I've been thinking a lot nowadays. Besides straining myself, stressing myself, cracking my brain to think *sigh* What's my future going to be? How will I move on? People had been asking me what's my resolution for next year? I didn't even have one this year. InsyaAllah if there are things that I want to have and I strive for it, it will go as plan. Then, I don't need a resolution.

Followed my babe to weddings yesterday. One at Simei, the other at Yishun. Sorry babe I steal this pictures from your blog. Took this picture at Simei. I like the decor. Soft colors. Nice. But the scariest part was the Kuda Kepang and they have this ugly looking thing which I don't know what is that. All I could feel was fear in my heart as I'm having my period. Thank Allah, nothing happens. Phew! The one in Yishun, it happened to be around my aunts' area. Gee.

This collage is also taken from my babe's blog and pictures were taken on eve of Christmas (which is last week Monday at Woodlands). Been a while since I last met erL.

Anyway, just want to wish everyone a very

May the year 2008 makes our life much more better (and hopefully the cost of living here isn't going high drastically (-_-")

I just hope, what I wish for comes true. I've been feeling down and hot-tempered lately *sigh* It's not because I wanted to. Sleeping late is extremely common for me nowadays. Zits has been appearing and my hair isn't been good nowadays. My body seemed to show signs of reject ever since I'm feeling stress. The only thing I hope is that I don't have more than a month's period.

It's all because I'm stress. I haven't complete all my tasks which are due today. I'm not someone who has super magic. If there's really anyone in this world with that ability, I don't think there will be anyone dying or even, there might be more chaotic.

And somehow, I just need someone to be there for me. Someone who can comfort me. Someone who can tell me to do my best. Someone who listens to me. Someone who tells me not to cry. And guess what? I actually broke down at work a few minutes ago. *sigh* And I think I might broke down soon again *tsk tsk*

And honestly, I still miss Mr. Imp very much.

Only Allah knows why I cry and what's in my heart.....If destiny and fate isn't on my side, I know I just have to accept it. All I know is that my heart will definitely bleed, just like the other time.

Just like the other time, my Assistant Manager drove by Woodlands towards office after I followed him to the meeting. And seriously, I was thinking of Vans. All because of that bus stop which I alighted to go to his home.

And part of me wants to go to his home to find some answers. Perhaps, I wanted to see that he's actually in the country and has already married someone. Gosh, why am I thinking this way? I felt as thou my wounds had been opened again. I just can't bear to find myself breaking down again. *sigh*

I need distractions. Distractions which I don't want to open that chapter in my life again. Distractions which can make me feel happy and away from all these unhappiness. Distractions where I don't know the meaning of pain, heartbroken and tears.

And I've been trying not to cry ever since that wounds and ever since I've been in stress. *sigh* But somehow, I felt that I had let myself down. I'm truly disappointed.

Ok gurl, get a grip of myself!

I'm soo not looking forward to the year of 2008. I just don't want to leave 2007. And I'm really scared of 2008. Perhaps I didn't want to find myself out of the school which is actually part of me *sigh* Unless 2008 is my lucky year, then I should be looking forward to it.

Of the 5 reports that I have to complete within these 3 days I'm at the office, it had been reduced to 4 reports and I'm only left with 1 more report. Thank Allah for that. But, still I have 4 Lesson Plans to go. Please Allah, help me please.

I'll just email my AM that I can't give the all the samples by 31st Dec. I don't even have time preparing it. Tomorrow will be a busy day for me. I think it will be better for me to do my work outside instead of at home as the attention span for my work will be short as there's a lot of hiccups bound to happen if I were to stay at home. So, right now, I'm letting my brain think of the lesson plans as well as my last report before I typed it out.

Oh..know what? I MISS SCHOOL! Can't wait for Monday!

That's all I can describe right now. Lots of things happening. And I broke down just now upon reaching home. All thanks to the person who kept on watching anime non stop ever since there's internet connection. And mind you, she will hog on the net for hours without even care whether someone else wants to use the computer for work purpose.

And during my broke down, I really felt as thou I'm the most lonely person on earth, as thou I've never encounter what's the meaning of love, cherish and joy in my life. I felt like a dead person, like a zombie who is alive but without the warmth of soul and heart. *sigh*

4 more days to my deadline. Thanks Hafiza for wanting to help me with one lesson plan. I really badly need to buck up now. I think I'm going to spend the whole day outside in the library alone to finish up my work.

My initial plan is to type some $#%& words but I decided to ditch the ideas.

And, it's my most miserable moments when I'm back to the office. *sigh*

Christmas day is here. Had a wonderful dream. I remember bits and pieces of it. Anyway, managed to tidy my cupboard. And, believe it or not? I'm working (-_-") on Christmas *sigh*

A few things upset me today. I really felt *sigh* I don't know how to describe it. All I know is that I've lots of questions running in my mind. That's all.

Kakak just reached home about 5+pm from Thailand. She bought for me a wallet and a bag. Thanks. Thou I only expect the wallet.

Anyway, tomorrow I've to be at the office *sigh* and I guess, I better continue my work now.

Just wanna say


to all those who are celebrating and


to those who are not celebrating.

I was dead busy in school just now as I had lots of things to complete today. Ended up I'm still left with 2 more labs *sigh*

Told my CSO and printing lady that I've to leave the school in mid Feb *tsk tsk*. They were shocked of course. "Jera ke sampai kena balik office?" (-_-") It's not what she thinks. I explained to both of them. I've yet informed my Supervisor. And I'm not sure if I should tell them indirectly that I'm paid lower than the market price. Should I?

Anyway, met my babe Shasha & Erl at Woodlands. Had our late lunch and went window shopping. After which, we sat down at MacD at the Civic Centre before Shasha went to *ehem* date with Ryan.

I've lots of things to do tomorrow. And definitely, I'm going to do work from home again, just like yesterday *sigh*

Thank Allah tomorrow I'm not working. Phew!

I'm feeling the pressure. A pressure which I never felt before. A pressure which I find that it doesn't do any good to me. A pressure which I find that it wouldn't give me any worth to me. And the pressure, if I'm able to resolve it, the amount of pay that I'm going to receive, is not worth the cent.

Should I give it a try or should I move on? Going to another line or joining my friend in the same line but with her company? These are the things that I'm having trouble with. And that had been lingering in my mind since July.

What's more with the tasks that they've dumped to me. So what if they wanted to see if I'm efficient enough to them? But, didn't they know they've overworked my brain? With what my clients had let me gone through (in a good way, though I've been stress but the stress level is manageable compare to theirs), I doubt I'll be able to survive.

With 5 reports which I have to complete by end of the month, not only that. I've to think of 8 lesson plans for 4 platforms on how to educate the rest to inform them on how to use internet the proper way so that they will not misused the usage of technology.

Boss wants me back in Mid Feb, that means I'm left with about a month and a half in the school. *sigh* And he told me that they're in the mid of ordering a laptop for me and will process a card for me to enter the office (which I've to always ring the bell since I don't have access card to enter).

And I'm on the verge of breaking down. Whereby I don't know what to do. My ideas are running out. And I'm at total loss. Thinking of all the 13 tasks which are bound to due very soon, I doubt I'll be able to survive.

And I think I need my medicine. I need my workout. I need my yoga back. I need my active life back before I'm on the verge of getting insane.

Went to Makcik's (Abah's young sister) home at Tampines as Lilyn (I don't really know how to spell her name xP) got engaged today.

She wore an off white kebaya. And she received a ring from SK, a necklace as well as $6000. The gifts to the guy side is really a better looking one compare to what the guy gave. Sorry aite, no photos. Didn't have any cammie with me, plus I'm just too plain lazy to ask from my Mak Adek.

After the guy side spent about 30 minutes, they left at about 0630pm. Just want to wish my cousin


Right after Maghrib, we had another occasion whereby we celebrated Pakcik Din (Makcik's husband, who's birthday falls today) as well as Pak Anjang's (which falls tomorrow) birthday. Mak Adeq brought cake while Nana (Pakcik Din's another daughter) went out to buy an ice cream cake from Swenson (it's my first time eating that cake from Swenson).

And I got to know that his daughter requested her engagement day to fall on her dad's birthday. Anyway,


Pak Busu sent us home (well, they excused is that the route they are going is along the way [Sembawang Park and Hougang isn't along the way right?]). Thanks Pak Busu.

Ahh...Did I mentioned that I saw a bapok at the engagement just now? It happened that Lilyn have one friend who is of that. And, he/she wore a pink baju, white pants,earrings which is quite big and long and do have a long hair. Amaze.

Kakak is away in Thailand since yesterday night till Christmas. Wee~! I can have the whole bedroom to myself *evil grins*

I'm soo in love with Sambal Goreng Pengantin. That explains why I've increased my weight since Aidilfitri till Aidiladha. Lol! (Can't help it. It's soo yumlicious-finger licking!)

I think, I can be just like Theodore if I eat too much xP

On leave on the eve of Hari Raya Haji as well as yesterday. Just wanna wish all muslims


Met Mr. Imp =) Had heavy breakfast whereby we had rice & the necessary side dishes xP (his Ibu cooked before she left for work). The brother is always at home. But thank God he's asleep, the moment I stepped into the house until about 7pm. That's about 10 hours. Lol! Or else, you'll see him going in and out, evading our little privacy.

And we had our privacy. At last (^_^). Pity Mr. Imp as he forgot to bring the cake which I brought for him to work. By the time he reached home, the cake will disappear. All thanks to his brother.

My hair smells of his cig when I reached home. Thank you for the quality time (^_^)

And today, I'm not sure if I've to really go to my cousin's engagement day. I really feels kinda lazy to attend.

And I can still feel stressed up again. Mainly because of work. *sigh* I hate reports. I hate what I'm going through. Can I just leave?

I just couldn't sit still at work today. *gosh* So many things happened within yesterday and today.
I was called back to office yesterday for course. After which, my boss pulled me one side and asking me about my future plans. He wanted to pull me back to the office. After negotiating, he said that he wants me back by mid February next year *sigh*


And they actually wanted me to be in the office in the early morning. But I told them I need to settle some stuff before I join them for meeting at the neighbouring place. *sigh*

And the sucks part is that I've to be in the office from next Wednesday to next Friday *sigh* Getting promotion to be AM is extremely hard. Urgh. If only the pay is equivalent to the amount of work.....

I would like to congratulate Hady Mirza for wining the first Asian Idol, i.e. beating the other 5 countries - Malaysia, Indonesia, Vietnam, India as well as Philippines.

I know it's kind of the unexpected that Hady won the Asian Idol as majority of the other contestant were great in their vocals. And, there's a lot of people critising that Hady should not be winning the competition, especially from his own country people!

Personally, I do think Mau from Philippines have the greatest vocal, but none of them could compete with Hady, as Hady can sing almost all genre. Yes, I know Jac is strong in her vocals as well as Mike from Indonesia.

The rest are only the first season Idols in their own country while Hady is the second season Idol here. But, it's fair enough because 6 countries are voting and there's no way we can assume there's something wrong in the results.

I was dead sleepy while waiting for the results. I was joking to my brother that Singapore might be the winner if they delay in annoucing the winner. I couldn't believe my ears when the host said "Hady Mirza from Singapore!"

To the rest of the citizens, please stop critising, eventhough you dislike Hady (appearance or even vocal), still, Singapore's name emerged as the winner.

Next.....
Not doing much at work today. It's raining and surprisingly, I need to be at the office very soon to attend course. Ok, I should pack my bag now. Till then~!

Firstly, I wanna wish Happy Birthday to all December Babies! Thou the above image isn't that great but, this is a dedicated image to them =)

Next........


Presenting my "masterpiece" which I created specially to my dearest babe Shasha. I've emailed her this "masterpiece" but without my signature on it (^_^). Ouh, I spent some time of my afternoon doing this for her. The color isn't black & white. It's more to purplish white since purple is her favorite color. Not sure if she likes it but, oh well. Thought of customizing some pictures for her.

Happy Birthday babe! Muackz! May all your wishes come true and may you have a blissful & cheerful year ahead of you (^_^)

I've an update. Confirm I'm not going to my colleague's wedding. Just that I've been visiting the toilet for quite sometime yesterday *tsk tsk*

Ok. Another update. I think, I know how Mr. Imp got to know regarding my email address. It's because of Wan Ted! Tee Hee. Because he sent me a friendster message and I was wondering who the hell is he.

So I scanned my msn list and found out Wan Ted email addy and checked at a few of the sites and BINGO! I saw his recent picture and with Mr. Imp. Yey!

And Wan Ted's message to me? "I got to know you first but Mr. Imp got to meet you first." Ahakz. That explains. (~_^)

I’ve been waking up late for the past few days. And these past few days, I’ve been staying at home most of the time. Furthermore, I’m in the mode of broke. *sigh*

My handphone has been obediently silence within these past few days. I had not been hearing any music ringing out of the sudden. And only one message from Diah on Friday for telling me thanks. Happy Birthday to you Diah bebeh, on 13^th December..

Nothing much had been done except tidying the house as well as restoring my energy. And mind you, I had been having sleepless nights nowadays. I’m not sure why but I just can’t seem to fall asleep when night falls.

A lot of tasks will awaits me as soon as I’m back to work this coming Monday. And I think I’ll be fasting next week onwards when I’m at work. Hopefully my plan works. And no more spending money outside anymore. I need a very good discipline to myself. So, I guess I should be in stingy mode for next year onwards.

A little update on the past things happening.

The other time I was at the airport, right? Saw Norfasarie there with her relatives. I think she too was sending her aunt / uncle off to Haj. She cut her hair much more shorter now and her hair was reddish brown in colour. She was wearing a black shawl and sleeveless dress which is till her knees as well as black pants. Sorry aite I took her pictures and post it here. Will get a new one and post something else really soon.

Another update.

Yesterday night, Kakak finally went to collect the HP Clips as well as the broadband modem on her own (well, I did asked her when she wanted to collect it since on Tuesday. I don’t know what got into her and we’re sort of having a strain relationship now). And we’ve activated the usage of 60 days of Maxi FlexiSurf yesterday night about 10pm. Well, I was trying to think of a way on how to connect the modem from the TV point to the computer when I suddenly thought of connecting it to laptop since the cable is too short.

Another update.

I will not be going to my colleague’s wedding tomorrow as, well you know it’s not because of Mr. Imp. Mainly it’s because of me in a very tight budget. Oh well.

And the last update.

Here’s the pictures which we had on the Girls’ Night Out at Bugis.

Ok, I did something to the pictures. And I'm kind of lazy to upload one by one. So, I just combine all into one. xP

Amacam? Ok tak?

Currently I'm at Changi Airport, Popeyes restaurant. What am I doing here? Well, going to see off my Mak & Pak Uda, who will be performing Haj.

Anyway, I'm sharing laptop with my sister. Today, kinda boring at home. Hmm, well I'm not sure what's wrong with Mama. She's acting kind of weird.

Tomorrow I might be baking brownies. Hopefully, I have the mood to bake. And I think, hmm I might be going out on Friday morning. *sigh* I just don't feel like staying at home.

And sister going to Thailand next Wednesday.

I rather have my late dinner now.

Finally! Met up with Mr. Imp yesterday. Wee~! So the happy, ecstatic. Initially, made plans with this guy from fm. But, after Mr. Imp messaged me asking if I wanted to meet him, I straight away say yes and did not hesitate to cancel my meet up with the FM guy.

Obviously the FM guy is not happy. He sort of scolded me for not meeting him up. Initially, the plan for Tuesday is to meet up Mr. Imp. Just that I'm waiting for confirmation. And the FM guy kept calling me till I'm left with no choice but to switch off my handphone.

Made my way to Boon Lay in the early morning. Bought breakfast for us =) Upon reaching, he told me to wait for awhile as he had to attend some meeting with his foster brother, who was already in his Ibu's room.

Nealy an hour after I reached, he accompanied me and we had some privacy of our own, before he join his Abang and his foster brother again. We were discussing about something when he opened the topic.

Syg, sorry about semalam. I marah2 U. U baik seh. I tau I banyak sakit kan hati U.

I just smiled at him. At least, he knows that I kept it inside of me, not throwing it back to him.

U really different from other girls. Kalo pompuan lain, mesti dorg tanya kenapa tak kol, reply sms. Walaupun I tak reply, I busy, you tetap sms me syg2

Upon hearing that, I blushed. Hanya Tuhan Yang Maha Esa je tahu how I feel when he didn't reply any of my smses nor even call me up.

Tapi ni skrg. Ti bila da kawin, I ajak mkn, ti ckp pegi mkn sendiri. Ada tangan leh mkn sendiri..Etc

Hmm, the same topic to which we had discussed before. So I told him "U nk gitu? Before kawin pon I leh buat gitu" and he quickly reply no. But he still proceed on. As for me, lol, just listen to what he had to say. Because he knows it very well compare to me.

Time passed. While waiting for him to sleep, I was reading a book which I brought from home. So I was reading and falling asleep every now and then. And he was about to go to bed by about 6pm when I noticed that he kept on "sedawa". So, I offered to massage his back (it would be nice if someone were to massage me the way I do because my back still hurts from the previous day's massage.) Too much air trapped in his body. The whole back of his body, arms as well as hands and fingers were my main focus. His Abang said "Wah, sedapnya dapat urut."

And he slept for an hour, which I accompanied him. Woke up an hour later, he went to take a bath while I got myself ready.

His Abang pointed out the cupcakes which I brought from home. "Abang amik tau." Could see his brother was totally hungry. Never mind. Not my concern.

Initially, he wanted to share a cab with me, that is to his work and then I will take that cab back home. But fearing that I might get into trouble at home, he told me to take the cab straight home while he took the bus to his workplace, to which he was a little late.

Thanks darling for the time. Thou he's busy, yet he squeezed some time for me, since I was his guest and his Abang did told Imp to entertain me and will keep him updated on the meeting. Muackz!

Honestly, I'm extremely disappointed as both my plan A as well as plan B failed on the first day of my leave. *sigh*

I was getting ready to go out in the morning when my friend didn't even respond to my sms nor phonecalls. It really feels suck. My parents had been asking me why I'm reporting to work late. *sigh*

I just don't want to spend most of the days at home. It's pretty boring actually. After the shower, went back to sleep and got ready at about 11am for "work".

Mr. Imp haven't been calling me since last Thursday =( I'm not sure if I'm going to meet him in the morning tomorrow. *sigh* and I'm missing him.

I guess I'll be making my way to gym tomorrow morning, and after which, perhaps will head down to the library again if tomorrow's plan fails.

Had 3 muffins before I left the house and headed to AMK to buy some stuffs before I proceed to bugis to National Library. And, while on the way here, I saw there's shoes as well as bags which are on sale. There's no interesting shoes on sale but as for the bag...hmm, I finally bought one for myself. I'm actually unsure what type of color I should buy.

Couldn't decide whether I should buy black or white. Hmm, called my babe for help. Ended up I bought black color. But, I'm not sure whether I made the right decision. Because deep inside my heart, I wanted the white color. And, I actually had th vision that I might be buying the black color bag.

Both can actually match any outfit but I think black is better. As, the white bag (does have some brown colour) might, well get a bit dirty. Oh well.

Perhaps I should get out a bit earlier to grab some bites before I meet my babe for spa session. Wee~! I badly need a massage (^_^)

Today, I'm dead tired. Can say I've been working non stop from the moment I switched on my computer till about now. Barely I spend 5 minutes on replying all the msn messages. Sorry people. I've to clear lots of things today.

First thing for the competitions which I've to get all the categories done:~

1. Audio
• To shrink from 3 minutes 20 seconds to 1 minute.
• Deleting most of the audio. *sigh*
• Change the speed of the audio
• Change the pitch of the audio so that it doesn't sound so "cartoon"
• Edited the script in MsWord before converting to pdf format
• Duplicate to CD
• Print out CD labels
  
  
2. Video
• Edit the texts.
• Change the credits
• Convert to .avi format
• Export to DV tape
• Look through the storyboard for errors
• Convert all MsWord to pdf format
• Print out all the storyboard and scripts
  
  
3. Animation
• Export to DV Tape
• Get ready the storyboard (script)
• Print out

After all that is done, I quickly run down (indeed I did ran) to general office. Some hu ha thingy and thanks Rohaya for helping me to use speed post for the competition.

I thought I could rest for awhile. My breakfast were left untouched. The tea became super cold. My LH messaged me and asked me to do the website during my lunch time. Had a quick meal of my brunching and seriously, I've lost counted how many times I went up and down the school *sigh*

Get some parts of the website done. Thank goodness. Anyway, after I've uploaded, had to hide some of my stuffs away from people's eyes. Hopefully, nobody touch it when I return. Seriously, it's still so messy. There are things I had not yet done *sigh*

And I'm dead tired right now.

Oh, yesterday I've bought a new pair of jeans (^_^) I like the color of the jeans =) Right now, I've to really start budgeting, which I find should be alright. I'm left with about $100 to spend on transport and other expenses.

And next week, I'm on leave (^_^) the whole week. Yey! Oh babe, don't forget next Monday's massage! I'm looking forward to it (~_^)

Busy busy busy for the past few days. And today I'm struggling to compress the audio which the students had done from 3 minutes to 1 minute. It's totally insane and I can't seem to do it *sigh* I hate it.

And I've to get it done by tomorrow. Arrgghh! I wish I have more time *sigh*

Anyway, Mr. Imp called me for the past two days (^_^) Wee, I like ok =) Chatted with him on Tuesday.

U tk mcm perempuan lain.

I asked him to explain.

Yela, U tk marah i when I tk contact U last week.

I did asked him why would I be angry if he didn't contact me. Well, I was actually prepared thou I miss him terribly. It hurts me when I heard that he was admitted to the hospital on Sunday as he was too weak to get up and was having fever.

And yesterday, we chatted for awhile as I was having dinner with Shasha at Burger King at Tanjong Pagar. Thanks dearie for being understanding, thou I didn't want to put down the phone.

Sweet la U send me sms, eventhou I didn't contact because of my schedule U. My mood dtg balik and I nk spend sometime on my own.

It's alright dearie. *muackz*

Work given by school is incredibly crazy and I've not even do any housekeeping before I go on leave the whole of next week. Urgh! Hate it. Hopefully I have some time to finish up all the stuff. Please make tomorrow a very long Friday as I wish to complete most of my tasks by tomorrow.

Oh, and yesterday night I was coughing non stop. Went to toilet to brush my teeth when I vomit out all the food that I've eaten for dinner. Gosh, I just don't know why. *sigh*

Firstly, of course I'm fed up with him who's supposed to meet me up for lunchie today. Despite my busy-ness in school, at least I kept a lookout on the clock. I knew it I've to do the framework for the VP. It's not that hard, except I really hate 1/3 of circles. They made my life miserable *sigh*

But somehow I managed to do it. Ok, that's what VP said. He said "Quite ok. Thanks!" He gave me at about 9am and I only started to do it about 2+ to 3pm. I was very occupied in the morning with the P3's stuff. Edited their script, listen to their rehearsal before I passed them to my LH who then asked Mr. Ong to do the recording. I thought everything was done but I've to combine everything by myself! ARGH! Hate it!!

There's soo many things in my hands right now. Sharks. I really hate it *sigh* I think I'll negotiate with my company.

I'm in dead meat *sigh* Tomorrow, I've to get lots of things settle before I make my trip down to the office. ARGH! Dammit!

Lesson Plans not yet done. Guess I have to burn some midnight oil tonight. Hmm, Get it printed out. Furthermore, There's quite a plenty of stuff to do. Listening to the P3's recording and then I've to shorten the whole thing to about a minute. I'm doomed! *sigh*

I've already felt the pressured since last week. *sigh*

And, he didn't call me the whole of last week nor yesterday nor today. I think I'm going to breakdown soon =(

Postponed the massage to next week. Well, since I'm on leave on that day, perhaps I'll be out of the house about mid-day. We'll see how.

Went home straight after work and out to Tampines with my family. Yey! We're having internet connection by 19th December! Yipee! We're like the last few families which they attended to but we're the last family to leave Singtel shop in Tampines Mall as we had get Abah a new handphone since he could no longer use the pager. Overall, he's satisfied but I think I need to constantly help him on how to use the handphone.

As for the internet, we're getting the 6mbps plan and it cost for about $48.75 (if I'm not mistaken the cents) at a staff rate. It's not like I'm going to be online everyday at night, because my sister will, obviously conquer the computer first most of the time *sigh* The person will be there on Hari Raya eve. And by then, I'll be at home as I'm on leave on that day. And we're also enjoying 6 months of free Mio TV programmes. Ok, I don't know what the heck they're showing but we'll shall see. Furthermore, I don't really watch tv that much, so it's alright.

Had late dinner at MacD behind the interchange before we went home by taxi.

Alhamdulillah, my salary is already in (^_^)

Will be extremely busy today, therefore I'll not be at my desk most of the time as the Vice Principal "booked" me for the whole day. But, still I've to tell him that I have competition to settle at about 10am. Bluek VP!

And hopefully, the lunch date is on today. Please don't overslept hor!

Last Friday, everything went well. Thanks babe for treating us dinner. That's my first time sitting down to have dinner with Eedah & Naj.

Saturday was really hell for me. And because of that, I made someone felt miserable. And it's all because of me. *sigh* Wouldn't talk about it. I'm sorry babe. That day, had to go to my aunt's place as she's going to perform Haj this year. I felt like crying when she hugged me. I don't know why.

Kakak and I went to Sitex. Got ourself a HP computer. We paid cash and carried it home. Ok, it's not we carried it home, but more to me carrying it home as my sister pushed the stuff to me. So, between the steps to my home, I carried it up. I thanked Allah that I didn't break my spine.

And set up the computer the next day in the afternoon. And setting up is done by me. Made a mistake. Forgot to put the wireless thing and I should plugged in the DVI instead of the VGA. And everything was set. At last, new PC in my home.

As for my health, it starts to deteriorate. Past few days, while brushing my teeth and cleaning my tongue, blood came out. Perhaps my throat is really dry. Could feel the swollen on my throat. And yesterday, while busily doing chores in the kitchen, my period came again. The last period was a week ago. *sigh*

Supposed to go for massage today. But, I'll call them up and ask if they could postpone it. *sigh*