I was on the bus, while on the way to work, as usual I would just close my eyes to take a short rest. Suddenly, I heard someone speak at the top of the voice. It really disturb my peace. This guy, wearing a songkok, was speaking in different languages. Some people thought that guy is quite crazy.

And he spoke quite loud plus, he sang ridiculous songs including about Goh Chok Tong. Its really kind of insulting. And kept asking from other fellow people for money for his transportation.

Enough said of that.

I'm sleepy. Reached home pretty late yesterday. I was dead like zombie. Nearly missed my stop. And my handphone went dead like for 1 hour. Didn't charge my handphone the previous night.

Today, going to watch Transformers. Unless my friend decide to cancel it. Then, I'll be off home and enjoying my rest. But, looking forward to watch Surf Up with my bebeh tomorrow!

Anyway, I hate that it doesn't stop. Think, I badly need to see a doctor.

Anyway, that someone took my line. "Pe Je™" / "Apa Je™" It's my line ok. Bluekk..

I'm missing something *sigh* Oh, I'm still sleepy *groans*

Met bebeh Shasha. Wee~ Had gym. Burnt 190 calories at treadmill and about 30 calories at the strider (whatever you call that & reason why I didn't burn much was because we were chatting). Passed Shakin my food log which was like 2 months. Hehe. Sorry Shakin. No time to give you the other time as I didn't complete the food log.

Went to AMK Banquet and had our handmade noodle. Really, someone is at extremelygilabayangbanget.com haha.. Takde .net eh bebeh? Lol.

Damn, all these songs melts my heart. Thou I don't really favourite Hetty Sarlene.


Felt like singing. I know my voice sucks when it comes to singing. But, I think, I wana try karaoking again (after like donkey years). Anyone? Hehe..

Well, those songs which I've added in my imeem, do somehow make me wants to fall in love again. Like i mentioned in the previous entry, I'm in love with Anuar Zain's songs


I'm sleepy. And worse, it affects my morning routine. Dang. I'm like a zombie. In a few days time, all prices on whatsoever will increase. Sharks. Hate it. *sigh*

ok. Another song on Semusim Yang Berlalu. I would be melting if someone could hum this song for me.


Anyway, just now a boy knocked on the lab door. I groan each time they knock. I hate being disturb. This cute petite boy came in view after I opened the door and he said while bowing down "Teacher, is there IT Music for P4.11?" I was like "Erm, not till next two weeks". He then bowed again and say " Thank you Teacher" before running off to his class. Cute. Hehe.

Mentioning about teacher, I still remember someone asked me through phone last night asking me if I'm going to be a teacher after I finish contract. Gee, I still haven't decide. Even some of my colleagues and clients ask me. I stayed dumbfounded. I really don't know what to say.

There's one client told me not to be a teacher as it's kind of stressful. I mean, in any kind of profession, it is stressful. But, I'm not sure. I still have doubts. I still don't know what I should do. I haven't decide for my future. Time to think.

I cried. Non stop just now. It really saddens me. Someone asked me about my past relationship. And it hurts. Especially when it's about Vans and my stupidity.

If you noticed, I've put most of Anuar Zain's songs. Listening back to malay songs. And to start of with, I prefer Anuar's song. Nice and soothing songs. Especially "Jangan Bersedih Lagi" and "Mungkin".

Emotions had been running haywire past few weeks. Felt hurt, confused, angry, fed up, sad; Everything in one.

Wee, off to gym in 10 minutes!

I've been yawning since lunch i think. I can't remember. Too tired. Too sleepy. Not enough sleep. I just wish I could have like 8 hours of sleep or even 7 hours at least. But, well *sigh*

I'm sick of the food. Really sick. Always same food. I can't take it anymore. Anyway, had a quick lunch and since it's still my lunch time and I ate kinda fast, thought I should take a short nap during lunch before I continue my work. Well, it's always 15 minutes of nap.

Anyway, while I was napping, 10 minutes later the cleaner came in. Dang. She spoilt my nap. I was about to be awake in another 5 minutes time. *sigh* And now, I'm still sleepy and worse then the feeling I had earlier on!

Going gym later. Wee~

some people are extremely bothersome. So what if I want to post whatever I want. And I don't ask Allah on how I should look like. Why must some people be such an irritating jerk by being extra to know why my sibling doesn't look like me??

Are you asking Allah why? Stupid people without thinking of the consequences. Bodoh punya manusia. And look, I don't disturb you, you don't disturb me.

See the pic above. So loving. Ok, people will ask, who e hell is this couple. My brother with his girlfriend, Jannah! Tee hee. Sorry bro, took the pic without your permission, but netherless, never told me you scoop this girl from your part time workplace. No wonder you wear a little smart with lots of your Hugo perfume. So, in other words, ada udang di sebalik sambal tumis eh? Haha. Oh, and no wonder you kept coming home late. Dating non stop till late at night. Hmm..

How do I know? My sister told me. And confirm this is the girl. Hurhur. Oh, and brother. Good luck with your relationship with this 18 year old girl. And hopefully, you don't spend much money on her ok?

Ok, enough of that. Kinda tired now. I need relax from everyone. Still stressing about something. *sigh* And people kept bothering me non stop. Gosh, don't they have a life of their own? Especially one of my colleague. Lazy like pig! Doesn't want to make his own slides for night lessons to the newbies and kept asking me to send him.

To hell la. So what if you're my friend. Doesn't mean you can jolly well shake legs and not doing your own job. Grr..I'm soo pissed off that I didn't answer his calls nor smses (well, only 1 sms I replied saying I was damn busy and I were busy yesterday). It's really irritating when you know you're busy doing some work and this fellow just want to use your work.

And know something? I hate these people.

Last Friday, 3 of us watched Fantastic 4 @ Grand Cathay and I'm loving it =) Wait, you're asking why 3 of us? I'm not sure myself. You ask them. Do you know I have the same eyes with Jessica Alba? Hur hur hur. =P Anyway, Azhar was seated in between of me and Lia.

The thing is that, I'll concentrate 200% on the show if it's at Grand Cathay, rather then chit chatting with others. And please, I really can't stand if you rub on my thighs. It really tickles me. That's why I brush off your hands.

And, that night, I wasn't in a mood. Firstly, earlier that day I was pissed off and secondly, b'cause of dinner at Long John Silver. Eventhou it didn't happened to me, what I felt is that it spoilt the whole night affair. I'm going watch Harry Potter next month! Wee~

Next day, 3 of us went out again. This time, we're helping Lia to shop for her work stuff. Went to Hill Street at the wholesale shop. Dang, I forgot to take a picture of the pouch which we got for free. Then went to Marina Square to MiniToons and then we got some correction tapes which we cleared 2 types. After which we took cab back to Lia's office before heading towards Vivo City. Well, when we took the cab, the road was nearly closed to make way for the rehearsal.

At the NEL itself, bumped into my guy friend and chatted for awhile before joining them back. Could noticed that Azhar was jealous. It wouldn't be nice to just walk past a friend just like that. Again at VivoCity, we went to Mini Toons and decided on the Massaging stick and bought a few things.

Before that, bumped into Diah with her fiancee at Candy Empire where she was hunting for a particular chocolate. Miss you bebeh, thou I met you a few weeks ago.

By the time we finished, I was dead tired. My feet were aching. Azhar sent me till under the block. Thank him for sending back thou I didn't expect it. And that conversation, made me stumped. It felt as thou I was given a big tight slap. I'm not ready.

A lot of things I need to settle first. *sigh* You told me you too need time. And all this, actually make me feel, you're actually making it faster then I thought.

And yes, thou Lia did say, think before you say, think before I decide, that I might be losing someone who's truly in love with me. But, the thing is that, it's just me. Something's missing somewhere and I need to find that something, which I don't even know. I'm just confused =S

I went jogging yesterday. And the whole of 12 to 15 rounds of slow jog, while listening to ipod, made me wonder. Since all the songs are sentimental, it really makes me wonder and think. Am I enjoying what I've been through? Just myself alone and no one to report to? It just crossed my mind. Even if I want to be in a relationship, the thing is that, I don't know how to go about anymore.

All thanks to Vans, I've forgotten how to make a relationship going. I need to learn again. And this time for sure, I need quite a long time to make it right. Once I got whole of it, then I know how to treasure the other person.

I hate it. Always LAST minute work.

I just don't get it with people nowadays. Sometimes, I felt them (those who made me pissed off just now) too ignorant. If they say they want, I've to give in to their request. Get a life man. Urgh.

And for the umpteenth times, I HATE LAST MINUTE WORK. I'm ok if you give me some work. But sometimes, I felt it's kind of stupid. They can do themselves, but instead, making use of me. They can also find out themselves, but instead, they asked me to find out for them, on their behalf. WTH sia!

And seriously, that's why I've been complaining non stop about my work. Perhaps, I find I had enough after entertaining them for 1 year 6 months? I don't know. And like I say, I don't mind helping but at least, have some manners OK! Seriously, these people need some COURTESY WORKSHOP!

Enough of that. Got to know yesterday that my mom learned how to bake stuff from my auntie (who is her cousin and I only see her at my cousin's wedding) and the most sickening is that she's not even expert, eventhough she did contribute to some of the local recipe books, yet she asked my mom and my Aunt Ros to pay her (which is quite expensive) as she "taught" them how to do.

And do you know how she taught them? Just showing them and no practise given. Plus, those kuihs for example, turned out to be much more harder then Aunt Ros's or even my mom's.

And of all things I received, ulcer had just paid a visit to me. Damn, it's pretty painful.

*groan* I should have known. I felt sucks wearing it. It's just not the same. Ever since it came back, I find it loose. And my other friend told me that I should have known better because of the difference. *sigh*

*more sigh* I think my mood's getting worse nowadays as the school holiday is coming to an end, which is tomorrow. Gosh! I hate it. Think I'm going to fall sick pretty soon.

I need cheesecakes or chocolate for now *melts*

Finally.. The day I've been waiting for. For all the holiday classes to end. For the dreadful Flash / ActionScript course which I had to conduct and bear this in mind, I don't even know how to go about. I'm sucks at it. Don't blame me. They promised to send me for course, but they didn't. And hell, I don't understand ActionScript. Prefer Java then ActionScript. Perhaps I've forgotten how. 'Cause all I know is that it's nearly similar.

And because of that, I lost my sleep. I need to replenish my energy.Slept like 2h 30mins yesterday. Just to get ActionScript correctly, but end up, it gets cock up.

Then, one of the teachers supposed to use my lab for 30 mins, but she extended to 1h and as a result, my kids need to wait and they were restless. And because of them, the survey was VERY BAD! Urgh!!

I nearly fell asleep when I was told to pick songs out of the music library. *sigh*

I'm feeling bored, lethargic and restless. Boy, I felt as thou I don't want to go home tonight. Sleep at the beach, under the sky, enjoying the night breeze. Hmm, perhaps I should put that as one of my wishlist. Tee Hee..

Next week, school reopen. ARGGHHH!!! So fast!! I hate it.

*Groans*

Met Lia yesterday and wee, we had our dinner at Secret Recipe after I bought a perfume yesterday at Junction 8. And all thanks to her, I'm addicted to CHEESECAKES! Tee hee..


It's superb. I had marble cheesecake while she had chocolate chip cheesecake and I fell in LOVE with that chocolate. Mmmm...

Ordered some drinks. Lol, at one glance, looked as thou we had alcohol, but it's NOT! hehe. I think we're getting addicted to Secret Recipe. haha.

And we had beef lagsane. Gosh, I love this. Been quite sometime since I last ate it. Mmm..thou we shared it, I still felt full *winks*

This entry’s going to be sort of a detailed entry on what happened last Friday.

Last Friday was Lia’s birthday. And yes, I’ve celebrated her birthday by throwing in a birthday dinner, which both Azhar & I had planned. We couldn’t think of a restaurant to celebrate her birthday till that day itself.

Initially, we’re supposed to meet Lia at 630pm, but because she was hold up at work (her company held her back to give her a cake as well as rochers and taking pictures), both of us decided to head down to Marina Square first.

We went to Secret Recipe, as last Monday, Lia did hint that she wanted to eat at Secret Recipe (when we wanted to gave her an advance birthday dinner). Made a reservation with this kind waitress and ordered 6 slices of cappuccino cheesecakes and requested for writings. Azhar paid first (which I’ll pay him for half of it later, when I see him. Thanks Az) and headed back to the MRT control station.

I was a little pissed off as Lia was being held back. But since it was her birthday, and she’s not always late when it comes to meeting me, I simply forgive her when she appeared 5 minutes before 7pm. And she was carrying a big box of cake from Secret Recipes as well as a bouquet of flowers. Thou she kept on asking where we’re heading to, I just told her “Wait and see”. And she told me that she had lunch at Swensons (to my relief, lucky we didn’t have dinner at Swensons that night).

Azhar helped me by going to 7 eleven to help buy some batteries for Lia’s camera, while I brought Lia to Secret Recipe Restaurant at Marina Square. She was nearly in tears and the only thing that I told her was “ I know you wanted to eat here, so here we are”. The same waitress greeted us and we sat just in front of the counter. The mistake was that Lia was facing the counter and I’m seated in front of Lia.

Waited for Azhar to arrive since we couldn’t think of what to order. Lia ordered Spaghetti Bolognese, Azhar ordered Fish and Chips while I ordered Chicken Mano-something (I forgot the name of my dish..haha). As for the drinks, I ordered Graptizer (and the glass is a tall wine glass), Lia ordered Tangerine drink (vodka glass) while Azhar ordered Chocolate Milkshake.

I presented Lia a simple card which I made the previous night. And she was surprised with it. Took a photo of it before I sat down again. Lia told us about what actually happened earlier that day. I got to know she cried twice and lucky for her, lots of good stuff happening within this week. Congrats gal for your increment and receiving some money for your birthday. I’m happy for you.

Nonsense over dinner, comments, laughter as well as random stuff were the main conversation (well, actually between me and Lia as Azhar is still new to our conversation). Lol. Ok, honestly speaking, when I’m with someone close whom I could speak about anything under the sun like open conversation or whatsoever, we don’t really care about our surroundings. Except, we tend to get noisy when that happens.

And I noticed that Lia had been trying to see what’s behind me, especially to see the cakes and she kept on looking to my right side (which is Azhar’s left side). I joked at Lia, asking if she wanted us to buy cheesecakes for her and I even commented that she had cake in cake box.

After our main course (which was really full), we had the table cleared. Lia thought the surprised was over. I kept on giggling all the way and even kept pointing out why she finished her drink, when I had about half a bottle left to finish. I signaled to Azhar, to which he told the same waitress to bring in the cake.

When the cake arrived, I could see her eyes were watery and tears nearly rolled down her cheeks. She kept saying “Both of you are soo bad!” (umpteenth times. Hehe..) while the waitress lighted up the candles. I smiled to her and wish her Happy Birthday. Sang for her birthday song and she blew off 2 big candles and 3 small candles. We made her to serve us the cheesecakes. It was superb, rich and creamy. Damn, I love the cheesecake.

We also made her to take a picture with the waitress and the waitress helped us to take a picture of the 3 of us.

After that, we proceed to Esplanade for a little walk and rested near the display of art pieces and I managed to make Lia a little blush as I asked her to pose with her bouquet of flowers (perhaps I should consider in opening a photography company. Lol).

And she, in turn make me blush by holding the bouquet and took a picture with Azhar. About 940pm, we headed towards the MRT (I hate going home that early). I left with Lia as we’re heading east while Azhar headed north. But overall, I guessed Lia was really surprised on her birthday. I’m happy for her. At least she had a wonderful birthday this year unlike me where I had to work till 10pm on my birthday. *sigh*

Anyway, for Saturday itself, Lia accompanied me to make a pair of new transition specs and took a walk at Vivo City. Yippee! Getting one (with my hard earn money) next month after someone actually back out after I had placed an order. We had a serious discussion over lunch about everything regarding some heart matters. We consoled each other. Thou everyone will and are going through it, still, I find it a bit complicated as it seemed that I’m still thinking of the past. A past which brings soo much tears, anger and hatred, eventhou it happened about 6 years ago. A past which I will always remember till my very last breathe…


Anyway, wasn't feeling that well a few days ago. I'm not quite sure why my tummy feels hurt, the same tummy ache when I'm having my period. *groans*

I'm tired. Extremely tired of everything *sigh* I don't know. Just that I kind of hate almost everything under the sun. Don't feel like eating lunch just now but I force myself to eat at least rojak (well, I had bagel from MacD at 10am).

Lunch with my colleagues, talking about everything from plants to Henry's trip to Turkey (when can I even enjoy going overseas? *groans*) to feeling of being unwanted (especially when we saw our AM with a senior teacher).

And that unwanted feeling, well..besides of having that feeling at work, I too feel it within my personal life. Sometimes, I felt as thou I'm left on the shelf. Ok, enough of it gal. Speaking too much as thou I've given up on my love life (well, I think I do as I kept asking myself why can't I be with someone I had a crush on or something and even kind of frustrating when I learnt that someone who I had a crush, have someone else in their life and in the end, I felt like stupid ogling at them).

People have been giving me feedback that I've been typing too many things about my unsatisfactory things, like my workload or even some of my colleagues.

Speaking of workload, I had to conduct night class (which commence yesterday) and damn, I really feel stupid that those who attended my class knows more then me! I don't even know how to use Photoshop CS and they ask me to teach people who have more knowledge then me. But seriously, it's kinda insane to teach photo editing software when one person can learn it all by him/herself without being taught. I mean, it's just a trial and error thingy.

Till like 830pm, I didn't know what to do (well, I did asked them to create a banner for me (and omigod, I don't even think I can go up to their standard. Sometimes I kept wondering how on earth do they do that?).

Anyway, big boss peered in and he told me that he's coming down with my boss to meet my HOD next week to have meeting with HOD, IDA & Singtel. I rolled my eyes, unbelieving that more "dead" work needs to be done. No wonder my Subject Head told me not to cancel my leave tomorrow as I would have a hell time when school reopen. *groans*

Asked him when my assistant coming and all he said was "Still long way to go". WTH! I've been dying to have someone to help me (which I did mentioned to him I can't cope without anyone helping me). He reminded me to lock the office, to which he realised I do not have a card. Ya Boss, you never give me, how to lock?

Want to know what's his answer? "Abandon your HOD, then I'll give you the card" My respond is simple " Sure, I can. Provided you give me someone better to me and let me access that person, then I come back to office". To that respond, he left quietly. Hmm, guess they really can't find someone to fit this school's demand.

It had been quite sometime since I last typed something here. Therefore, I missed blogging. So many ups and downs as well as frustrations I’ve encountered during those days that I didn’t blog. I missed you bloggie. Sometimes, I felt that you’re (bloggie) the only one who understand my inner feelings and what I desire as well as what I hate. Perhaps, that’s why I typed my thoughts down. As such, I do sometimes feel that life is soo unfair, but because of destiny and fate, I can’t say much but accept what lies ahead.

Thou I didn’t cry that I’ve lost a friend, which we didn’t communicate for quite sometime, as we lost contact, that doesn’t mean that I’m heartless. I accepted his separation with the world (family and friends). When I was paying a visit at his home and also at Darul Ma’wa, sometimes I wonder, will anyone pay a visit to me when they know that (in future) I passed away? Will anyone pray that all my sins are being forgiven, so that I do not get severe punishments? Will these people, whom I considered as family and friends, make an effort? I don’t know. But it really makes me wonder. I pray to Allah that his sins are being forgiven.

Being busy at work is the most common thing in life. I know that sometimes, being too busy is not that good. People will say this person is too hardworking, or some might even think that the person doesn’t know how to manage their time well. But sometimes, I felt that people are taking others for granted. It’s frustrating when they make use of your services and they didn’t pay you or even thank you for all the work which you have done for them, accordingly.

I’ve done countless times to create a short few minute clips from the unprofessionally taken video clip. And spending two weeks to examine and decide on which part I should take was quite a tough one (at work and at home), as I had to sacrifice most of my time to concentrate fully on this instead of my other pending task. Re-editing the clips, after which you find is quite alright, is very frustrating. Endless sleepless nights as well as times consumed at workplace were not taking into consideration. What they wanted was a perfect job done but behind the scene, a lot of suffering. *sigh*

And of all the busy time, the most crucial part of all, whereby countless times promises are being broken. As a result, I fear that I wouldn’t buy those promises anymore, when competitions kick in. Promise to finish up at least a week before deadline, is very common. Not cooperating is the main factor. Thou they can seek help from me, that doesn’t mean I’ve to do the best for them as the rules and regulations forbid us to help with the competition (as in do the whole thing) except guiding. Don’t they know what’s the meaning of guiding?

It just feels hurt when I’m being accused of doing the competition for this year better than last year, or helping other groups to win the competition rather then this particular group. Who’s fault was it in the first place when I’ve already told them to focus rather then to chit chat nonsense, which is not even related to the whole competition? They rather waste time then giving their 100% effort. When the deadline approaches, they just dumped everything to me, hoping that I could finish it up and do the best for them to ensure that they win.

And when someone asked another person to help send the competition, doesn’t mean you can make empty promises and eventually I’ve to do it myself. I’m tired of all these empty promises. Why can’t you just tell you can’t do it in the first place? Wasting my transportation fare when you yourself have a car and it doesn’t take a lot of time. *sigh* again, felt as thou I’m a free labour.

Rest days kicks in. It felt wonderful. Gotten back my sleep, managed to clear my eyebags but only temporary. The tremendous workload is the main culprit to my eyebags. Spending whole day in town for just a day, watching movie and hanging out, felt as thou I don’t owe anyone anything in life. But as night kicks in, the feeling starts to change. People will be waiting for me. Joy will turn into sorrow and frustration, only me and my bloggie knows. They can’t survive without me. They had been pampered. Thou I don’t mind helping, that doesn’t mean that I don’t mind with the workload. The workload, which is equivalent to about 4 people’s work, starts to kill me mentally.

Handling all by myself, is way impossible. Breaking down is very common, regardless where I am, all by myself. Waiting for the day, for the assistant to arrive seems to be very far. It seems as thou there’s once again, will be empty promises. And worse, I couldn’t even recall some stuff. Perhaps, I’ve misplaced it. Perhaps, someone took it without my knowledge. It hurts my brain too much, making it bleeds slowly. And it’s not my fault, as workload after workload is waiting for me. They shouldn’t blame me. They should blame themselves. They should have known that my lab is not private.

As for love? Well, it seemed that it’s out of question. New list had been created, but there are some names need to be strike off. Making me feel like a fool waiting for the other, for no particular reason. Perhaps, I should even stop making a list. Sometimes it doesn’t come one at a time. When I’m in need of love, a handful will appear, making me in a difficult state to choose. But, even if I choose one now, will I ever be happy in the future?

Sometimes, I do felt as thou I’m cheating them. But, do they ever think that way towards me? Should I even consider that in the first place? Perhaps, it’s too early for love to enter my life. Love in the family, should first be presence before love with someone else. But will they understand? Will they even accept it? I doubt so. Thou a few had captured my heart, I couldn’t say that I want to be with them now. And it depends on my destiny and fate.

People don’t get it. I know I’ve ranted this again and again. But all these things had been bothering me non-stop. Family, friends, work, clients, love. Sometimes, I felt it’s quite a crazy thing to do by posting this online. People will read. People change. But will people understand what I’ve been through? Answer is no even if (you read this) in your heart you answered yes. Why? Different people goes through different things in life. There’s no such thing that people encountered exactly the same challenges, well, we can just say people will encounter something quite similar to the challenges which I’ve gone through.

But as for empty promises, I will definitely say that most people will at least encounter one similar empty promise and promises over promises.

Oops, I better go now. Newbie with me. Gosh, he's early xP

Received news that Traz had passed away around 2.20pm. It really stumped me. I was froze when Shasha msn me and Lia called me straight away after they received the news.

Initially, I called Maniz in the morning asking if she wants to visit him today. Ok, let me talk in something I'm comfortable for this entry.

Eventhough we're not that close, he's a very nice guy. Who never fails to make someone laugh. A great friend. And the very first time I get to know him, is through Alachat.com.

Someone who I can chat comfortably through cyber at that time. Joke with each other and so on.

Semoga Allah mengampuni dosa-dosa mu. We will miss you and will always remember you.

Yesterday, went to visit Traz again. He's still having fever of about 40.9 degrees as of yesterday. Not sure about today. I pray that his fever will minimise. That's the most important thing. Accompanied bebeh Diah there. Now I understand why she's busy to meet up as we had dinner a little late at Bugis KFC. *hugs* be strong gal..

Yesterday, while having conversation with Diah, my sister sms me asking me to be home quickly. The reason is because she bought 2 dozens of doughnuts home! Tee hee. I was surprised.

Here are just some examples. Well, I obtained the pictures from their website. Some of them, my sister did bought it. Oh, where did she buy them? At Batam as she went there with her colleauges in the school. It's only available in Indonesia. The website is here.
Well, it does taste yummy. A bit of Long John's smell. Hehe..And very creamy..But can't eat alot. I mean for me. Perhaps, I find it too rich. Tasted Cheese Doughnut, Oreo Doughnut, Chopa Banana and another one, I've forgotten the name. My sister even asked me why I didn't bring them for breakfast to school (*_-) it will melt one thing, and another thing is because I'm quite busy at work nowadays.

And had a late lunch nearly 1pm. Yea, that's my lunch. Just instant noodle from koka and seaweed ( i just finished one packet yesterday also *laff*). Well, now back to video. I find it stupid to do video on infrastructure of the school (-_-)

Below is the article, which I've taken from TNP website today. Thou, yesterday I've visited Trazzie with Shasha, the sight of him saddens me. Especially when his mom entered the ICU to talk to him. He couldn't opened his eyes. Got to know helmet melt, and everything was burnt.

Allah, please have mercy on these people. The other article is my cousin's accident.

~ TNP ~
THE motorcyle smashed straight into a stationary lorry and exploded, engulfing its rider in flames.

The rider, a 23-year-old man, suffered burns over 70 per cent of his body and was rushed to Singapore General Hospital.

Deliveryman Lai Wen Cong, 27, was returning home from work when he saw the bike slam into the lorry at Sengkang East Way at 5am yesterday, reported Shin Min Daily News.

He said that the rider dropped to the ground and kept rolling around, trying to put out the fire.

Mr Lai and some other passers-by tried desperately to help him but, by the time they finally managed to put out the fire, the man's hair was burnt and his legs were bleeding badly.

An SGH spokesman told The New Paper this morning that the man is still in critical condition in the burns intensive care unit.

In another accident at Upper Thomson Road on Saturday, Mr Norisham Hamid, 29, died after his Hyundai Getz crashed into a fence at 4.35am, reported Berita Harian (BH).

SCDF members arrived 10 minutes later and tried to extricate Mr Norisham from the wreck, but he died at the scene an hour later.

His four friends, who were also in the car, were taken to Tan Tock Seng Hospital where they were treated for leg, face, hand and back injuries.

A neighbour told BH that Mr Norisham was the youngest of two sons, while a family friend said he worked with his father in a satay company.

I'm typing this as I'm eating my lunch which my Subject Head treat me. Gosh, I felt embarrassed when both my HOD and Subject Head refuse to accept my money. And, thanks Mr. Sim for buying me Nasi Briyani lunch thou I don't really favourite it. Oh, I didn't manage to finish it o_O

Seriously, there's been 2 accidents happening within a couple of days ago. At 4+am, on Saturday morning, one of my cousin, who happened to born on the same year with me got involved in an accident at Thomson, heading to Sembawang Drive (something like that). I didn't get to visit him, thou he's at Tan Tock Seng Hospital now.

According to my mom, he mentioned that they were asleep while his friend was driving. He has his hips and arms dislocate and today, he's going through an operation. I hope you get well, cousin.

Another accident at Sengkang East Way. It happened yesterday. I've received this news from Bebeh Shasha. Thanks gal for telling me. He have 70% of his body burnt. Gosh, that's a lot. Right now, he's in unstable condition. I pray hard that you can make it through Trazzie.

It's really sad that people you know, whether they are close or even just friends, are involved in accidents. And some are near death accident. May you get through with it. Be strong guys and pray hard for their health, my friends!

See this cute cat? He's sleeping. Saw this cutey at Eunos MRT at the Security Check counter. Thou yesterday was hot day, this cat is pretty smart by managing to pass through the control station and took a nap. Hehe.

Yesterday was dead tired. Did tried out Oreo Cheesecake at Secret Recipe and I'm loving it! Hehe.. The bad thing about yesterday, I didn't manage to do my work at all =(

Hate it that I've to be at work. Lucky I have this to accompany me :

Yummy yummy yummy. My breakfast for today! Strawberry pie biscuits. Want some anyone? Lol