Extremely busy today. And gosh, the kids aren't helpful either. Basically, it's like everything is done by me. None by them, the cutting of some of the clips. *sigh* It's really irritating. Seriously. Anyway, can say about 60% is done. Yey! Just to put in some pictures as well as to delete 1 more minute and to insert in text, graphics as well as effects and then we're done.

Had lunch in school. Well, lunch was provided as they were giving out some red packets for those who are 60 years old but still teaching. Good for them. There's prata and mee siam to choose, to which I took the 2 prata kosong since I was craving for prata telur yesterday. Hehe.

And today, I received a wedding invitation from one of the teachers, who actually joined the school beginning of this year.


Nice right? It's only 1 side and it's printed on photo paper. =) So what should I call this? Wedding card? Wedding photo? Gee... Insya Allah, if I have nothing on that day, I shall be going down to the wedding. With who? Well, I'm not sure. Hopefully Mr. Imp is free on that day, furthermore, the wedding is held somewhere near Mr. Imp's area.

And, speaking of Mr. Imp, it had been awhile since I last communicate with him and I'm missing him uh.

Anyway, I accidentally woke up at 4am today as my handphone vibrated. Thanks you for the message Mr. Turtle. =)

I couldn't sleep last night. My phone was vibrating with messages. And that woke me up. I don't know why I went to check.

Found out that one of my juniors passed away due to heatstroke during NS. My condolence to his family. I'm extremely sorry what had happened. Please my friends. Do take care wherever you are. Rest in Peace, Ricky Liu.

Some will be going to the funeral today. Well, since I've made plans with Shasha to accompany her, I wouldn't be attending the funeral. Well, just accompany Shasha to make her payments at True Yoga.

Anyway, yesterday had dinner with Shasha. We had a good talk. Just don't think too much ok gal? After my meet up with Shasha, met up with Khairil. Well, he just drove around Hougang before he sent me home.

While wanting to take the lift up, Adeq asked me to bring down some drinks for him. Passed to him and chatted with him about his Vespa. Learned quite a few things. Ok uh. At least, I know that he wanted to do some amendments to his Vespa.

And, I couldn't receive the message on time. Most of the time, the message which I'm supposed to receive before 12am, was received at 3am. *sigh*

Anyway, I'm missing my Mr. Imp. Deeply & very much.

To YayaSky: Happy Birthday Dearie *muackz & hugs* May you have a wonderful year =)

Last Friday, met up Mr. Imp. =) I'm so loving it. Initial plan was to leave work at 4.15pm. But he wasn't sure if he should meet me that day. It's not because he doesn't want to meet but the feeling he had that I will for sure get into trouble for returning home late.

Saw him under his void deck and he said

Wow, lawa la you. Very simple.

I blushed. For me, that day was my most slacking outfit. Everything so grey on me. Anyway, his brother saw me and asked why I didn't buy anything for him, in a jokingly manner. Obviously, even if I were to sponsor Mr. Imp shopping last Monday, I wouldn't buy anything for his brother.

Anyway, met Shasha on Saturday around my area while waiting for Ryan to fetch her. Well, I didn't went out with my family since it was a last minute thing and that I missed the chance of my dad treating at Hajah Maimunah (again). Went to Wing Tai with Shasha. The shorts that I bought, well couldn't fit as it started to jam when it reaches my bottom butt. (-.-") It's really pathetic. Bought some tops and a pair of white pants. I love the pants but the thing is that I no longer could wear the M size. I've increased to 2 size bigger (o_O")

At night, went to MacD to use the wireless. We were in the MacD and I'm frantically trying to connect and detect the WirelessSG for a solid 1h 10minutes before my sister's lappie became flat. Told my sister that I wanted to try outside the MacD and at last I got 2 signals. Stupid right? Should have tried sitting outside in the first place.

And today's initial plan was to go to gym. But seriously, I felt soo damn tired and lazy. Tee Hee. Sorry babe. And I think, Mr. Imp prefer me not to go to gym.

I strongly agree with the words above.

Anyway, I was alright by night time. I think, after Mr. Imp contacted me. Yesterday, went back to office, after signing and talking to my Manager, I went to the small park near International Plaza and just sat down while continuing to wake up Mr. Imp.

So, the meet up was canceled as he didn't call me back after his brother picked up my call (to which i did called both his hp & home phone) after I think nearly 70 to 100 times of missed calls. I sat down there and started to emo. Gosh. Looking at people walking pass me, those Banglas eating their dinner without taking care what people thinks about them as well as stupid office people who willingly wait for the only lift to go down to the MRT control station.

I was scrolling down the contacts. Wanted to call my babe Shasha but thinking that she might be on her way to mit her bestie Agee, I ditched the idea to call. Plus, my emotions was filling me quite fast. Played the boring game on my handphone. And suddenly my babe called me.

While talking to her, my tears just rolled down the cheeks. While wiping my tears, I did noticed this Indian lady looked at me as she walked pass me chasing her toddler. Babe Shasha joined me and noticed my face was really the emo typed whereby its almost the same like I was somewhere in September if I'm not mistaken.

Had a heart to heart talk to her. I was feeling a bit light after that. Thanks gal. I did try to smile. Initially, made plans with Irfan to meet up after I left Tanjong Pagar, but he couldn't start his car as his car batt was flat. So I went straight home.

Mr. Imp messaged me about 7.34pm. We chatted on the phone. Initially I was angry with him. But no point in getting mad with him.

Kakak saw my face. Initially she wanted to show me something but I guessed she rather not take a risk. Messaged with Mr. Imp till I fell asleep.

And today, Shahrul fetched me from home to work. Reached Sembawang at 7.04am and we sat opposite the school to chit chat. Could see he's soo into me. Gosh. I don't know. Before I left, he pulled my hand and kissed my right cheek to which I blushed and told him thanks before I went into the school.

And initially he wanted to meet me today. But, I did told him I might have plans with my beautiful Babe Shasha. Wee~! Kekekeke. Sorry uh.

And my Mr. Imp called. Yey! Muackz ~! Love the conversation. Mushy2 all the way to which I can't display. Tee Hee. Hopefully, tomorrow we got to meet up. I'm missing Mr. Imp aka Mr. Cute Guy.

Met my babe yesterday. Had Mee Sua Fried Fish. Thanks babe. Saw Fadz when we walk through This Fashion.

Mr. Imp called yesterday while I was on the way to the MRT to meet my babe.

I really like it

*smiles* I'm glad you appreciate and happy with it. We chatted for nearly 20 minutes before he got ready for work. We might meet up today =) Hopefully, we do have a chance in meeting up today.

*sharks* I hate it. Especially when I hate emo people. And, it happened that I'm emo-ing today. Perhaps, because of the monthly visit that I'm feeling super sensitive. It's just something that someone pointed out. *sigh* I know I'm not pretty and I will never be pretty.

Thanks Mr. Turtle for wanting to know. I know you're very concern. But seriously, no matter who I just know, they will always comment. I'm trying hard not to shed tears in front of the students.

I just need to control my emotions. For that sentence "I'm just one of the ugly people in the streets", perhaps it's true.

I think I need to be alone. Just for today. Perhaps just for this morning. I don't know. I just need a hug. Anyone?

We met at last. Yey! Happy me, happy him =) And love him to bits. Met him up at City Hall. It's been a long time since I last stepped there. And, at least the "coast" is clear, if not you will see lots of people waiting when you stepped out from the control station.

Patrols by the Uniform guys. So, while waiting for my dear Mr. Imp, I was actually looking at people, seeing how they dress up as well as their shoes! It's been a long time since I last watch people's fashion alone. Hehe. As usual, there's weird fashion out there, but hey they don't care what other people thinks. As long they feel good, they just wear what they want to wear.

As soon as I saw the Cute Guy, off we went to Peninsula Plaza as I don't feel like eating (duh, I'm having my first day of menses, so I don't really feel like eating eventhough I had some banana fritters as well as maggie bowl).

He wore that white thing, darn I forgot the term. But all I can say there's a hood at the back. Our main item in the shopping list is his Vans shoes. Next on the list is his work shoes. My feet were aching due to the shoes I'm wearing yesterday. Ah, the new pair of shoes which I bought last Saturday. I didn't tell him about it as I don't want to spoil the evening.

As soon as we reached the basement, the first shop he went into was a shop that sell clothes. Ok, he noticed a pair of pants. I know he like it but I kept quiet. Next shop, he saw skinny pants. It's obviously he wanted to buy the pants. Went from shop to shop looking for shoes but we can't seemed to find the pair of shoes which he like so much.

And we frequently went into the shop that sells skinny pants. He wanted me to buy but I decline it as well I find that it's not my type. After a while, he bought himself 2 pairs of black skinny pants at the 2nd shop. We went to the second last shop. And, I saw one of the salesgirls was trying to tackle Mr. Cute Guy when he was looking at the grey pants. I kept quite. And I think she heard Mr. Cute Guy was talking to someone as I saw a head peering out (as I was standing far away from sight and just beside him).

The salesgirl who attended to him asked me to stand outside the changing room (ok, they should not block the way as I was having difficulties to walk due to congestion in that shop). The last shop, the salesgirl kept asking me if I didn't want to buy myself something from her shop. Tried to praise my Mr. Imp so much.

"Abg Hensem sedih ke tak dapat cari benda yg nak dicari?" Ewah. Sedap tul mulut ni perempuan. But all I did was just smile. And I think she checked out my butt. Ok, I admit yesterday I felt my butt was soo round and jet outwards that much. Haha. I don't know why.

Anyway, bought for my Mr. Cute Guy a pair of black shoes. It doesn't cost much as it's on discount. And since he likes it soo much, and I could see in his face that he might just forgo the shoes, I quickly told him that I'll buy for him.

Betul Ayg nak belikan?

And yey! He got his work shoes. And he really felt bad about letting me to pay. It's ok baby. Don't mention. It's for you. And make sure when you buy the Vans shoes, DO NOT wear it to work.

Sat down somewhere near the MRT and had our drinks. We chatted for awhile. He kept giving me a peak on the cheek. Ku sudah melting (^_^) Wee~!

Da lama org lain tk belikan i pape. Thanks Syg for the shoes.

Pity him. Treat it as a gift ok darling? Muackz. Mr. Cute Guy alighted at Orchard, while I alighted at AMK. Before he alighted, he kept giving me peaks on the cheek. (^_^) Wee~! Ku da cairr ~!

I'm gonna miss you. This Wed I off. Ti I kol U k?

Wee~! Ok Syg! Muackz! I'm soo gonna miss him and I did. After he alight from the train. And before he went off, I could see his face beamed in delight.

His message to me after I told him that I've reached home:

Thank U vry much dear. I enjoy today. Muackz! Luv U..

Ok, I'm soo the sinking (^_^) For, I too am loving Mr. Cute Guy ever since we first know each other. For the rest who kept on wondering who is Mr. Cute Guy, sorry uh no photos as we didn't even take pics together. Insya Allah, one day if we remember to take pictures together. Hehe.

He called me in the morning. We had a nice chat before i start my training. And yes, I'm looking forward to meet him. He was having his off day yesterday and he shagged himself by going to Sentosa as his friend organised an event there for about 40 of them.

Told me to wake him about 4+ before I leave for work. And here, I'm still at work because we had to change the plan *sigh*. And I'm beginning to hate work. I just wish I'm not working for this company. And just now, my supervisor asked me to come down to the meeting room to help them to type. And when I reached there, all I have to do is to wait like a stupid person.

And rather then wasting my time by just staring into space and making the Principal just look at me while she command a teacher to type what she said, it really irks me up.

So I went up to my room feeling bored. Perhaps it's the Monday Blues. Perhaps, the monthly visit is here. I'm not sure if it's too fast or something. Perhaps I miscalculate the calendar. It's the 2 weeks after my period. Am I alright? Seriously, I find something strange somewhere. *sigh* I don't know whether it's really true but I kept getting blood stains past few weeks. And just now, really when I was having training, the pain in the stomach is unbearable. Something like my first day of menses.

Anyway, called imp and wake him up. And I started to feel emo-ing. I don't know whether it's because of me thinking that when he raise his voice a lil means he's angry with me. All because I'm so stubborn not to let him have some time to think especially when he just wakes up.

*sigh* Thou I know he wanted to meet me today, I did said something, that might trigger him by saying "It's ok if don't want to meet me" and I was nearly in tears just now. And..I don't know if he really wants to meet me today as I'm waiting for his call right now.

Met up with Shasha for two days. Yesterday, went to meet her at Tampines. Walked around. Noticed one of the perfume shop is having sale. Plus, there's one pair of shoes in Mondo really captures my heart. But the problem is that the outer layer is made of cloth. And I fear that it will get soak, especially when the rainy season hits Singapore.

Anyway, today, met up with Shasha again and off we went to Far East Plaza. Had our lunch at the usual place. Bought myself 2 pairs of shoes after our lunch. One is a covered pair of shoes and the other is open type. Wee~! And all together it's less than $50.

And we made our way to Bugis to visit National Library. Went from one level to another and ended up at L9 instead of L7. And tada~! Plugged in the wires for the lappie and here I am, able to login to the net.

Kinda miss logging in from home. It's just that I prefer to login in the comfort zone, whereby even if you fall asleep or wanting to go to toilet, you can just go without worrying. But if you're doing that in the public and if you're alone, you have to carry the lappie anywhere you go, fearing that people might steal your things.

He replied my message in the morning. I miss him to bits. Told him I'm going out to buy shoes with Shasha.

I miss U. Take care. Muackz!!

I miss you too dear! MMmuackz!! And while I'm typing this blog, he msg my phone asking me where I am. Aww! (^_^)

I was checking out youtube. When I found out about the NEVC which I was involved in. And it turned out sucks. Extremely sucks. I'm not the one who edit it. Everything gone wrong. Urgh! Hate it. Really hate it. That's why we don't win anything. *sigh* If I know, I would focus more on the video rather than the website.

Below is the music video of Usah Lepaskan, ITE version. They tried to make it like MTV style. Take a look at the icon at the top right hand corner.


Ok, I miss my imp. And, the last time I chatted with him was just a few days ago, which was on Tuesday..

Was blog hopping and I come across this video. Ok, I admit the guy's voice is superb. But, if you look carefully, he's singing under the void deck at night. Oh, yea the quality of the video isn't that great.

I'm sick. Not that I'm having illness or something. It's just that I'm sick of my coy. And I'm beginning to slack just because of what they did.

Firstly, they underpaid us. I mean Hello, we're supposed to earn nearly 2K already but I'm still not seeing that kind of amount credited to my bank. Yet, we're still earning that pathetic basic pay, which my juniors are even paid the same amount.

Its really sucks. And these juniors, they are the worse bunch of farking idiots. Firstly, they're earning the same pay with us. Secondly, they are always chosen for the Star Awards and first prize gets $500. And my time, there isn't any of those shit!. Urgh!

And I got to know we've to sign the form. And according to that Gay (which I termed him), "It's to prevent like what happened during your case." Fark! So in conclusion those Blowing people think we're spreading the disease to the juniors?

How do I know about all this? We had a sharing session. Just a few of us. Away from their eyes. I hope they didn't see us thou they know how close we are to fight our way through.

And that E told me, when I pulled him one side yesterday during the stupid mini celebration cum get to know session that I might be coming back to office. Urgh! I hate it. I extremely hate it. That means, if it's confirm, I wouldn't be online starting from next year during office hours. Perhaps you wouldn't even see me nor even update my blog. *sigh*

It stressed me up. Shared with them. And we agreed to accept the next position, which they are going to promote us, provided they are taking us in the sum which we agreed on, separately. Perhaps 2+K sounds a very good idea. If not, they are losing 4 of us, which we concluded will be a big loss for them. With the type of work I've done for them as well as for the client and the amount of years spend in their stupid Blowing Hub, I doubt I should be paid very low.

And a Senior Executive should be earning what the market offered, same thing if they are promoting us to Asst Managers. I couldn't care less. And I saw yesterday, there's sum of $1900 which is less than $2K within the accounts database.

Their stupid remarks saying they are improving. But, none of it can be seen. And Big B had already bought that stupid penthouse in Aust. Fark. Using Blowing Hub expenses. ARGGGH! I don't work hard to let them have the convenience by stealing the money I should be earning. And teachers, please stop it. I'm not even earning what you think I'm earning ok! I hate it!!

And Stupidly, I'm left with 5 days of leave when I'm supposed to have 6 which I've canceled one earlier this year. And I'm supposed to get 12 days per contract year. But within a year of the calendar, I'm only entitled 9 days. Fark!

And, I really need a good reason to move out of the Blowing Hub for good. In case they offer me with that amount of pathetic salary.

I need my comforts. My babes and my imp. And currently, one of my babes is meeting me almost every week. As for the rest, *sigh* I really feel as thou I'm nobody to them. Yes I do have lots of phone numbers in my handphone. But none of them contacted me. And they regard themselves as friends.

I really felt lonely. And my imp... I'm missing imp really very badly. I nearly burst out yesterday. Where? I forgot where, I think in the MRT but I controlled myself. And right now, I think I'm about to burst too. *sigh*

Sadly to say, I can't login at night anymore. All because the linksys is now secured. *sigh* Back to square one *tsk tsk*

Anyway, supposed to go to Nazreen's Wedding at Chai Chee on Sunday with imp, but he's pretty tired. I knew he would be tired on that day. And because Lia know Nazreen too, so I asked her to accompany me. The color decoration was nice. Off white with marroon. Pictures will be uploaded once I retrieve the pictures from Lia.

Pretty scary when Lia's mom made the proposal that she initially wanted to matchmake me. I was like "Eh?" It really sounds scary. Ok, let's drop the subject.

Yesterday met up with Bebeh Shasha. Had Ban Mian. Wee~! Love it. Yummy. Trying to find some nice clothes for myself as well as shoes but none captured my heart. *sigh* I badly in need of shoes!

And I'm thinking of changing my handphone. Any recommendations of which model I should buy?

Oh, and had conference talk with some FM people. As usual, if I'm in a conference, I tend to be extremely silence. And, I actually find it kind of bored.

Anyway, my left eye started to swollen. Usually it's the eyelid. But this time, it's the bottom of the eye. Gosh. It really feels and look awful with one of my eye becoming swollen. And it hurts.

And today, parents come to school to collect their child's report book. And, I'm having training later. Sharks. Hate it. Especially when I'm in charge of 3 groups at one shot. Urgh. And their attitude sucks. And 2h 30mins is pretty long. *sigh*

And... I miss my imp very much. Aarrgghh!

An entry which I should type yesterday night, but ended up I fell asleep in front of the lappie due to exhaustion.

She received a call to meet him. Went to his home to meet her love after stopping by the office to retrieve.

They met. First thing he said

Cute nya dia!

She loves him. He loves her. And eventhough she stinks, he still loves her. She enjoys his company. He enjoys her company. Both she and him love the quality time spend =)

He looks cute laying down on her lap. And she cradles him to sleep. He waited for her to get the bus home before he crossed over to take his bus to work.

And she slept soundly after meeting him.

Alhamdulillah, we're safely back in Singapore yesterday night by about 1015pm. Spent loads of time wasting at Carrefour Batu Pahat. Let me go through a bit of details over the 1 day 2 nights trip.

On Wednesday, rushed home from work to do last minute packing for the night departure. Waited for my aunt's family to fetch us at around 1015pm. I thought they would arrive at 9pm. Anyway, went to Woodlands Checkpoint and successfully entering Malaysia.

Uncle Sono drove and as you know that the highways in the neighbouring country isnt' well lit up ni most places. We got lost for nearly 2 hours before we seeked SOS call to Uncle Sal (where we're supposed to arrive at his home at about 1130pm.) The signs are confusing too. Lots of works being made to the surrounding and travelling in the night makes it harder to see everything.

Supposed to turn to Taman Perling but we ended up in the Perling's side. And we got lost again at Taman Perling as my Uncle didn't turn to the left side after seeing Taman Perling mall. Ended up, we reached Uncle Sal's home at about 1am.

Left Uncle Sal's home on Thursday at about 945am and we reached Great Grandpa's home at Batu Pahat at about 1140am. I could clearly remember that ther's a Surau nearby. And it had been ages since I last stepped there. It was like 10 years ago. Surprising there's lots of flies but I guessed for them, it's a common thing. About 2+pm we left and headed towards Muar to go to Nyai Long's home.

Saw Zakiah, nyai's daughter who is about 20 years old. Anyway, we had fresh young coconut drink! And yummy...the white coconut thingy is soo superb. First time I'm watching on Astro, a show whereby 2 girls and 1 guy round around the cemetary for 7 times and ended up they were haunted by Headless Ghost as well as Pontianak. Forgot the title. Hehe..

About 530pm, we headed to Carrefour Batu Pahat and lots of time wasted there as I had no idea why my aunt and uncle took their own sweet time to get moving after shopping. By the time we started to make a move, it was already 8+pm. And going back to Singapore, it took like 4 hours drive through the highway.

I wanted to take a nap but I can't. Because too much conversation and it isn't that comfy to fall asleep. Perhaps, the road isn't smooth. Perhaps, I'm just wondering why there's too few lights along all the roads. Perhaps I'm sick that some of the people there just cut into our lane. Perhaps, I find that they speed too much. Urgh..I don't know.

Took taxi home from Potong Pasir since Uncle Sono had to return the car by 1040pm. By the time we reached home, it was like 11pm. By the time I finished cleaning up myself and helped myself to some sushi it was nearly 12am.

And by the time I woke up, it's 620am. And luckily I'm on time to work. Nearly late for work. And, seriously, I don't feel like going to work as I'm still tired from the 4h drive.

Not much of work today. Scanning of P's signature (my HOD asked me to scan) as well as setting up computer so that the kids can view Pokemon. Anyway had lunch date with Henry. Yeah, at last. I was shocked he came by the school. He needed to return the pass. So I went for lunch 30 minutes earlier than I'm supposed to. Had lunchie at Cavana and he sent me back to school via taxi. Thanks buddy. And have a good rest.

Argued with akiDz in radio chat. Really. I just don't like talking to him. It just irks me up. And he called me an office girl when I'm not. Ended up, the people in the radio was like "Whoa! Fighting among the two" Call me sensitive and that's what I am. I just dont want people to think I'm really an office girl when my task aren't even similar with what an office girl should do.

Lied to my administrator that I had last minute stuff to attend when I'm supposed to collect the certs. I'm lazy ok. And seriously, I sent the email out about 450pm. Who cares?

Ironed most of my clothes for tomorrow. And I realised I forgot to iron one more item. Ah, perhaps I'll do it tomorrow when I gets home. And right now? I'm feeling lethargic. I need my rest. I need my sleep.

Oh..and he called me in the morning about 925am.

Syg buat apa?

I was surfing Facebook but I just told him I was surfing. Checked out something for him.

Rindu U

Aww..I'm soo sinking! Seriously I miss him loads too. Told him I'm going off tomorrow's night. I could sense his disappointment but he tried to hide it and I didnt want to point out. And initially I thought that he's not working on Deepavali. Because if he didn't then I might just go out with him or he's not working on Wednesday, I might just go out with him till the wee morning. But, he had to work. Pity my dearie.

And the rest is too mushy, too private. Lol! Nana was msn-ing and I replied her that I just finished romen with my dearie after we put down the phone.

And now, I'm feeling dead shit as I didnt know that tomorrow's the marking day and the kids wouldn't be coming to school. And I should actually gave the consent forms before they went off. And I only knew about it when I was on the way back to school and that left me like 20 minutes. By the time I finished writing the consent form, bell had rang. And how do I know the kids wouldnt be in school? Because I msned one of the students and she told me. Damn. I'm serious in deep shit *sigh*

I was just about to edit the website when one particular teacher came and asked me to burn 2 video tapes into CDs by afternoon. It was pretty last minute and that time was about 11am. I hesitate to complete the task but I told her that I will try and complete it.

But I had planned my time first. Perhaps I should start working on it after lunch and had my meals in my lab at about 1230pm. But, everything spoilt my plan as a malay class came in as they wanted to use the projector to watch some Malay shows from VCD. And at that point of time, I was having my first two spoons of rice! Urgh. Ended up I started transferring the video at about 2pm instead of 130pm. And tape 1 was giving me some trouble. So I proceeded with tape 2. By the time I finished with tape 2, it was about 430pm. And, the thing why it's very slow was because there wasn't any enough memory in the computer. Argh! Hate it!

Told the teacher that I couldnt manage to complete it eventhough I had tried my best. And she was rushing me as she needed the CD by 4pm to give to the vendor. I was wondering to myself why on earth must she gave me the tape pretty late as the tape was recorded in 2006.

And when I was burning the CD for tape 2, you know you have to wait for a few seconds to let it make your CD usable. But I've waited like 30 minutes when it stated that it will process in 5 more seconds! After I explained to her, she decided to pass the tape to the vendor. I was pretty pissed off as she had wasted my time in the first place. By the time I went back to my computer, it was already 605pm. And I wasted a solid 4 hours which I gained nothing! Urgh!

Went to some shops in Ang Mo Kio before I headed home. Saw 3 cats at the staircase near one of the shops. People had been cutting into my lane as I walked. It's pretty frustrating. And furthermore, there's people who linger around, still undeciding whether they should take the escalator or not. But for goodness sake, STOP blocking people's way. Urgh! And people who speaks loudly and laughing loudly while waiting for the bus as well as speaking loudly on the phone. Urgh! If you have a nice perfect voice, I would probably not mind.

And the next thing, I truly wish that my sister gets married as soon as possible. I really can't stand her loud whining and wailing when she doesnt want to admit her fault. Urgh! It really irritates me. And I concluded that I hate my Monday and this is the worse Monday I've ever come across!

Brought the lappie home from work. The bad thing was that I cant even use the wireless. Argh! Hate it ok! I'm truly mad with myself. Should have brought home another lappie, just like what I've done always. *sigh* Bingits! Urgh!

He called in the morning about 930am and we chatted for a while. And at point of time, I was awake since 915am. Chatted for awhile.

U betul tk kisah pasal I?

Dearie, we've discussed about this before. And nope. My reply to him? "Asalkan u syg I, tu da cukup. I da tell u that I dont mind kan?" Gosh, and I really miss him very much till I hug Abah's bolster very tightly (since I was helping Mama to change the bedsheet and Mama was on the phone when I was hugging the bolster).

Anyway, was cleaning the home and gosh, I really like it since I managed to wash quite a number of clothes today. After most of my tasks were done, I was lazing in front of the TV, watching some Hindustan show. And suddenly my phone rang. He called again about 430pm. Asked why he woke up late, he had no idea. So chatted with him for awhile and said

Ayg nk meet nari?

Mesti la! It will be wasted if I didnt meet him especially when he's available. And I may never know when he might be available again. I feared my dad didnt allow me out. Told him about my concern.

Syg lau tk leh tkpe k. I tk marah tau. I miss u k dear. Muackz!

Sweet la dearie. But I know he will be disappointed if I didn't turn up. So, I was trying to think of a reason till I decided to tell abah that I'm meeting a friend. And he gave his permission. Wee~!

Called him again and asked him if he really want me to come down. And I was under his block by 6.35pm. Wee~! His brother was at home and ended up we watched David Cooperfield show together with his brother. Anyway, we did have our own privacy for a while. And, I love him more after we left his home.

Ayg, ur mata lawa seh

I blushed upon hearing his compliment. Thanks syg. Muackz! I really did enjoy the time spent with him. Hopefully, everything will goes on smoothly. Insya Allah.

Was surfing Facebook and at 9.38pm, he called. Wee~! Muackz muackz. Feeling loved by him. Honestly, yesterday's meet up doesn't heal my misses for him. Well, it can never cure my misses.

Ayg tgh buat pe?

I stopped whatever I was doing and concentrated on his phonecall. I need help, I'm sinking! Tee Hee. The conversations, I'm loving it. Especially with him. And, I really felt as thou my eyes had turned into love shapes.

Syg, smlm we berpisah tak best sebab I tak antar U pai MRT.

It's ok sweetheart. He had to go for work. And I didn't want him to reach work late, just because of me. Told him that I didn't like his body language while we're having dinner as he really felt I shouldn't fork out any money while I'm with him. It's ok uh.

Seriously, we still prefer being alone, just like a few weeks ago. Well, the thing is that, we just want our privacy. His brother is always at home. *sigh*

Syg, takmo notti notti tau..

Asked him if he's serious about it. Wee~! Ok, he loves me. *blush* I like!! My reply to him "So, even dengan you pon tak boleh kan? Ok.." Lol.

Ti we meet, kita kiss byk byk ok? I miss U

Wee~! Nk! NK! NK! Miss him many many. Ok, mushy conversations after that. Wee~! Suka suka suka!! Hehe! Before he went to sleep,

Datang sini & bobok me sleep uh. Confirm I leh tido nyenyak.

I want, but by the time I reached there, eventhou his brother is around, he might be dozing off to sleep. And dearie, thanks for the countless kisses you gave me just now. Wee~! I think, I might be daydreaming most of the time at work today. Ahakz!

Ok, back to work ;) and hopefully my headache which I just felt moments ago do minimised very soon.

Thanks babe for the treat yesterday. She got herself a new top. It's pretty. But seriously, I like the pink dress. Do take care of your health babe.

Today was totally a busy day for me. Trying to complete all the diagrams given by me yesterday. Well, somehow, I did managed to do all before I knocked off work. But, I have not yet send the diagrams yet. The first diagram had to make some amendments. Alhamdulillah, I managed to follow their request. But I'm not sure if they're satisfied with it or not. And I forgot to retrieve one software from the senior teacher. Never mind. Will see him tomorrow to use the Visio software.

He called just now. Wee~! Didn't expect him to call. My lab was noisy when he called. 4 students were inside because of the stupid robotics. And they sounded like 40 students. I hate it. And they pretended to be like retarded students, yet they are in Primary 5! Gosh! They are really irritating, trying to sound like whining idiotic, pathetic kids. Yucks. Hopefully, my future children wouldn't be like them.

Anyway, he called around 4+pm today. We chatted for awhile.

U syg & rindu I?

Mesti laa dearr..If tak syg and rindu, buat apa right I manja with you? Pe la dear ni. Muackz. Miss him very much. Asking me when I'm meeting him. And we decided today. Well, he was reluctant at first (after he suggested to meet today, but he wanted to back out. Well, upon hearing my disappointment, ended up, he said ok to us meeting up. Wee~! Thanks baby!! Muackz Muackz!!)

The reason why he was reluctant was because both of us are waiting for our pay day. Mine's on the 5th, while his around the 7th. At first I told him that if he really can't make it, it's alright (eventhough the tone of disappointment was there). I know he sounded uncomfortable. At last, I told him "Well, if syg really feel uncomfortable meeting me, just because u takut I'm using my money today, then neveer mind uh. We meet next time je. It's ok" (eventhough I don't really mean ok..)

He called back again and told me that he's meeting me. Wee~!

Tapi, nari je tau U blanja. Next time I blanja U ok? Muackz! I nak gi siap siap.

Ok darling (^_^) Happy banget ok dapat meet him. And it's nearly 2 weeks since I last met him. And it's always him forking out the money, each time we're meeting up. I do pity him.

I was really wearing damn slack. It really makes me feel paiseh, especially going down to town area, with my grey plastic shoes, the blue blouse with white patterns. He had his You Char Kway, while I ordered the Hor Fun. Wanted to buy $4 but he insisted on $3. And yes, it bothers him. Just because dinner was on me. And, the cute part was that, he cut his food into smaller bits. And, once in a while, he started to feed me. Aww, it really made me sink in my chair.

And another sweet part of him, while I was eating Hor Fun, you know the kway teow will just slipped and fall, but he used his fork to help me. And we chatted about nieces and nephews.

Told him that next week, I might be back to gym to do my workout on my own, he said

Tak payah pergi gym. Nanti gym pergi to U

Naughty uh. Somehow, he now finds that it's irrelevent for my to go down to gym for my workout as he told me that I'm of the right size. Uh, but somehow I felt that I'm feeling more and more tired as each day passed by.

Managed to have a quick side hug and *blush* a couple of quick kisses before we parted our ways. And, I really do enjoy his company. I love every second of the time spend with him. And, hopefully, he will be able to make it next Sunday by accompanying me down to Chai Chee for my friend's wedding. If not, I've to find someone to go with.