the laptop while charging. Hmm...I just don't get it.

Everything that goes wrong, will be pinpointed to me. Whether I did it or not.

I told Ewanz that I don't wish to be at home everyday. I would rather go to the library and spend time there with the laptop, just to find work, rather than being blamed for everything. And because of him, I stayed at home not going out and asking me to be more patience, to which my patience level has reached the maximum limit *sigh*

Nothing much to say in this entry..


This is the only Raya picture which I've taken for this year =P And this was taken by force by my kuzin Farhana. LOL. Taken at my kuzin Gee's homey in Yishun. I was pretty tired when the picture was taken by my kuzin Helmi as it was his first time using Farhana's Nikon D40 if I'm not mistaken.

Finally, met up with my dear Ewanz yesterday mid-day. Wee~! After a week not meeting him. Boy, I really miss this man of mine =P

Met up at AMK as he went to LTA before we met up. Honestly, he was a little jakun surprised. Hehe. It's been quite a while since he last went to AMK. So he didn't know about the aircon interchange.

Off we went to spend our time together =]

Surprised for both of us that Mama wasn't calling me when it reaches like 7pm. But, hey that's pretty good. Hopefully it stays this way ;)

Anyway, I'm wondering should I contact the company or not regarding the school? I mean, I honestly don't want to be stuck in education environment. As in, I would like to venture other area. Hmm, what do you think?

2 things that is related to the title.

1st,

finally I've left my company. Goodbye to both my client and company for all the ups, downs and downs. Pfft.. Thou it gives me the opportunity to get the experience in working life, I'm always expecting that they should treat me better.

The replacement, wasn't what I expected. She was quite stuck up in the first place. But after I've told her on what t0 do, then she open up a little. Oh well, I don't really care. Whether she can do a better job than me or not, it's not really my business. I've passed to her what she needs to do, so there shouldn't be any problem. Furthermore, she mentioned that she might be disturbing me this week. Pfftt..

The testimonial I've gotten from the school, well it was printed black and white...Pfftt..So cheap skate. The most sad thing was that my reporting officer didn't want to sign it after my level head asked him if he wanted to sign it. Fark. Can jolly well ask the first to sign the testimonial instead of my reporting officer!! Bahh... But, there are a few that are shocked that I'm leaving. Well, the thing is that I didn't make a big annoucement or even telling them in advance. Most were asking me the same question. Oh well..

I was told I might be getting my testimonial from my company this friday. We just wait and see la. And they owed me 3 days of my salary as I'm extending for 3 days. 2 working days plus public holiday.

So right now, I've to hunt for job. Hopefully I'm getting a better job, with better salary that satisfy me with a job that I really like. What I had done previously, well I could feel that my likeness in the line has been declining, all thanks to them.

Anyway, enough of that. Lets move on to my second finally.

2nd,

finally my parents are back from performing umrah. Alhamdulliah they are back home safely. Thou both aren't feeling well but I'm happy they are back. At least, I wouldn't get so much command from Kakak. Pfftt..! But, I can't go home that late when my parents are around *sob sob*

Anyway, fetched them from airport yesterday. Cik Ros was busily cooking soto ayam in our kitchen while we were at the airport. Special thanks to my aunts and uncles who were at the airport to welcome Mama and Abah as well as to Cik Ros & family and Cik Mamai & family.

My cousins from my first aunt besides Mama came around 8pm. Honestly, I hate my second cousin, who is the eldest from my first aunt. Every year without fail, he will "tease" me. Sort of. But I find it sarcastic and insulting. So what if some called me by my nickname? And he could just tell my nieces "Call her Aunt ___ (Nickname). She wouldn't respond by her name." Call me sensitive. But I hate it when it comes to this kind. Plus, he's the one who "cheat" us previously by being so nice in helping us to buy a computer previously, only to find out that each time we start up the computer, it will prompt us that some files are missing. I still wouldn't forgive him.

I'm missing my dear Ewanz. Boy, it's been like almost a week since we last met *sob* I'm craving for him =P

Last week was quite busy for me. So many things happened. *sigh*

Apart from the squabbles from my siblings (I just don't know why I'm always to be blamed *sigh*), preparation for the festive seasons too was taking up most of my time. My living room's hall was transformed from brown to lavendar mist with greyish curtains. Will take photos of it soon.

Did I mentioned there's F1 Grand Prix happening in my country? Totally awesome. I didn't expect L.Hamilton to be in the 3rd position. I was expecting F.Alanso and L.Hamilton to compete in the 1st and 2nd position. And yeah, could see that it was quite bumpy and lots of "drama" happening during the race. And the girls who actually compete (the ones in red by one of the service providers) were actually "useless". Sorry to say this but I find that the drivers weren't even noticing them in the first place. And having them compete in national tv but ended up standing there just to cheer or holding the flag, were unrelated.

Anyway, Raya this time was a bit boring to me. Went to Atok's place at 4pm. Gosh, all thanks to my siblings for leaving the house late since we had to do cleaning up on Raya itself. After which, we went to my 1st Uncle's house in Yishun.

Initially I wanted to go home after that. But my siblings insisted that we followed my relatives t cover all the houses of relatives in Yishun. We broke a record this time. Hehe. I mean in our generation's record on Mama's side. If I'm not mistaken, we've covered like 7 houses. And we ended the visiting at Cik Ros's house about 1240am. By the time we reached home, it was like 1am. Gosh!

Anyway, today will be the last day of my work as a trainer. The person who replaced me, well she was quite shocked to hear about what are the things that she needs to do.

And I have to print a copy of my resume asap. Really!

Job hunting while waiting for call from the company which I've went for interview.

Hopefully I get a better benefits and better job which gives me satisfaction. It still lingers in my mind what degree I should take. If I'm continuing my line, I will pay lesser.

And my aunts had been asking me to join NIE. I don't think I have the desire that can last me that long. Ultimately, I still have to ask myself what I wanna do. What I desire, and what I would like to be. It's really difficult. Because, I need someone to give me the drive and passion.

Ask me about my childhood dream, it's totally different than what I want to be. But, I think I have a thing for Science. But to restart in another field, boy perhaps can be quite time consuming.

To those who's taking PSLE, I wish you all the best and hope you excel in your studies.

To all Muslims, Happy Eid Mubarak / Selamat Hari Raya.