The day had finally arrived. I was getting excited. That day I didn't go to my cousin's engagement as the event started about 530 or 6pm and I had to be at Grand Hyatt Hotel at Orchard at about 7pm. So it's impossible for me to be in Orchard within a few minutes (since I do not possess any transport at all).

When my parents left the house, I stayed at home trying to tidy the house and also rest myself first. Was about to fall asleep while watching Japanese anime at Channel U, when Shaiful CD called. I was like "Damn, wasting my precious time." Talked to him for awhile and then I told him I wanted to rest. We hang up and then I continued watching. About 5pm then I took my bath and got ready.

And I was still thinking how am I going to Orchard? Should I alight at Ang Mo Kio or should I take NEL? By the time I finished dressing up with my makeup, it was about 6pm. Tried to call Lia but I can't make outgoing calls. Damn..I didn't pay the remaining $156. Urghh..Called Lia via home phone and told her I felt funny.

Then took bus to Hougang NEL, changed at Douby Ghaut and alighted at Orchard. I was trying to avoid people's gaze. Probably they were asking themselves what's with the dress up? Lucky the D & D doesn't have a theme. Or I'll be more embarassed. Since I could not make outgoing calls, I messaged Uncle Paul and asked him where was he as well as Cikgu Marsita.
Upon reaching, I was like blushing all the way. Sat down about 2 minutes at the side of the lobby before going to the ladies. Didn't touch up as I find it was quite ok. When I was going out, I heard 2 girls commented "Canberra Primary School. Wahh, so rich to organise here?" (Well, the toilet can be used for public. So anyone can enter the Hotel's toilet). Waited and saw some of the teachers. They dressed up in dress. I mean open shoulder dresses. At least I do not feel awkward wearing dress.

Waited for about 30minutes and Cikgu Marsita came with another teacher (I do not know her name). Can't see Paul but I decided to went up with them to the 3rd Level to Camillia Room. Upon reaching, we had to sign out name at the Marks & Spencer wrapping paper and jot down our name at a piece of paper for lucky draw.When we entered the room, we were like awed. Chairs were covered with cloth. Soo extremely grand. Sadly I didn't take the pic of the room. But I did have fun. Occupied table 6 since only table 4, 6 and 9 served Halal food and table 9 was fully booked by, ehem my supervisor. See the flowers? The one nearer to the front, well we received this from Mdm Rozi. Nice right? I mean each one received a stalk each whereby each stalk have 2 small chocolates attached by the side. And the bowl full of rose petals were part of the decor from the Grand Hyatt Hotel.
Here, my colleague, Mr. Asha'ari together with his son, Andika. Cute right? Tee Hee. And he's really smart. And I really mean the son. Haha. Well, he's turning 2 years next month. Happy Advance Birthday Andika!! According to some of the teachers, Mr. Asha'ari (he has a Brunei decendent) loved his wife soo much that he wanted her to take care of their another child while he took care of Andika. That's sweet.Here's my colleague, Cikgu Marsita. Guess what's her age? I'm not telling you now till I should some more pictures of her. We're kind of close. Kind of working together quite alot. Gosh, my face really looked oily.Here, I took with my handphone. I like this picture the best. 'Cause I used night mode. Hehe. But the area kinda dark. So quite ok lor. The rest of the photos I used Canon IXUS which I borrowed from my sister.


These two pictures taken by Mr. Asha'ari . The top one was taken after he said "1..2". But was asked to take again when Madam Siti, the one in pink.Me on the left side, Cikgu Marsita, the other teacher whom I mentioned I do not know her name, Cikgu Siti and Cikgu Zaharah.

Here is the close up of Cikgu Marsita. Look at her dress. Beauty right? I'm soo jealous. By the way, she's 37 years old. Not 20+. Looks young eh? I'm really jealous of her.


We had Cold Tahu, Kambing Soup, Ikan Kukus, Nasi Minyak (Suppose to be Nasi Ayam), Sayur cooked in Lemak style, Ayam Masak Merah, Kari Kambing and Pulut Hitam. Cikgu Siti commented that we might sound like a sheep at the end of the night. Lol.

First, the chairman of SAC gave a speech which was then translated by Mr. Chua, our Vice Principal. After then the Principal gave a speech. Then we had our cold platter.

First, we had Scavenger Hunt. Which we have to find $50, $1 coin, high heel shoes, man & lady socks, lipstick, civil servant card and thumbdrive ( i drew thumbdrive on a piece of paper..hehe) and had to tie all these to a string only. And we were kind of scared that we just hooked the thumbdrive paper to the string. 'Cause they need to shake the string to see if any fell down. But lucky for us, Mr. Prakash had "connections" and my table won!! Hehe.. Each one of us (there are 12 of us excluding Andika) received $5 voucher from FairPrice.

Next was lucky draw 19 - 35. Prizes went from small to big to medium before it goes to envelope for prizes 1 to 5. Cikgu Zaharah won 3rd prize, Cikgu Siti won 9th (i think) & Mr. Asha'ari won the 1st prize. Lucky him. Must be because of his child. And my supervisor won the Grand Prize which is Dopod. Lucky him.

Next, we have Mr. & Ms/ Miss Canberra whereby 5 gentlemen & 5 ladies were called on staged because of sabotage. Well, apparently the Vice Principal was chosen as well as the chairman of Parent Support Group (PSG). And end up they paired up together & you can guessed that they won the title. The gentlemen are supposed to choose the ladies and then they are supposed to walk around the table (which most of them chose to walk around the VIP table only since the table was nearer to the stage).

Well, i really do not know what to type for today. Yea I know now kind of pretty late. Nothing much to do today. At last managed to type out all the appraisals since March to recently. Had to do quite a lot of recap thou I did jot down a few inside my black organiser book.

Phew. Lucky I did it. Guess Monday I've to ensure my lab in tip top condition (Because of the stupid Robotics Club who do not even know how to keep the lab untidy. And it's not fair that I've to clean up the mess they made. tsk tsk)

And guess on that day too I had to insert whatever class I have previously into the school admin. I dun wan my company management to come after me and accused me of not doing any work. Hate that and hate them.

Oh, had a good chat with my colleague, Paul. Been sometime since I last chat with him. Oh, dun worry. He's married and kinda old liao. Hehe. But a nice colleague whereby we shared our opinions on a lot of things.

So in a few minutes time or probably in 10 minutes, I'm off to Lia's house. Apparently, she asked me to come over since I have trouble to wear my scarf for tomorrow's dinner at Grand Hyatt Hotel. Hehe. Cool eh? Got Paul to bring his camera while I will try to borrrow my sister's canon ixus camera. I'll definitely post the pictures here.

Till then. Oh, and I guess I'll be updating on Monday what exactly happen tomorrow. If possible, I want it to look like Emmy Awards or even Oscar..hehe. Damn, I'm sooooo excited!! Keeping dreaming Rose hehe

Ok, here's how our Temasek Polytechnic library looks like. The most coolest, coldest and quite quietest place that is available in the school. 11 storeys high. Oh, did I mentioned the coldest place? Yup, yup. You need to have a sweater/ cardigan/ jacket if you plan to be in for at least 15 minutes. 'Cause the aircon is super cold. Hehe.

Well, Im only showing till level 8. There's no level 1 but there's basement which all photocopier machines where students can go there if all the photocopier machines are fully used at other levels. As for the lift, there's 2 lifts. But both lifts do not stop at every level. What I can remember is that it does not stop at basement level, level 4 and level 7 (I think. I can't really remember much).

Here's a bit of walk through. Oh yea. I was surfing the TP website and found out that Hady Mirza was one of the alumni. So if Hady wins the Singapore Idol, that means we have an idol from Temasek Poly! Yey!!

Too bad I do not have the front view of the library. But oh well. It's ok .

Here's the map of the 2nd level which is where you can borrow books, reference shelves (still remember that time I've to follow Fiza to photocopy some books in the reference session for her Law studies.) Not only that. There's this spark PC where students can use it for a certain period of time per week. Cool. Usually during school hours it will be pack with students. I'm not sure about that 'cause usually i'll be there or the 3rd level during the holidays.

The self check machine where we have to do it ourselves using our matriculation card. I've used this quite a lot of time especially to borrow books for projects as well as fiction books (like duh, can't expect me to read books related to studies only right?)

Next, we have the 3rd level.

Yea, my favourite part of the library. Why? 'Cause it's much more cosier here. It's because here's where you can find fiction books, magazines, chairs, so-called TV corners and Spark PC again!! hehe.. Here's where I usually hang out during the school holidays. Boring at home, spent time at the library. Lol.

You see here. I will usually be around the pillar which is the centre. Around there. Sometimes behind the pillar so nobody will see what window you're looking at. Haha. A very good place to hide. Lol.

This is somewhere in the centre, between the fiction shelves as well as the magazine shelves. Green armchairs. Kinda cosy. This call the "sound dome". Don't ask me but that's what they call. I've no idea.

Here is the podium. Well, this is sort of small mini theatre in the library. Still at the 3rd level. And there will be some "mini functions" like small competition or something. Located quite near the spark PC(oh well, you can see the lvl 3 map right?)

Next the 4th level.

I can still remember that I was supposed to be here during CMSK (forgot whats the long name). My lecturer asked me and others, which we were splitted into groups to find certain books or video or anything related to the list which she gave us and we had to write down the location and the "serial number". Sort of treasure hunt.

Periodicals are mostly found here together with other books for research which is from Level 4 to Level 8.

Here's the viewing area. Here, you can view the videos which you rent for a few hours. A l

ist of movies from the olds to the present are available here. (Free you know. Worth the money but I didn't since we're busy with projects, projects and projects).

Next the 5th level.

Heres' where we can find mainly IT books. Especially Java, Oracle, HTML, etc. A few times me & my friends we sat down in front of the shelves to browse through the books just to find the information that we want. Also here was

where I did my research with the Leadership classmates. I miss you people.

This display corner, usually near the Quick Research Room and the Information counter. I don't really hang out here often.

Here is Level 6.

Here is where you can find more books for research purposes. Since some of us do not buy textbook, you can find people frantically searching for the books which the lecturers recommend or something. Why? Because textbooks aren't cheap.



Here is Level 7.

Here, we need to get to Level 6, take stairs to level 7. Because lift doesnt stop at 7th floor. Mostly you can find shelves (again for research purposes) and also lots of tables. Here students will always gather around for group studies or project discussion.

Here is Level 8.

Ok, here kinda smaller than the rest of the levels.There's study room (never been there. And the last part of for the research purposes ('cause all are arranged in alphabetical order).

I remember that besides all this, we also went there to use the project rooms which mostly what me & my friends did were to held our organisation meeting. And again, I'm going to mention that the aircon is the best. Why? Even if you're seating outside the library where there's benches, as soon as the library door opens, you can feel the coldness from the library. Cool right?

PS: If i left out certain portion, please forgive me. 'Cause some I forgot. Hehe. All pictures are obtained from TPs' website.

Yesterday, called the dentist to make appointment but was told to make appointment on the day I wanted to come. Ok, that's good enough. So i'll be applying leave very soon for dental check up. And yesterday too I was busy updating attendance. So now I have to think of my appraisal for the classes which I had taught. Gosh, that's quite a lot of memory I have to recall. My fault for not doing it on time.

Anyway, paid my bills before I went home. Well, not all. Only about $90 of the $240+. I had to b'cause I'm unable to make outgoing calls. My fault for not paying for about 4 months. Tee Hee, I know i'm going to pay next month ok?

When I reached my block, saw some of the Chinese community burns hell money as well as joss sticks. I guess yesterday they are supposed to send their ancestors back. Most probably that means end of the Hungry Ghost Festivals. But what I can't stand was the smell of the hell money being burnt. Ok, enough. I'm not critising here. It's their culture. Their beliefs & their religion. I respect that.
But the thing which saddens me most is about the litters they made. What am I talking about? You know the plastics as well as the rafia strings which was tied up to make a bundle of hell money? Yea, that's what I'm referring to. Litters can be seen all over the place. It's really bad.

And I saw the cleaner (Bangladesh workers) had to pick up the litters and throw away all the incense. I squeaked "Err, he dare to do it. Wouldn't he get possessed or something?" to myself. I should have taken the whole place with my camera phone. But oh well. Countless times the government told them to burn anything like hell money in the area that had been provided. Or throw any rubbish into the dustbins to keep the area clean.

I'm not only referring to the Chinese community. All the races are the same. Any big function, there's bound to be litters. Like the National Day which had just passed, the Government had take a step by encouraging people to throw away their litters into bags which were provided.

Recently in the newspaper, it had been reported that the major concern of the Government is the endless litter bugs who consistently ignored the rubbish bins and dump their rubbish anywhere. It had also been reported that they waste quite a huge sum of money just to remove these rubbish.

It also reported that people who lived in HDB for example were also not considerate by throwing their rubbish outside the kitchen window. You can find egg shells, cotton buds, tissues or used pads, etc below the kitchen windows. I really feel disgusted reading the articles about how ugly these Singaporeans and how inconsiderate of them to throw their rubbish anywhere.


Even at the sea is not spared. It's also been reported that the NEA had to spend some money to keep the coast clean as these rubbish mainly comes from the ships or nearby factories or even the neighbouring countries. Actually, what the Government should have do besides performing Corrective Work Order (CWO) and fines for those people who were caught littering, is to publicly shame them. Then they will stop littering.

Or cyber-shame them like the the stupid motorist who park their vehicles illegally. You can view them at http://parkingidiots.blogspot.com/ which I'm going to add it under one of my links.

Yesterday, knock off work late. I only knock off work when I'm feeling beat. Hehe. Well, anyway as usual after finish whatever I was doing including playing game, sign out for my timesheet via online. Then met Uncle Henry. He was like "Wah, early ah. Good! Good! If everyday like this, good good" I laughed at him. Well, yea I know I always stayed till late even. But yesterday was like 6.35pm. Took the lift down.

Went to General Office to sign out (better, so my company can't say I do not go work. At least there's proof). Anyway, went out and was minding my own business. Well, nothing to see on my handphone 'cause for sure nobody going to message me. My B's in New Zealand. And my tooth started to hurt again. Most of the time I looked down as I walked.

Halfway while walking at the side of the mrt, suddenly I saw someone walking in the same path with me. I was like "Haiz, who's this person trying to prevent me?" When I looked up, I was shocked. Someone was excited. And that person turns out to be NURUL HUDA!! hehe.

Unbelievable that I met her. Gosh, it's been soo long since I last met her. And getting more jealous of her (Whether you're reading this or not nurul, I'm going to say it here). She's getting more pretty & fairer!! And I kept wondering how she gets soooo fair & pretty. Compare to me. *sigh* My mom asked me to ask her for the secret if I really wana know. And I'm kinda shy to ask her that. Tee hee. B'cause it's been like 8 to 9 years (if I'm not mistaken) since I last saw her. I will scan the class photo soon to let you people see. Hehe.

Had a short chat with her and off I continue my journey home. Once I reached home, told my mom that I made a decision to see a dentist since I had a conversation with my ex- colleague, Khai. Oh, and I better see the dentist soon before it gets too severe and I do not want a few of those I know to be worried about me.....

Early morning, as usual went to work. At least I was early to board the bus today unlike yesterday. Niwei, upon reaching the traffic light where I've to cross the road to the mrt at Ang Mo Kio, I saw this woman who is totally skinny. I could see her bones.

Well, only the back of her. She's skinny like this model at the left side. I was like "Omigod". Not that I want to critise her badly or something. And this not my first time seeing such person exist. Well, to date I've seen 3 women who have this type of body.

I was wondering how on earth they can get very skinny till there's only bones underneath their skins? What do they eat actually? And from the clothes they wore, look as thou it's XXS. Haha. I do not know. Just my assumption.

But still, it freaks me. Can't help wondering what she eat. How she survive. Possibly save quite a lot of money since they don't eat much (again, my assumption. I don't ask them 'cause I do not have skinny people as my friends. And I can't help wondering).

But, is it true also that these people who suffered from lack of fats, I should say will freak out if they put on a few kilos? I think so. 'Cause that's what I heard that they will freak the hell out and try many ways to shed the "extra pounds" which they suppose to have.

Looking at myself. I kind of feeling fortunate that I'm neither too big nor too skinny. At least there's some meat. Oh, I also wanted to know whether they feel cold easily since they have no fats at all on them? I just can't help wondering. Anyone wants to enlighten me? Thanks.

What kind of pain am i referring to? Heart pain? Nope, not that. Just that my tooth hurts. Been having toohache for quite sometime. A few months i rather say. On Sunday night, which was Monday morning, I couldn't even sleep. Just because the pain was soo unbearable, I kept getting up in the wee morning.

When I went to work, still the pain lingers around that tooth which I felt that all my teeth on the left side were affected too (the tooth that hurts me the most is the last tooth on the left side.) Even when I met up with Bebeh Shasha last night at Woodlands, the pain did affect me but not that severe. Ate at Horizon Food Court since we're not sure whether the Banquet enquire halal certification from MUIS or not. Then walked around at the pasar malam and sat down at BK for awhile while Bebeh complained about her 'new' colleague. Pity Bebeh. Whats more, she's going to fall sick. Hope you're getting well soon dear.

Bought langsat fruits for 4kg. I was persuaded to buy durians & some jackfruit but I pushed the offer. I mean me carrying 4kg quite a hassle, and they wanted me to buy more? What, they think I drive is it??

Upon reaching home, gave my dad the fruits. He was overwhelmed. Hehe. So do I. Lol. Niwei, wanted to taste my mom's cooking but then I can't b'cause the pain started to be soo unbearable. Instead, I ate some of the fruits. Then popped in my primerose & multi-vitamin pill. Drank Gamat jelly and applied Gamat medical oil to the bad tooth, which I then tried to sleep. But I couldn't. Well, only a few minutes of sleep before the pain started to attack me.

When I woke up, it's like nearly 1am. And I'm frustrated that I couldn't even sleep soundly. Went to the kitchen. Made myself a cup of salty warm drink. And then guggled the salty water before spitting out. Then I placed the Gamat oil beside my pillow, wanting to apply straight away after I lie down. But ended up I fell asleep. I guess, for now I better guggle more salty water eventhough I can still feel the pain, but at least the pain minimize a little...

Oh yea. I'm gonna pour my heart out here about what happened during the weekend. Not that interesting thou but I just want to get it out of my chest. Here we go.

Saturday, 19 Aug
Well, early morning went to the mosque alone since my mom wasn't feeling well. Sat in the prayer hall at the second floor. As soon as the Ustaz started, this lady which was sitting in front of me opened malay newspaper to read. I was soo disgusted by her actions. I mean, why must you read there and not paying attention? i feel like telling her "Hello, this is not a beach. Wtf are you thinking?Ko ingat ni bapak ko nya masjid pe??" But i rather keep quiet since I do not want to make a scene.

Next, that's not all. A lady sitting behind me opened a plastic container to let her son eat. I was like "Fark man. You think this is your father's prayer hall where you can eat as thou this place is yours??" But again I kept my silence. Not only that. I saw another 2 more people eating inside the prayer hall. Even if I were to tell the person off, they will always say "My child is hungry. I can't let my child starve." Yea right. Bloody nonsense. As if I do not know that some of the food will be into the parent's mouth also. Urghh. Can't stand it.

That day in the afternoon around 530pm, met up with Lia (Suppose to mit at 5.15pm but she reached late). Went to shop for my Teachers' Day Dinner which will be on Saturday. I know it's too early and suppose to have dinner on Wednesday night but I guess they give way for us who have to work the following day. Harhar. It's ok.

Shopped quite a lot. Bought a dress from Alano. I prefer the brown colour but oh well, got the white instead. Then went to shop for shoes. Only 1 grabbed my attention but i wanted 2 actually. So we forgo it for awhile. Then we went to Century Square where I need to buy bag for my work also since my bag for working is in a sad state. Grabbed 2 bags from the shelves and 1 pair of shoes from nearby and I spent about $70 at metro itself. Fuh, quite a lot. Then off we went to Hougang Stadium for Syarahan.

We thought we were late but we're actually kinda early. Heard Dato' Ustaz Ismail Kamus telling about Isra' & Mikraj and also Ustaz Wan Sohori (smthg like that). Throughout listening was a disaster. Not that what these Ustazs talking about were not interesting. It's just that the people who attended made me feel frustrated.

Why? Because most of them did not switched off their handphones. It's very irritating to hear ringtones blasting and people talking as thou we're watching concert. And kids walking up and down the stairs. I felt like giving them one tight slap! And those who collected $ when it's time to donate some, urghh.. I guess I can do a better job.Why do I say that? Because the person just walk as thou it's a catwalk and will only stop if someone wanted to put in their $ into the plastic container which they hold. Stupid. I'm not saying that I'm very religious or something. It's just that certain things are common sense.

Sunday 20 Aug
The only thing which I'm really frustrated about is with this Indian lady. I boarded 25 towards home with my family. And I was standing at the back with my brother standing next to me. And I only hear "How to go to the front?" And my brother tapped my shoulder to ask me to give way to this fat Indian lady. I was soo mad that I stared at her the moment she alighted from the bus till the bus moved away. How can she be soo stupid and not asking me to excuse her?? Urghh..Stupid person.

I really do not understand why stupid people exist and why they do not even use their common sense. Yet making a nuisance to other people.

You know, i still having my sore throat. Sounded unlike me. Hate my voice when I have sore throat. Some even say I have Ella's voice (one of the malay female rock singer). Urghh..And it really hurts my throat. *tsk tsk*

Niwei, early morning just now, meet up my B at his house. I know it sounded insane but, i just have to mit my B. And I reached work late. I don't care, as long as I get to mit my B and hug him since I missed him soo much. Pity B had to miss his test a few days ago. And why he's back (well, he was here 3 days ago. Didn't tell me as he was occupied with a lot of things in his mind. And I knew he's coming back b'cause his cousin message me to inform me on Sunday night. I understand, B) is because his grandfather passed away last week on Saturday. My condolence to his grandfather.

Last night we chatted on the phone. I know it's hard for him to hear me on the phone especially when I'm in this kind of state. And it saddens me most when I heard how sad he was when his grandfather passed away, especially when he's in New Zealand and not by his side. It really breaks my heart upon hearing it. At that point of time, I felt like rushing down to his house, hug him to comfort him but since it was about 11+pm, I know it's impossible to do that as I have to work today. And also, at that moment I realised how important my B is to me. I just do not want to lose him. And i promised myself I will always be there each time my B needs me regardless of where he is.

The only thing I can do is consult him. And I know how stress he is especially with his degree. Since I do not want him to forfeit his degree, the only thing I can do is to give him my support. I wan him to achieve his dream, which is to obtain a degree to get a better job & pay, for his future as well as mine. And I really felt relieved upon seeing him just now. Yes, I can still feel the same feeling when I first met my B a few years ago and the first time I talk to B. To my B, i will always love you and be there for you, my love. & till death do us part.. ~ muackz ~

You see, yesterday i started to cough. All thanks to my students who made me use lots of my voice. I had to scream and shout at them just to ask them to keep quiet or to give instructions. Drank lots of water but still it did not help. I was on the verge of losing my voice.

So what I did was to pop in my multi vitamin, my prime rose pill as well as the pill for my sinus. I didn't take my bio c plus pill. Tossed and turned in bed trying to fall asleep but I couldn't. I think I slept around 1040pm. But around 1.46am I woke up again since I was feeling cold. Checked my phone to see the time, only to realise that I've received a message around midnight. Well, seldom I received message from anyone especially at night.

So, anyway when I woke up, it seemed that I've been throwing away any flame (I'm not sure if this the correct spelling. You know the thing that's in the throat especially when you have bad cough) that I could "detect". When I started to use my voice then I realised that I sounded like a man. Urghh. I really hate it when I fall sick and my throat is affected. But lucky for me today that I need not require to teach today as there's PSLE oral. If not, I could not convey any knowledge to the students.

And my colleague asked me to drink the bittergourd tea again. Yucks! hate it but in order to cure, I've no choice but to drink. But if drinking 3 times a day, I find it a bit too much. Don't you think so?

I really hate it. Only about a month i'm cured and now i'm back to having it. All because of a few inconsiderate people who spread their virus to me. Urghh. Like yesterday, a boy sat beside me since his teacher ask him to look at the answers in the computer and he cough without closing his mouth. Argghhh.. Virus spread and i started to sniff and sniff. I was like shit man!

Then i went to met up wif CT and Fairus. Been a long time since we last had dinner together. Most of the time we talked about clothes. Haha. I just can't stop telling them that I bought clothes at the warehouse instead of retail shop. Lol. While waiting for Fairus, we walked to Banquet and on our way down, we saw my manager! I was like shit! But i wasn't doing anything illegal. Bah, whatever he want to inform the management, go ahead. I personally do not care and they have no right to prevent me who I want to go out with.

Had our dinner at swenson. Finally I found the food to be limited. If I know, I should have ordered burger..Arrghh, never mind. It's over. Then we walked around. As usual I wanted to see clothes as well as shoes and bags. Had to start all over again to buy stuff for myself. Been quite a while since I bought something (If you do not count the shopping I went on last Saturday).

Then we went to pasar malam and walked around. I bought the langsat fruit which I really favour. My dad asked why I bought 2kg instead of 5kg when I bought home. If I know, I buy more. Well, anyway on the way home, took the usual bus number 25 and this malay guy (his girlfriend dropped down earlier before me) had sinus and cough. I was like "Arghh! not again!"

And when I reached home, I'm confirmed down with sinus. Haiz. Till this morning, my external colleague asked me whether i'm down with one. And yea I am. Looks like I've to start drinking green tea and bittergout tea again..Urghh i hate the bittergout tea..

Came across Jei's blog and i find it pretty cute and funny. Just add up the alphabets together to get yours.

A- ka * B- zu * C- mi * D- te * E- ku * F- lu * G- ji

H- ri * I- ki * J- zu * K- me * L- ta * M- rin *

N- to * O-mo * P- no * Q- ke * R- shi * S- ari * T-chi U- do *

V- ru * W-mei * X- na * Y- fu * Z- zi

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Here's my Japanese name: Arikichiki Shimoarikutakifukatoka

Yea i know it's pretty long. But imagine i'm a Japanese and I have this name, wonder how people will call me? Will it be Ari? or Arikichiki? or katoka?hehe..well.. I always fancy Japanese names to food. Gosh i'm craving for Japanese food at Ramen Ten *slurps*

ok, first stop. On saturday went back to office to attend workshop and also to hand in my monthly report as well as the second batch of notes. Quite ok that day. But as usual, walked all the way from office to Peninsula Plaza. The only difference on that day was that i saw lots of people. I wondered to myself why were there lots of people?

Perhaps it's the weekend. But thinking back, it's impossible as previously there weren't many people. I was extremely shocked when i reached the bridge leading to the esplanade. Camera stands everywhere. Even some more near the merlion. I was wondering what occasion till there's lots of people with cameras?

Messaged a few friends till they told me that day was the last day of fireworks display. Ceh! Seriously I didn't know as I didn't read the newspaper nor watch news as I only did that on Sundays. When i reached home, I was beat. I can't stand. Too tired and sleepy.

As for the next day, asked Lia to follow me to warehouse which is near to my home. Since I'm lacking of clothes, I thought it would be the best time to get clothes before I grumble to myself again I've nothing to wear.

Anyway, at the meeting place, both ATMs were spoilt (urghh, of all days, boths unusable because of some irresponsible people who stuck something into the card slot). Went to the south first and did some window shopping and withdraw of $ before going to warehouse. And amazingly, I bought 5 long sleeve shirts which cost me only $25! hehe. Cool right?

I've already calculated the actual price as the price from quite well known brand. If i were to go to the shop and spend the same 5 long sleeve shirts, I will have to fortk out $139. So imagine that I save

1. Transport fares
2. $114

Cool man. But sadly, yesterday there weren't many office wear clothes. I should have bought office wear clothes the other time as office pants the other time cost only $9. Well, guess just my luck. But hey, i'm going back there again! Hehe.

I just do not know what the hell all this people want from me? What have I done towards them till i deserve this kind of thing?? Like i've mentioned earlier on in my blog that someone had been passing my number around. Now, someone is passing my number through anakmelayu.com! WTF sickening morons!

I just do not understand what the hell they get from spreading my number. If they are not happy with me, why can't they just come up to me & tell me straight in the face? All these coward people still exist! Urgghh..

The person who called me got my number from anakmelayu.com (I do not even have an account there and will never create one there) sounded a bit like B. At first I thought my B called me but when I realised that he's actually in NZ, i realised it's someone else.

But the funny thing is that person know me as Rose. So i'm trying to recall anyone who i gave them my name as Rose. Quite a number of them actually but among guys, not a lot. To that person (whoever you are) stop giving out people's privacy. Giving out other people's personal information means you're a childish and dishonest person.

According to that person, someone with a particular username gave out my personal information. But when I searched for it, I couldn't find it. Luckily one of my bebeh have an account there to search if what that person told me is true. When I kept forcing him to tell me, the more he tried to avoid it. Then I told him I'm going to search. Guess what? He stammered saying "Maybe there's characters in front of the username. I can't remember. Bullshit!"

The most sickening thing is that he kept asking me things he wanted to know about me thou i'm not interested in him. Worse was that when he called me, my background was noisy and he suspected i'm working in a school. Whatever! But leave me the hell alone! But no, he didn't. Ask me to exchange pictures with him. I was like "WTF!" I told him what for he wanted since he claimed that he had seen my picture on that username's profile. That's what he told me at first.

Then know what his stupid bloody reply was? "Err, no. He never display your picture." I was getting more frustrated. I told him I'm not in the mood of sending mms (and will never will give him my picture. over my dead body farker!) and he sent me his picture. I felt as thou i've seen him somewhere. But who cares! What I care most is to find out who is the bloody farking moron who gave out my number to make my life miserable??

And get this straight. If i sound as though you're bored me to death or i sounded as though you're wasting my time, it's time to move on. And he have the cheeked to call me at 9am on Sunday morning just to talk to me. Hello, you're taking away my precious sleeping time and i'm dead tired because of the whole day workshop! So what am i going to do? Of course ignore him. I've already ignored his smses. I will then ignored his calls either by cancelling or just answering it but not talking to him. Muahaha.

To that person who spread my number, don't think I can never find out who you are. Allah is Great. He'll show me who you are, you ungrateful despicable moron. May worse bad luck falls on that person. And may you get the worse fate in this earth.

Here i am, sitting at my desk. Well, i'm suppose to do stock checking but who cares? Well, ok after i'm done with this then i'll do the checking and doing the survey and update attendance. Whoa! alot man! But, can i finish by today?

Cause I have workshop again today. Well, the workshop on Tuesday wasn't as bad as I thought it might be. But I'm really frustrated when I saw that slut there! I felt like kicking & slapping her. One big slut who made my life miserable and cause my close friend to get sack. Urghh..

But my mood was alright after I met with Bebeh Shasha at town. Well, she was late and i had to wait for her about 45mins. Cause she left her work at BB at 6pm whereas I finished my course at 5.55pm at Raffles. Raffles and town took about 10mins. Oh well. Doesn't matter. Went to Far East. Ate at Cahaya Restaurant. Caught up old times. If only Diah was there too but hehe..Bebeh message the wrong number. Lol. Anyway, after that we went to Isrida to buy shawls as it's 4 for $10. and then we walked around town awhile. Went to TopShop and walked all the way to PS. Had to stop in front of the Istana as someone wanted to get out of the the istana. After the vehicles went off, then the policemen allowed us to continue our journey. Even the Tibs bus had to wait. Tee hee. By the time i was home, i was damn tired. Waited for Teezi to message made me too sleepy as he promised to message me after he had an outing with his girlfriend. See, i'm soo jealous that I myself didn't have outing anymore with my B. Maybe i have to be patience.

Well, anyway the school kinda quiet since students & teachers are not required to be in school as it's holiday for them. Well, I really prefer they 're not in school. At least there's peace. At least I do not face the noisy kids who talks loudly and also those who do not push in the chairs. Urghh. I hate them when they didn't push in the chairs.

I'm not their servant to push in for them. Thou i did told them to push in and sometimes remind the teachers, they just say ok but when i did spot check, not even one chair is pushed in. I'm always disappointed with them. Do they take me for granted? I do not know. *tsk tsk*

Had to report to work early today *yawns* reached school about 7.23am but wen i signed in @ the school admin, it stated 7.11am. Wateva. Alwaz late for about 15mins. After that, i quickly find my level head & phew, lucky me that i saw him behind the hall. He instructed me to monitor another group of students for video.

The students that i was in charged actually fought over the video just because both wanted to do it. And when they film, omigod, the zoom too fast or zoom bit by bit or jerk while panning. I was like "How i wish i'm the one who's filming" After the national song, some national day songs, speeches & prize giving, i was told to film the Kids' Olympia.

Waited at the field like mad woman with just the camera stand w/o the camera. When the camera arrived, i was told to film bloopers only. But it's hard to spot bloopers unless i keep on recording. But what really sucks is that i was being blocked by a few teachers. No choice. So i shifted the camera to another area & there i was again being blocked by some unreasonable parents. Countless times the emcee told the parents to sit down, ended up they blocking everyone's view.

Urgghh..cant stand them. Plus they moved 4ward whereby the red & white tape was being pushed 4ward. Im soo sick being hit by the tape. So i asked one of the teachers if i could film in front of the tape which i tot i was lucky enough not to get the same fate like earlier on. But i was wrong.

It started to have pausable drizzle and when the end of the parents' race, they told that prize giving will be in the hall. So i & Tay Min went up and waited. Seconds passed. But still no sign of them. When i looked down, i saw them wanting to give the prize at the field! oh ridiculous! i was fooled!

Then i went to the 3rd level to see some of the banners in making at some classrooms. After which we went to the 2nd floor. Told my level head that i could not switched on the video. Then had to take the battery from his table but still i could not. So ended up i used another video camera to film the final product of the banner-in-making.

Then went to General Office and saw Paul again. He was there since morning. Then get 2 packets of twiggies and i was about to sit at my place wen my supervisor told me to have something at the meeting room. Pulled Paul to join me for refreshment & sat at the canteen to catch up old times. Then we went back and had our second helping. Tee Hee.. Free foods! There were fried bee hoon, kuih dadar, binka ubi, lapis, pulut, ayam goreng, otak² and eclair. Yummy yum yum. Had been hoon and otak² twice.

It was tiring and i was soo bored thinking that i had to be in raffles at 2 to 6pm. Urghh..i actually wanted to do my stock taking but i just duno when i can finish my stock taking as the due date is next monday but i wanted to send it by this sat if possible or maybe Friday evening..And i was told to sign out before i left the place..Urgghh..there goes my luck!

oh and before i forget, Happy National Day!! Wee~ tomorrow's a holiday!!

well, yea. that's what i'm gona say. this week really gona be a short week. why? cause tomorrow the school is having more than a half day since the following day is national day. and since national day falls on wednesday, it's obviously a public holiday. Wee! have a break on 1 day of course. But the following day is a school holiday. Well, not for me thou but for the students and the teachers.

But i wonder if i can finish most of my work by this week? B'cause I have to attend workshop on Tuesday & Thursday's afternoon which lasted till 6pm & Saturday from morning till 6pm. Sianz? Yea, pretty sianz but what to do. Just follow what they want since i'm just an e-m-p-l-o-y-e-e .

Yea & i do not know why my appetite getting bigger & bigger. No wonder i'm gaining more weights. hello gal, no more eating snackies aite? and i've to cut down eating maggie mee again well..speaking of maggie mee, should i ban myself from eating again?i do not know unless someone dare me not to eat. Anyone wana dare me?

Well, i really find myself busy especially on Thursday & Friday. No time for me to rest, especially in the afternoon. Like Thursday, after my class, i'll be rushing around like mad woman trying to complete tasks for that day. But the worse is when my course ends for that particular class..gee, i will definitely have to start my task about 5pm which is my knock out time. And Friday too..

Like today, besides helping Anthony to transfer 2 clips from 2 DV cassettes to 1 DV cassettes, i've to teach a few kids how to use dreamweaver. Not only dat. Last minute update the website & lab usage, open door for my supervisor to teach my kids for SVA. wahh..lots of things. I did upload some webpages up & it turns out ugly. Nevermind. Will get it done by Monday.

Guess i better get to my msn & check a bit of my emails before i leave today. Wonder wat i'm gona do tml?hmmm..

so bad of her to tag me *tsk tsk*

1. Where do you live? - in a house
2. Latest addiction? - Err, blogs? hehe
3. Song that you're listening right now? - No songs actually. Juz the msn "ping" from my frens.
4. What are you doing right now? - What do you expect me to do besides this?
5. Who was the last person you went out to eat with? - Person only? My colleagues: Salmah, Helen & Diyana
6. If you were a toy, what would you be? - Furry soft cat i guess
7. Where would you want to go on your honeymoon? - Depends on my future husband. Maybe Paris
8. What's your ringtone? - Insy Winsy Spider
9. What do you think a toblerone is? - chocolate!
10. What are you wearing right now? - clothes! what else?
11. Do you wear contacts? - No, i'm scared of hurting my eyes.
12. What was the best advice ever given to you? - Respect others if you want them to respect you.
13. Can you drive? - No, but i intend to.
14. What are your plans? - Read my wishlist please.
15. Favourite Film? - You mean movie or the photo film? hehe
16. Do you like to dance? - Umm, dun really noe how to dance.
17. Are you too shy to ask anyone out? - Depends on who the person is.
18. Worst feeling in the world? - Anything that feels pain internally like heart, etc.
19. Worst sound? - Imitation voice
20. What's the first thing you do when you wake up? - Switched off my alarm if it rings or check the time from my hp.
21. Roller coaster, scary or exciting? - Never been on one.
22. How many times do you let the phone ring before you answer it? - I muz count is it?
23. Is the glass half full or half empty? - It depends how you see it. For me, it can be both since the meaning for both are the same.
24. Your best physical feature? -My eyes
25. Milk or white chocolate? -Both
26. Day or night? -Night coz i lack of sleep. hehe
27. Summer or winter? -Summer as i dun really stand coldness.
28. Cake or pie? - Depends what type of cake or pie you're offering me.
29. Diamonds or pearls? - Well, either one is ok but i wana something that really value for $.
30. Sunrise or sunset? - sunset. Love the way the sky looks wen it's sunset.
31. Have you ever broken a bone? - Dun think so.
32. You hate people who are? - Wow, i have a lot. Despo, bitches, jerks, hypocrite..You name them!
33. Do you believe in fighting? - Of course!
34. What skill do you wish you had? - Umm..i duno.
35. Where are your favourite places? - I duno. Home i guess.
36. Who sent you last sms? - My colleague, Marsita.
37. Last sms you sent to? - Marsita.
38. Last person you talked on the phone? - My brother.
39. People whom you chatted with last night? - My sister.
40. Last photos you took with friends? - last 2 months during my graduation.
41. any plans of going out? - beats me.
42. What would you do after answering this bulletin? - hopefully to finish one section for my client's website.
43. Last question: Your tag victims? - Nurul Huda, Rozmail, Hui En, Jaja