I dread to be at work today. I wish I'm having my time-off. And my stupid cinaren colleague is having his time-off today without informing me. No wonder he kept on messaging me during weekends.

And to think that I'm the supervisor, I don't know when my supervisees taking their timeoff / leave (-_-") pffffttt..! Good thing he's leaving by end of this year. I'm sick of the way they do things. Asking me to help them but when its my turn to ask them to help me, they keep on bugging me when I'm on leave or time off by asking me this or that or making phonecalls. Pfftt..!

My left eyebrow still hurts after visiting Atok's home on Hari Raya Haji. You know, I fought with my dad on the eve of Hari Raya Haji. After that, I really felt guilty. I love him of course. But sometimes I felt that whatever I do, they aren't happy with it. Mama talked to me after the arguement. She said its because they know I will have immediate reaction like self-guilty that was why they prefer to deal with me directly instead of my siblings. *sigh*

I was reading the Saturday New Paper edition when I came across a Singaporean family took part in a competition to which they adopt 2 foreign children and the parents are labelled as the most strictest parents. It suddenly knocks a bit of sense to me. Perhaps I'm not the only one who's having such parents. It's how I've to deal and learn to live by it thou I know at times I just feel that I should be flying free at times. Oh well..

Im tired. I really hate my job right now. I just wish that I can find another job sometime soon. I caught the TA sending his resume while at work and for goodness sake, he's here only since September (-_-) and he said he can't take it any longer. So? *sigh*

I'm feeling kinda sick right now. Having slight cough, occasional sneezing *sigh* I just hope I dont fall sick that badly.

Been sometimes since I last update. Been quite busy lately as the kids just are having their school holidays and I had to clear some stuff before I go on leave.

Wanting to go for a short getaway (if I'm able to and I think I might be able to) but the problem lies with who am I suppose to go with. I'm planning, hopefully I might be able to go Philippines next year (pls pls pls?)

Anyway, lots of ups and downs along the way. I'm always cranky when my mood swings popped by. And if you're talking to me about any money matters, don't expect me to talk nicely. I might ... well ... just snapped at you.

Lots of things happening today within one day. Zzz... And I'm not in one of my best moods. And I almost fought with Lia just now. Regarding lots of things but really, I'm TOO LAZY to fight with any of my besties. We cooled off before we went to class.

Anyway, I was browsing through facebook, from one profile to another when I caught hold of someone posting the same "caption" or some may say "shoutout".

I remember exactly that I'm the one who posted it first on my msn. Ok, some might says "it's just a caption/shoutout. Don't need to emo, gal." or "Babe, jangan la jealous" or "Mana la aku tau ko post tu."

So? Do I look as though I care?

And I don't really like it ok. Because such things can't be purely coincidence. Refer to image.

Aku nak tengok what's the reply. I posted it on the 17th Nov and changed it slightly just after lunch on the 18th (somehow, I saw you online during the time that you're about to post). So, kirakan coincidence la? Don't bullshit me ok. I'm not a small kiddo who you can twist and turn by giving me some white lie saying "Babe, we think alike kan walaupon I posted it a day after."

So kirakan, you just go through your msn list and find something interesting and post it in your facebook, hoping that people will comment it? Eh, aku tak jealous la eh. I'm not the person who is really petty enough, hoping that people comment every single little thing that I posted in facebook la sia.

Don't come and tell me, "Well I went through something and I find that I'm tired of being the one who says sorry".

And do you know why the fark I type "Tired of being Sorry" in my caption?

Watch this.



And if you said you're listening to the same song..all I can say is

I've written a draft the other time but have not yet finish with it since I was using mobile.

I was on my way home after topping up my ezlink card at the interchange when Zam smsed me asking whether I would like to meet him up since he's lazy going to school after work (^^P)

And I just reached the bus stop opposite my block. Bummer.. Together with my laptop, i took the bus towards AMK and met him outside the hub.

Been awhile since we last met. Kinda miss him *ehem* lalala..

Ayway, luckily he's driving instead of riding. Heheh..

Reasons were : -

1. Weather seems as though it's about to rain again.
2. He doesn't want the laptop being a burden when we're riding (shrugs)
3. His dad is home on time. hehe..

Off we went Balestier to watch Saw 6 thou we're like 15 minutes late. The show isn't that scary except its a bit gore. But I was feeling cold. So it sorts of gave him a reason to hug me so that I'm not feeling that cold (erm..my hands were as cold as ice)

Went to the part opposite PLMGS but the park was kinda small, so we went to the nearby coffeeshop near my blk for some drinks before he sent me home.

He's sweet.. and of course he made me smile :)

Gave him *ehem* good night kiss on his left cheek before I made my way to the lift lobby. *blush*