Had two glasses of tea tariks with my colleague yesterday, after the short meeting. And yesterday, I felt my heart was broken after someone told me that he just broke up with his girlfriend. I don't know why I felt that way.

All I did was to listen to what he had to say, let him pour his heart out and gave him advice. Anyway, the conversation was a little intense. But still, I just kept quiet and listen. Wouldn't go into details about it.

That night, I can't even fall asleep, eventhough it's 1240+am. And funny thing, I dreamt I was having a day out with someone I despised. I can't believe I dreamt like that. Gosh.

Anyway, had a very bad start in the morning. I had to scream at a few kids from P3.7 as they kept pulling the handle of the door. Eventhough they do not have pass, they shouldn't even play with the door. Especially when I'm particular about my lab door.

I don't want to be responsible if the door is spoil and the students caused it. I don't know why I felt so much anger in the morning. And I didn't feel like eating in the morning just now.

That someone called me about 930am, telling me that he initially wanted to meet me up today but since his friend postponed his shopping in JB to the afternoon, he's kind of upset. I don't even know he wanted to meet me today, eventhough I know he's having his off day tonight.

The only thing he said was "I ingatkan nak jumpa you niari. But, alah, my kawan postpone the shopping trip. " My heart pounded quite fast as I was having a nervous feeling if he really wants to meet me today. I told him that there's always other opportunities that we'll be meeting in the future. Will we? I don't know...

Right after my course that Friday night, upon reaching home, I was down with flu. Swallowed 2 cold panadols and fell asleep in the living room for an hour, before I went to bed at 1.30am.

Saturday morning came. Parents not in as they went to Johor to send some materials for Baju Kurung. Chatted with imp from 9+ till about 1230pm. Enjoyed the conversation. Thanks! =) It's nice. Thou there are some teary conversations.

And nope, you didn't disturb me by calling me everyday. And during that conversation, his brother asked him to ask me for 4 digits. I just gave 2498. But the number turned out to be something like 4298. Haha.

Had medicine at 3+pm and knocked out at 730pm. Dad was like "Maghrib² tido. Bagus eh?" after I woke up at 9pm. It's not my intention. Anyway, I finished reading Harry Potter and the Deadly Hallow (if I'm not mistaken, that's the title). Love the ending =)

Anyway, Sunday morning helped my mom making traditional belebat ubi while she make abuk². Wondering why he didn't call me that morning. About 12pm, received his 1st sms. We chatted for a while before I got ready to go to my grandfather's home.

Didn't do much on my weekends. Just no strength to do work as I was badly sick. I can't even jog as I don't want my health to deteriorate.

*sigh* going for meeting pretty soon. Gosh, I felt feverish as soon as I read (in the morning) that I've to attend meeting at 6.30pm today. All my plans have to be postponed. *groans*

Below is the lyrics for my song theme :

Yesterday morning, he told me "I like to say the way you walk." I asked him how come and told him now I know why most of the time he walked behind me. His only reply "For me to know and you to find out. Hehe."

Last night, I felt as thou I'm on the verge of falling sick. Swallowed down 2 cold panadol (and I had one just now at 11am) before I continue reading Harry Potter. He went for soccer. Waited for his message. While waiting and reading the book, I fell asleep for 30 minutes and woke up about 11pm to reply his message after telling him I felt like gonna be sick. Told him not to worry.

He told me "Perhaps you should transfer to me. Let me give u my kiss. Hope it'll lessen ur sickness. Kalo I sakit pun, i'm a guy. I'd rather have it". Sweet but nope. I'm not going to let other people sick, just by transferring my sickness.

His last sms which I didn't reply after I woke up at 3+am was "Me very worry about you. Sleep well". *sigh* he's soo sweet.

I just hate to know that I'm falling sick. Thanks to the students, my colleague / clients as well as my sister for spreading the cold virus to me. *sigh*

Anyway, work is alright. Spent time doing research for tonight's last lesson. And I'm scared! It's not well prepared unlike last week! As I don't have the original software. Need to bug them to buy. As for CCA time, had fun bullying the P5 by asking them to make what I've done. They were excited by the challenge. Pretty impressive that they willing to give a shot. Not bad.

Ok, I better be off for workshop or I'll be late. Perhaps, tomorrow I'll stay home to tidy the house. Mom had been asking when I'm going to tidy the bedroom. Till then, enjoy your weekends!

Had my gym training yesterday. The only difference I did yesterday was to have only 10 minutes on the treadmill. Then, start on the training. During the 3rd exercise, i suddenly had a cramp on my left hemstring. Shakin was concerned and he quickly took my water bottle and refill with cold water and asked me to press against my hemstring. My fault actually. Didn't stretch properly. So far, it's alright.

Anyway, in the morning. Saw an Indian gay sitting opposite me. And gosh. He's soo lady like. Haha. And two seats away from me, a lady was sleeping and suddenly "Bang!" Her head hit the glass panel. Lol.

At work, as usual, my colleague bought lunch for me. Kind of you, Henry. Thanks very much. But I had a long breakfast. Had my breakfast from 835am till 1045am. Why? Because in between, for about an hour or so, I had to help the Vice Principal to 3 slides of flow chart and meeting with him.

This week I'm busy in helping the P2's Baseline ICT. Setting up the computers and stuff. There's this particular teacher, I wouldn't mention her name. Firstly, she brought her class pretty late. Supposed to be in my lab at 3.30pm but she brought them in at 4.10pm. And as a result, I had to wait for her to finish. Gosh, no free time. *sigh*

Anyway, the way she said, really makes me think. She kept telling her students "Look at the demonitor. The larger the demonitor, the smaller the fraction". I was like "Eh?" I double check the spelling just to double confirm that it should be pronouce as de-no-mi-na-tor instead of de-mo-ni-tor. I was wondering who she wants to monitor. Lol. And worse, most of the students pronounce like her. Gosh!

Anyway, had conversation with him. He touched about the gym. Somehow, I find that he finds that the training I attend, defeats the purpose of my weight loss. He just don't want to see I'm muscular. Thou I know, I've to tone up. He's upset when I told him that we shouldn't talk about the gym issue.

And he went on to ask "What do you think about us?" I asked him in another form "What do you think I'm going to answer" or "What answer do you like me to reply?". There's one part, which he told me "I rasa serba salah." When I asked about what? He took a long time to reply before he say himself. I just don't get his meaning. Plus, at that very point of time, I find that my heart really sank very low. As thou I'm part of it. I don't know. *sigh*

Before we end the conversation, he said "Yang, you look pretty in white scarf." And I start to blush me. Thanks dear.

I forgot to mention about last Friday. Met Shakin for gym training. And he commented that I've gained weight, even after I told him that I've increased like 2 kg. And he asked me to do more on the arms. During the 3rd exercise, I felt that my left arm started to feel heavy and gave way.

There's one point of time, I've argued with Shakin to lower the repeatition as I know my arms wouldn't be able to meet the requirements. I was holding the dumb bell, 90 degrees upwards and suddenly, my left side just dropped down itself. My left muscle ached badly. He helped me after that as I can't take it. Sometimes I even argued when he put the weight too little.

Anyway, Monday met my lovely bebeh Shasha at town. Greeted each other and had a briefed hug. Seeing her happy in her relationship makes me feel happy for her =) Thou I've never met her other half, still I find them cute together. Hehe.

Had our dinner at Cahaya Restaurant. Before that, met with Shasha's brother. Initially, wanted to survey on the shoes, but ended up at Mondo shop. Got Shasha a nice pair of shoes. Since I like that shoe, I too bought the same pair but different size. Haha.

I'm loving it! Hehe. There's a few types of bras and clothes which attracts my eye. But I've to control on buying those stuff. Gosh.

Then we took a walk at This Fashion at Ang Mo Kio before I board my bus home.
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At 4.55pm, my colleague, Danny called me up. "Rose, are you still in school?" I was surprised initially. Told him I'm going home about 5pm or perhaps later. Danny said "Come down and I'll send you home." I was trying to give him all sorts of excuse (I was having my break time, munching down on karipap which I brought from home and just had my rest after helping some P2 teachers with their Baseline ICT stuff for 3 hours straight).

He told me that he'll wait for me till 5.10pm. Since I knew he will argue if he were to call me again. So I quickly packed up, and bid goodbyes to those msn-ing me as well as to Shasha and off I went.

I was trying to figure out which car he drove. Saw one particular car and I was telling myself "Don't tell me that car". It appears my gut feeling was right.

Hoped in and we had our conversations. While he was pumping oil and went to the loo, I managed to take a shot of his interior.

Nice huh? First time I sat in this type of car and I'm loving it! Wee~ Thou the seat is low, I'm comfortable with it. I was home 5 minutes before 6pm. My dad asked me "Why are you home so early?" I beamed with delight while telling him that my colleague sent me home.

After some maggi dinner, fell asleep at about 730pm till 10pm before I watch my CSI. After which, I continue reading the final book of Harry Potter. I'm a slow reader. And I'm trying to recall what was in the 6th book when I'm reading the final book.
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And again, my colleague, Henry is soo kind that he's been buying breakfast for me. Gosh, really kind of him. Thanks Henry. So, free breakfast nowadays. Lol!

Went to doctor for checkup on Saturday but was attended by Nyonya doctor. It really freaks me off by the way she hold my hand. Met Farhan at Hougang Interchanged and we went to Sim Lim, where he bought CD-R. For those people who intend to buy CD-R, I strongly recommend at Sim Lim.

Anyway, he bullied me by walking from Bugis to Douby Ghaut to City Hall and Lastly to Raffles Place. By then, my feet were aching. He apologised to me. Well, ok la. I don't mind. Just that I chose the wrong footwear. Shouldn't wear heels that day.

Anyway, Sunday was a disaster. Family stuff happened and it cause me stress and it eventually took my whole mood away *sigh* He messaged me asking if I'm alright and I told him I needed sometime alone. Whole day I didn't messaged him.

After which, went to watch Harry Potter with my sister at Bishan. And I was dead tired by then. Been raining heavily since Friday. He messaged me late last night if I were really alright. *sigh* I really can't comment much. But I just told him that I'm alright. Didn't want him to worry that much.

And today, gosh..I'm feeling dead tired. Didn't have enough rest during the weekends. Btw, I know the title of my blog song is wrong. It should be Seputih Hati, not Merpati Putih. Apologise. Will update it tomorrow. Here's the lyrics.

Here's another update for today.

I've got a new iPod! And it's 30GB and FREE! Well, 30GB is at least something rather then nothing. Too good to be true? Haha. Nah, I was just joking. Haha. I heard one of the teachers said "Rose is here? Rose, I need help!" And she asked me to help her to teach her students on how to use iPod and Audacity for recording of interview. Hmm, so I've to spend my weekends figuring how to do it. If only it becomes mine, I'll die happily. Haha. Ok, it's not worth dying for this actually. Anybody can help me?

As for this, I made this poster for my school. It's simple of course. I can't think of a nice one. Wanted to have a shiny stuff on the poster but I guess, simple things are better then too much design. My OM told me it's alright. And I've handed it in to the Principal. Initially, I used another font, but since the Principal doesn't like it, I changed to that particular font. What do you think? Comments please?

Later need to rush to Raffles for gym training. Yey!! Been a long while since I last had training with Shakin. I know he will sort of grumble that my weight is increasing but whatever it is, I'll try to get my weight back!

Was pissed off yesterday, while I was at work. Something happened in msn. All the words like pathetic, jerk, fuck off, go to hell and so on. But, night time was alright. After work, I made my way towards Orchard, plugging in the iPod and switch on the volume to a little high as usual and dozed off as soon as I get a seat, only to get up at Novena station.

Went to Sakura for dinner. I had Tom Yum Fried Rice while he had his favourite Pineapple Rice. Suddenly he said "Eh nyah. Napa bebual cam gitu?" I rolled my eyes and looked at him. I turned and saw 1 girl with 4 guys but 1 of the guy is straight.

While we ate, frequently he had to stop eating and looked down. He then told me one of the bapok looked at him. I laughed. After the whole thing, we walked around Far East and I got crazy as the shoes are very cheap. There's this nice shoes at one of the shop costing about $30. But after discount, it cost $13.90. It's soo cheap!

Went to Heeran and then to Takashimaya. Shoes on sale at Taka area, I think it's Isetan. And also, the Levis shop. I'm in love with this $35.90 long sleeve shirt. And it was after 60% discount. As well as I'm in love with 2 other jeans, which one of them cost about $120. Gosh! It's really cheap. *sigh*

Sent me to Bishan and I took my bus while he headed back to mrt.

Ok. Enough of that. Had heart to heart msn conversation with Bebeh Shasha. Thanks babe for all the advice. Will take into consideration. And I love her newly manicured nails. It's pretty babe =)

Anyway, we messaged while I was reliefing this P5 CCA group for IT. I challenged these 5 boys to make as above. They were excited of course. Trying to make something like mine. But mine was a bit different as I used one of the method too much. But netherless, one of them managed to get almost the same.

He messaged me saying he was busy and I told him I had fun challenging these 5 students. He's reply was " Hmm. That's good. But you have fun with them. Then how about me? Majok (Jealous) ah". I asked him, how could he be jealous with 11 year old kids? His reply was "It's the issue of the heart. Hehe. Just joking".

Lol. I've no comments about this xP

Feeling tired and sleepy. Thou I had about 6h 30mins of sleep last night. Lacked of another 30 mins. Surprisingly, I slept about 11+ last night, about 40 minutes after I reached home.

Talked to Farhan on the way home. He told me Aliff and Maya won the Anugerah.

Yesterday's lesson was alright. Except, there's a few things that cocked up. Firstly, some of the computers have expired Adobe Photoshop CS 2. And next, I missed one step to make a smoke effect for a cigarette. And lastly, I'm not sure why I can't this particular "cow skin" from the method. *sigh* as a result, I had to make do with a picture crystallize instead of just crystallize.

I need to admit something. I've been yawning since just now. Eventhou I had a quick nap on the way to work, while I'm on the bus, listening to a little high volume from my iPod. The only thing I didn't enjoy was this Nyonya, who sat beside me and her right thigh was very close to my left thigh. Urgh! I hate that hot feeling from Nyonya. Ewww!

I don't know why I'm feeling quite lethargic. I'm just dead sleepy. Thou I've taken about 15 minutes nap at work about 1250pm, still I'm extreme tired and sleepy. And just now, I had to prevent myself from falling asleep. Why? Because they kept using my lab. And 3 teachers with 4 students just left my lab. *sigh* Worse, 2 students sat beside me to type whatever things they need to do. I mean, of all computers, why must they do it beside mine?

Eventhou I'm preparing for tonight's lesson, still, sitting beside me makes me feel awkward. Especially when I'm nearly collapse to sleep *sigh* Just my luck. And today, I finished late T_T

Last Saturday, was the Devil's Day. Both Lia and I agreed not to wear our headscarf for a day, together. Couldn't decide which to wear. Initially, wanted to wear halter neck top, but decided on this.

Went for Social Etiquette at Bussorrah Street from 10am to about 3pm. He messaged me. I smiled. Told me he's going East Coast. Initially, I was waiting for this Mr. Prison Officer to message me. He didn't replied a single messaged. And lucky, that day Lia too do not have a plan as her plan was canceled.

Thou I've attended Social Ettiqutte before, there are certain things which I forget or even those I didn't learn before. Had some light snacks for lunch. The first thing I noticed on the trainer, Ms Gloria Soo was her extreme high thin heels. And she's beauty.

Had our late lunch at Raffles Hospital. As usual, had my Yong Tau Foo. I asked the Auntie for fork, but she asked me to take from other stalls myself. *sigh* Anyway, messaged him asking if he wants to see me thou I knew he's at East Coast for fishing. I managed to buy $29.90 shoes. And I was tempted to buy this other shoe at just $24.90 from DMK. Perhaps, soon if the sale is still on.


Both of us with Ricco (Lia's friend who met us at Bugis) to East Coast. Waited for him at East Coast Mac Donald. He saw me. I smiled. Walked towards the beach. Sat down with him, while Lia sat with Ricco.

Enjoyed the breeze, the helicopter, the laughter, smiles and so on. Spent about 1h 30 minutes on the beach till it's time for me to go. Bid goodbye, and he told me "Yg, I love your perfume. It's nice." Smiled at him, and we part separate ways. Once we reached the bus stop, both of us hopped into taxi, leaving Ricco at the bustop since neither one of us liked him.


In the cab, he messaged me "I've started to miss you. How?" Sent him my pic, asking him how I looked that day? His replied "Better. But, any way is great. You looked sweet in tudung, gorgeous w/o it" I blushed while smiling.
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Yesterday was bad. I couldn't do my work. I couldn't do my research. Everything's haywire. I can't even get my materials off the internet for my night class. As a result, I had to postponed it. It's not my intention. But seriously, I can't teach nor prepare last minute when I'm in class. That's not me. *sigh* I'm truly sorry. Didn't mean to do that.

Met him last night. He felt guilty I break my fast late yesterday. It's alright, thou my feet were aching from the heels. Sat outside Vivo, opposite Sentosa and enjoying the night view. We chatted and laugh. And at one point of time, I noticed, some fishes started to splash. He didn't believe, until he saw it with his own eyes.
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On the way to work, smsing in the MRT. I was dead tired from previous night. He messaged "Yg, I miss your touch, smell and everything. How?" Making me blush all the way to my destination. Is this for real?

Nowadays, feeling dead tired. And, always woke up after 6am. And that's when I found out that I've been reaching school like 8+ am. Oh well. It's alright as I'm always out of work a little later then the usual knock off time.

Supervisor will not be in town pretty soon. Need to check the dates first in case I need something urgent from him. *sigh*

I remembered I scolded some students in the morning. If I'm not mistaken, they were noisy in my lab while my colleague was outside the lab. Plus, sometimes I do find that my colleague is irritating. Because of his grumble and talking about the same thing again and again. *sigh* I hate his grumbles.

Lunch time. Thou I hate the food soo much, something did happened. Happened that most P1 and P2 were about to go to the hall. Some saw me, called my name and waved at me. It touched my heart. I love them. They really make me smile.

And another girl, she was sitting far away from me in the canteen, when I was having my lunch. She called for me, I turned. She smiled and waved at me. Aww, these kids are adorable. They make me melt. They really brighten my day ~

I was extremely happy. Not sure why. But, just happy. Lol. Anyway, I was a bit gloomy after I reached work because there are some students who were supposed to do survey, but ended up playing games. Sheesh.

And another thing, I was wondering, how am I supposed to download songs from a particular website as I can't see the download button unlike yesterday. After several attempts, I finally understood.

Wee~

Boss called me and asked me why I didn't inform him. I didn't know. I only know that I saw there's a sign "Meeting in progress. Authorise Personnel are allowed". How can I peep in? Furthermore, I didn't want to get into trouble.

What's more, boss told me he attended the meeting. I melted a little when I heard Apple attended the meeting. Should ask me to join! Oh well..

I've decided. Tomorrow, I'll be going tahlil. *ehem* Lia, better get his number for me, or else! Hehehe..

Reached work pretty late about 8 minutes late. And, i signed the timesheet online about 15 minutes late. *sigh* Anyway, it doesn't matter. I'm dead tired.

My colleague asked me "Why are you looking soo gloomy today? Something wrong? Boyfriend problem? Work problem?" I looked at him blankly. But seriously, I do feel that my expression in the morning was really sad. Don't really know why.

I've tried. I've tested it. But still it doesn't change. I don't know whether is my transition working properly or not! Urgh! Hate it. Dang, because of this, I think I'm getting headache again *sigh* I hate being pressured.

Another thing, I just don't get. Why are they certain people kept on asking me when to meet up? Can't they be patience? What's there to rush for? Urgh.. The more they keep on asking, the more lazy I am to meet them up. It's just one of my habit. I prefer to do it at my own pace. Whether you like it or not, that's your problem. And, I'm only keen on meeting someone, who I've desire to meet him since last year. He knows who he is *winks*

Yesterday, accompanied Lia to shop for make up stuff at Lucky Plaza @ one of the duty free shop. We overspent, but there are still stuff which we had not yet buy. So, I had to lent Lia some money first. Anyway, we took a cab back to Lia's office and my, this cab driver is really useless. He didn't even know where's Cecil Street. Kept asking us how to go there, where's the direction.

WTH man? You're a cabby driver and you don't even know how to drive?? Might as well you learn the road first before driving. It's ok if you're driving it yourself, but asking a passenger how to go to your destination is so damn super duper fucking lame!

Reached her office. I was listening to my brother's ipod shuffle (old version) to those songs which are already inside. Then went to Lau Pa Sat for some dessert before head home.

I think today I need to check on my specs first before I head home.

Firstly, my condolence to Bebeh Shasha's family. I'm really sorry to hear your grandfather passed away. May Allah have mercy on him. Be strong gal *hugs*

Secondly, yesterday was my pissed off day. Early morning, someone really made me pissed off by asking me first about my wishlist and then about jealousy issue. And another thing is that I've been screaming to some of the students here. Gosh, I really hate it. They really kind of don't know what's the meaning of discipline. All they know is banging on the door and being screamed at. *sigh*

Thirdly, due to all that, I was done with severe headache, which I'm suspecting as migraine. Sharks. It doesn't cure till I met a friend and he gave me two panadols. (Don't worry, nowadays I'm being extra caution by bringing my own panadol, wherever I go..hehe)

Fourthly, I love my P1.12 class today. They are soo cute, adorable and obedient! Managed to get almost half of them to complete the template which I wanted them to do. Much much more better then the previous classes which I've taught and they were super fast in their typing (thou some of them still typed with 1 finger and 1 hand).

Fifthly, I've changed my first song to Dayang's song.

Sixthly, going to help Lia to shop makeup stuff for her work! So, I should just see if it attract my eyes, perhaps, I should buy some also *winks*

Seventhly, going to start my gym training with Shakin pretty soon.

Eightly, Mr. Turtle is back on msn after like a few months I cant get hold of him. I'm melting pretty soon *sigh* I miss him *giggles*

Honestly, what do you think about this picture? I looked pretty much different right? I'm loving it! *sigh* making me falling in love with myself much much more! Tee Hee..

When I looked into my own eyes, I was like "Wow, is that really my eyes?" No wonder people had been commenting that my eyes are very big. And I know some people hate it, like Bebeh Shasha. Hehe.. She told me that I've scary eyes. Lol.

Anyway, last Saturday after I went to company. Well, I shan't touch about what happened in the company. But look at the picture above. We went to Taman Warisan at Bugis. Happened that Eidza, Lia's colleague wanted us to do the opening, so both of us got free face makeover as well as free portfolio, which I should be getting pretty soon!



There's newboyz, chef bob and some other artists at the Makan Festival (Eating Festival) at Taman Warisan. Just to say, the sound system sucks to the maximum as I really pity the Newboyz that they had to stop their song halfway to check the song.






Too many shots within MRT. A family of 3 were looking at us while we snap..snapped..and more snapped! Hehe..


Ok, as for the picture above, I wore my new specs. I still have not yet try out whether the transition is working normally or not as most of the time I'm indoors.



I was a bit sleepy, but at the same time, I couldn't prevent myself to stop taking pics.


The picture below, took it upon reaching home. Gee, was soo tired. Went to Metro Closing Sale at Tampines and gosh, I spent like S$80 on shoes and lots of undergraments like bras & undies.

Despite all this, I think I really should attend makeup course. Lol.

Tiring day. Woke up late but, at least I managed to catch 7am bus. Can't believe it that I woke up 15 minutes late and managed to prepare myself including ironing my clothes within 45 minutes. lol

Had to help some classes with the saving. Can say, did a bit of troubleshooting and some reliefing. That's all. Kinda bored. But, today's class kinda interesting. They created something different with the given shapes. Creative.

I was supposed to help with photography, but because the P2 class was extended, I had to tell the other person to wait. I'm not required to help at the very last minute after I reached the Basketball Court as he found someone to help him to capture the shots.

Earlier, before I went down, there's this Indian girl came up to me "Teacher, the computer that you teach?" I was confused. Didn't get what she meant. I just nod, pretending I understand what she's talking about. I forgot which level she's in. Too many students till I forgot which student belongs to which class. Lol.

I was waiting for the lift. She and her other two gal friends were standing behind me,giggling. I asked them why they were giggling. As soon as the lift reached level 3, I took the lift. But the door didn't close. The Indian girl just pressed from outside, not letting me go down. She said "Teacher, can we take down to Amphitheater?" Of course I'm not allowed to do that. Actually, I could just let them use as I'm in the lift. But, I don't know. Perhaps I was rushing.

It took about 3 minutes and I told them to use the stairs. They giggled and ran away. Cute. They made made my day by disturbing me, eventhou I'm kinda tired and just not myself nowadays.

It's freezing cold and tiring. I didn't get enough rest nowadays. Furthermore, you know what? Yesterday was my night class. *sigh* Luckily yesterday's lesson, I had some materials which I prepared last minute.

Kinda tired. No time for myself, for lesson preparation. Same like today. Helping them with the kids to use the computers, their noise level *sigh* I just felt like taking a long nap anytime of the day.

Waiting for the day. Keep counting the number of days. Perhaps, I should do less of hoping. I know we have to move on with our lives. But, then again. If the feeling for someone is there, it's really difficult to move on, no matter what.

Think I've been talking nonsense here. Same old story. Same old nonsense. Guess I better should stop now and better go off now. Till then....Outz!

I'm extremely tired and sleepy nowadays. Not enough sleep. Eyebags can be seen clearly. Gosh. I hate it. Too much work and worse, tonight I'm having lesson.

The most dreadful lesson which is Photoshop CS2. *sigh* can I just don't attend today? And for goodness sake, I should say can I just don't teach tonight. I'm damn extremely tired.

Unless, there's someone fetching me then it's alright. Fat hope. Hurhur.

Anyway, need to prepare last minute again. So far, I only got one item for tonight. Need to ask them to do poster for me. Perhaps two poster after I do a short and a quick teaching. I'm tired of teaching.

Wish I could just zzz...

Like I promised, here's the update about Sunday. Here are all the pictures which I have currently. And I'm still waiting for the picture of me and Anuar Zain from sis TG. Thanks to bro EC, he gave me this exclusive picture of Anuar. He was waiting to perform when they managed to snap this picture.

He sang. I melt when I heard his singing live. There's no need to buy ticket and I was sitting at the very front row. It was FREE. Wow. Lol. And, it happened that he smiled at my direction (to his fans like me and those who sat behind me). Gosh.

He sang two songs, one I forgot the title. And the other was Mungkin.

And all the performance was at Darul Ma'wa Charity Carnival. Cool eh?

You know something? I was singing Mungkin song in the morning while I was washing the dishes when Lia called me to watch Suria Segar. And there he was being interviewed.

After which, I had doubts that he would attend. I didn't expect actually since I didn't know. And, I've already promised that I'll come down no matter what.

And as for the picture below, he got one makcik to sing Widuri song.

Alot of people attend the carnival. Some came to support, some came just because of the artists. I still remember that before both Lia and I entered the Darul Ma'wa area, we saw Imran Ajmain with his friend. I favour his songs but, it didn't cross my mind that I wanted to take picture with him. Hehe. There's SleeQ also and a few other local artists which I didn't managed to catch up with.

Ok, as for this picture. I managed to capture when I was at VivoCity. Ok, I admit I'm at Vivo yesterday. Saw this actually when I was in the cable car. And yesterday was my very first time taking the cable car. Fear of course as there's no safety equipments but overall, it was fun and nice.

Yea, I went to the doctor. Received 1/2 day MC. He told me I was too stressed up, that's why my menses kept flowing like water. And he gave me hormone pill. Told me that I might feel and grow fat *more sigh* I don't know if I should put a halt to my exercise.

*sigh* tomorrow's going to be hell for me. I need to really really study on Photoshop CS 2 for my night lesson. Grr..Ok, anyone fetching me tomorrow? Tee Hee..

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Guess what? I've met Anuar Zain yesterday. No need tickets and it's for free. Gosh, I'm loving every seconds of it. Took a picture with him. I'll put it up as soon as I get hold of the picture. And i'll update about it tomorrow.

Anyway, watched Transformers on Friday, it was superb..Everything was superb, the actions, effects, cars *melts* esp the Pontiac car *sigh* and so on. But, I hate the part where the ending seems a bit crap. It just died like that. That's all. The end. Gosh.

As for Saturday, went to watch Surf Up. Funny show. Lol. Ok, I think I better stop now. Need to go off and get MC. Time to go to doctor! *groans*

PS: I'll update everything tomorrow.

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