Time passes by so fast. Fasting month, Syawal.. and now its nearing to the end of Syawal..
I know its been awhile since I last update.
Alhamdulillah life is getting better nowadays :) I thank Allah for making my life better.
I've been losing hope ever since I got to know Ewanz was engaged to someone. And that hope was eventually vanished. Told him about it. And what shocked me last week was his confession. On trying to get out of his depression and to start a new beginning.
And he told me.. "I hope you can have your hope back.." It just make me go awe. Hehe.. How long has it been, for me to feel like a small girl again getting her very big candy?
He asked me if I would like to meet his parents. It made me breatheless. His sincerity is there. I felt nervous, though I would like to try again. He asked me if I would like to join him that day to watch F1 practise last Friday. I wasn't sure if I could go home late.
He asked me again the following day and after consulting my mom, finally she allowed me to go! And yes I told the truth for the first time *grins*
Mama : "ko nk gi dpt sapa?"
Me : "kwn."
Mama : "yela kwn..pompuan ke laki?"
*some pause*
Me : "lelaki"
*some pause*
Mama : "Nama?"
*some pause*
Me : "Andre."
*some pause* *pause agi*
Mama : "abis kul brapa?"
Me : "11 on the dot"
Mama : "balik lekas. jgn nk menyinggah mana2"
And she asked me again who I'm going out with. And when I told him about it, he was like "That's great!" eventhough when he asked me earlier on, he was kind of 50-50 of getting positive response from me again.
Met him, his dad and brother (didn't know he have a biological brother. I thought bro-in-law) at Bishan MRT, thou they were a bit late. But its ok. I was kinda nervous to meet his dad. His dad beri salam and off we took Circle Line to Esplanade.
Upon reaching, bought some mineral water and buns and made our way to Grandstand Bay. Took some pictures. I declined actually but his dad said "Amik la.. Tak amik rugi tau" And he walked with his other son while Andre took my picture. I think he knew that I'm feeling nervous. Heheh.
Dusk fall and Andre asked me to take pictures with him. I was kind of shocked because.. that's the first time a guy ever asked me to take picture together.
He didn't style his hair and yes I know he blonde his hair. Just to cover the gray hairs. 
The most "kekek" was that he said "lupa nk shave tadi sebelum kluar" heheh.
Had dinner at Mac Donald. And thanks to his dad for the treat *grins* I didn't talk to the brother as I don't know what to talk about when Andre and his dad went for smoke.
And each time there's intervals in between, he asked me to follow him out of grandstand, whether to take some air or to smoke. I was kind of embarrassed since his dad is around.
Anyway, it ended at 11pm sharp and we tried to squeeze in between the crowds.. And at one point of time, I was walking ahead and he called me from behind "Awak tu anak org.. Jgn jalan jauh2.. " I stopped for awhile and his dad smiled. He sent me home to my lift before he took a cab home since the bus service to his home was not available.
Geez, my first trip to f1 on 26th September and spending like 9 hours with him. *grins*
Wanted to pass him his stuff from my bag but he told me that I should keep for him first. If this is our new beginning and destiny together, may it brings good to both of us :)
This Saturday's plan might be postponed as Lia wasn't feeling well. And he did told me that he intend to bring his foster daughter. A daughter which he found again after being separated from him for quite sometime. Thou he's not the biological father, he loved the girl so much even though she's 10 this year.
So shall just wait for the update. Meantime, I'm looking forward to meet my ex colleague this Sunday at her wedding and my other ex colleagues :)
P/S: It's weighing in my mind. Now that he has a daughter.. Should I also take his foster daughter's heart? Geez.. I think this Saturday's plan might be him focusing more of her rather than me (>_<")
