I'm feeling bored. *sigh* My dear hubby is still going through his reservist this week. And, he just entered the jungle around noon time just now. Haiyah.

And I'm bored at home. Really bored. *sigh* Nothing interesting to update on =/

And it's coming near =/

I'm not myself nowadays. Feeling pressurized and so on. Menses is around the corner. Bummer *sigh*

Anyway, I'm extremely proud with my dear hubby Ewanz as he finally obtained another license =)
Wee~! Thou he's on reservist this week and next week, he really made the effort to study hard, eventhough he had to retake the first and second paper.

Boy, I'm missing this man of mine =)

And I'm excited we're meeting soon. Yay! It's like almost a month since we last met.

25 more days....

Yesterday, adeq dropped a big hint to Mama. Below were the conversations while we're in the kitchen and apparently, I was taking out hand beater to beat the eggs for my muffins.

Mama: Nak pegi mana?
Adeq: Nak pegi cari calon *smile widely*
Mama: Lum keja lagi, lum kasi mak ko rasa duit keja ko, ada hati nak cari calon?
Adeq: Kakak Yana ada *smile widely*
Me: ....
Mama: Dia kalau ada pon taknak mengaku.
Adeq & Me: .....

Thanks eh for telling that to Mama (-_-") . I just don't see now's the right time to tell. When the time is right, I'll definitely inform Mama ok.

Anyway, he was out late evening yesterday till early morning and yes, meeting his Jannah. Earlier on, I saw him busy making a card with his lovey wishes I think and busy asking if anyone of us have ribbons (so that he can tie to the lovely red box which I don't know contain what, but he was felt quite disturbed if me or Kakak peeped).

Anyway, I just got to know something about the new ezlink card. Well, since I don't go out nowadays and most of the time stuck at home, jobless, I found out that we can't have less than about $1 to travel on bus and $3 (if I'm not mistaken) while taking train. Weird right? We have the right to use the money to the very last cent as we're the one who bought the card. It happened to Kakak just now and she's damn pissed off. Therefore, she straight away made a complain online once we reached home from Sunday night class.

Anyway, my dear hubby Ewanz going to reservist which starts tomorrow *sob* I'm gonna miss him *sigh* I will be quite hard for us to communicate when he's in camp. Oh well. Just have to keep myself occupied, then.

And Abah was asking if we, the siblings wanna join Abah and Mama to go on holiday to Terengganu during the last few days of March holiday. *sigh* Unless they wanna sponsor me *grins*

It's 1 month 4 days left..

Firstly, I would like to wish those who are celebrating, a Happy Valentine's Day.

As you see, both Ewanz and I are not celebrating. Well, I did mentioned about V-day previous years that V-day is actually celebrated by Christians. If you know the history of V-day, I guess you wouldn't be celebrating.

No offence to those who celebrate. But seriously isn't there any other days you can treat or show your love to your loved ones on other days except 14 Feb? According to the newspaper reports, there's quite a number of couples booking hotel rooms 2 or 3 days to celebrate V-day this year. I do wonder, why must the man (of the couple) be horny on 14 Feb? Can't they be horny on other days as well? Weird, but it's true.

But, oh well. Some might say to me "You're just jealous because you can't celebrate". I don't lose anything. But seriously, the prices are pretty expensive just because it's Valentine's Day compare to normal days. It's all about saving money since it's recession nowadays.

Anyway, to occupy myself, I decided to make modified muffins from the recipe I found online. And it turns out superbly delicious and soft!


Picture above shows the mixture before I placed them into the oven. For me, I prefer to decorate the top of the mixture with lots of chocolate chips (if its got to do with chocolate chips). Mama always remind me of what my late Nyai's advice. Which is "Never be stingy when it comes to food, whether you're letting your family eat it, or even the guests".


About 20 to 30 minutes later, it looks shiny and when you start to eat it, boy, it's extremely soft compare to the muffins I've done before. I prefer soft muffins compare to hard muffins =)



The top view. When I opened the oven, or even stood beside the oven, I could smell both blueberry and chocolate chips at the same time. As of today, I've officially made a modified version of muffins, to which I'm naming it as Blueberry Chips Muffin (sounds funny, but who cares? I'm the one who modified some ingredients and to which, I ought to change the name too. Hehehe. )

I wonder if I should sell these muffins in the future? Small occasions perhaps? I don't know. Hmm...but who's going to buy? Lol.

It can be pretty frustrating when you're busy finding tokens in-game and *boom* someone kills you. Each and every time, Ewanz and I tries to go back, we got killed. Therefore, since we're extremely tired of getting killed in-game, we decided to report the matter since it's consider harrassing (part of the rules based on the terms and conditions).

To make the matter worse, those who have grudges on Ewanz in-game, decided to bombard him thou it's off topic. And I too became the victim (just because I was seen together with Ewanz in game playing together, I got kill too just because I help Ewanz to buff). The person who started the whole thing which made us frustrated, then tried to accuse us without proof.

But there's one particular person whom I really despised. He critises people's English as thou he has a perfect English (to which, he doesn't possess). And when I started to lay the facts on what really happen, he kept on going off topic until there's one sentence which really blew my top (I know it's just a game but words can be sharp as a knife if you don't know how to structure it carefully).

This is what he said, to which I quoted in the forum.

Originally Posted by Tomeja
Use your brain a litte, IF you have one....And if you don't understand my English, then I suggest you take a English study to refresh your language, because now I speak the simplest English I've ever done. I agree the words weren't written in a perfect sence, but it were understandable^^

If this is what you get, wouldn't you feel frustrated? All because I asked him to re-explain a particular phrase as the punctuation, grammer, etc wasn't correct. Pffftt..! And funny, all my post are posted in English. Sometimes these overseas fellow thought that they have better English than ours. To them, they might think that our country's first language isn't English. Pffftt..! Well, everyone do make mistakes sometimes, but hey, that kind of sentences really downgrades someone and its insulting.

And *poof*, that fellow got ban in forum by the Super Moderator. Hahahahaha! Boy, I'm so glad. One thing I don't really favour the game's forum is that the Head Game Admin Moderator is kind of corrupted. She's really one-sided and even allowing his bf to use her account by misusing the "power". And to make it worse, they too dislike Ewanz.

Pathetic. In-games and forums bound to have all these, but seriously, I never see pathetic players who tries to downgrade others when they don't even know the other party at all.

P.S: If you don't understand, it's ok. Unless you've played mmorpg before, perhaps you will understand =)

My whole hands are currently smell of crabs.

I was helping Mama during the evening, to peel the crabs by taking the flesh out of the boiled crabs which Mama froze the boiled crabs before, was placed in the freezer fridge and boy, the whole freezer smell "hanyi".

Anyway, it's really exhausting thou Mama helped to peel only the pincers. Later on, the pure crab meat was cooked as part of the fried rice as well as bagedel. And I actually dozed off about 8pm till 950pm.

And my hands still smell of crabs! *faints*

I'm missing my Ewanz. I guess he's either asleep now or he's not yet back home. Initially we're supposed to meet today. But, he told me yesterday that his dad wanted Ewanz to go fishing with him. Well, it's not always he went out with his dad. *shrug*

And he's going reservist next Monday, to which it clashes with his vocational license test. Hmm, wonder how to defer it? Anyone have any idea?

Oh and yesterday's CS we won again. It's pretty miracle as we lost the castle for about 20 minutes and managed to get it again within the last 2 minutes. How nice =) And they'er going to change the time soon =/ to which, I doubt I can play if it's changed to 6pm. Arrghhh! Stupid! Why must they accommodate to the other side of the world's timing? Argghh!

I'm basically testing to see which skins suits my blog. Might change to a new skin or stick to this She.Her. skin, thou I have another skin in mind which is this..


Why? Because it looks cute xD Hehehe...

I'm feeling kinda bored actually.

And boy, I actually feel a little scared just now because I was watching a little on Bangku Kosong which was showed in Suria and Scariest Places on Earth on Ch5 where they showed 3 girls and a guy went to an asylum which was vacant since 1985, to which they encountered a few mysterious "events". And they actually managed to captured "voices" of spirits. All I heard was "so much pain". Kinda scary.

Anyway,


isn't he adorable? With it's paws like that. Awwww...!

Some wonder why I'm putting the word laughing as my title.

Well, I heard over the radio that it's good to laugh at least 15 times a day. Some says laughter can relieve stress, boost your immunity, improve lung function and so on.

But whatever it is, don't laugh alone for no reason. Well, some people might just think that you're insane. But this is not the real reason why I'm blogging about this.

I'm going to list down a few types of laughter.

You laugh when you find something funny. But seriously, is it alright if you laugh at someone else for their own weakness or stupidity?

Not for me thou.

If you come across someone where you witness that person's weakness, what's some people's response? Laugh at him or her. To them, it might be funny. But try putting yourself in that person's shoes.

What if someone else laugh at you about your own weakness? Will you be alright? Will you still smile at that person for laughing at your weakness? Perhaps once or twice might be alright. But if that person keeps on laughing at you everytime, wouldn't you feel frustrated? Wouldn't you feel like boxing that person to make them shut up?

For me, I would if I could. Especially when people spot my weakness. Everyone has their own weaknesses.

Personally, for me if someone kept on laughing at me in my face either I would keep myself extremely quiet or walk away or keep myself away from that person.

For some people, they do not like others to keep on pointing out their weaknesses, treat it as a joke and then laugh it off. Some might treat it as an insult and feel offended. It depends on each individual. When I mention "depends on each individual", it means that some people are sensitive. So am I sensitive?

Based on my zodiac which is Pisces, yes I'm sensitive in nature.

But some people will exclaim "Why must you feel offended? It's just a joke." Sensitivity is hard to explain. Therefore, some people will either choose to remain silence or worse, some might turn it into a fighting fist.

There's an irritating laughter as well as a fake laughter. Some people can try to fake their laughter by being sarcastic or by attracting people's attention. Well, everyone knows what's a sarcastic laughter.

A laughter that attract people's attention is basically associated to ladies (no offence. It's true.). Back during my secondary school days, I learnt from some "friends" on how to laugh. And that laughter is actually to attract boys. Oh well.

A note of advice from me.
It might sounds a little weird. But, it's best to think before you laugh especially if you're laughing at someone's weakness. You may hurt that person's feeling eventhough some people will say it's alright to laugh at their weakness.

Anyway, off topic.

I'm missing my Ewanz *sob*

There's something to show here..



It's pretty amazing thou. Well, as the saying goes, nothing is impossible. Oh, and don't forget to view the other video called "Rat loves Cat Rejection" something like that..

Anyway, was talking to Shasha via msn. I know it's been a while since I last met her.


Haha. Well, apparently she was asking me whether I'm thinking of changing my multiply's skin. Lol. I was thinking of changing this blog's skin. There's a few and I'm having a bit of trouble with the text editor in this Mac. Oh well, will troubleshoot it some other day.

Anyway...

I wanna go out! *sigh* But, like what I've said in my previous entries, it's pretty hard for me to go out as and when I want. I've to think of my ezlink balance and expenses. Even when I went to meet my dear Ewanz, we didn't spend on anything except two bottles of drink. *sigh*

Ok, anyone want to sponsor my expenses? Lol. Just joking xD

I got bitten by my hamster and right now, I'm in a merajuk mood from him.

Anyway, during in-game, it was really a pissed off yet a joyful one as my guild-ally managed to keep the castle =D


This was last week's battle and my dear Ewanz had to use another character before he switched to another character after the battle ended.


This is the surprised that my dear Ewanz gave me when I online in-game the other time. Initially I didn't notice at first (the right hand side). Therefore the items I have to rearrange. Only after he asked me if I noticed something, then I realised that he actually display something for me to see. There's not enought space, therefore the heart shaped looked a little weird, but hey, the meaning is there! =D

I've gained weight *sob*

Met my dear Ewanz yesterday and he pointed out that I've put on weight. Well, sitting at home most of the time does make me put on some weight *sigh* seriously, I really really need a job.

I just don't understand those companies out there. Sometimes, I wonder. Is it really that difficult to drop a mail to those job seekers that they are unsuccessful in securing the job from the interview they went to? At least, have some courtesy so that the job seekers wouldn't be waiting that farking long. Grr..! The excuses they gave for not dropping mail will be "There are many applicants and we don't have time to send out email. Yada yada..

Ok la. I'm tired right now. I need a rest.